Chapter 7
Billy cooked an awesome dinner for us; Fried fish, rice, and spinach. Nessie looked like she was full, but she only had one plate… I was on my third.
"Dinner was delicious Billy," Nessie complemented.
"Aw thank you Nessie," Billy said smiling ear to ear.
"Everyone loves Billy's fish fry. He's real stingy with the recipe… even though Harry Clearwater gave him most of the ingredients. I think Billy added one extra one and now calls it his masterpiece," I said.
"You wouldn't mind passing down the recipe to me?" she asked.
"It's only fair. Rach and Becca have the recipe," I added.
"No, I wouldn't mind letting you know my special recipe."
"I officially feel like part of the family now," she said laughing. She got up to clean her plate from the table.
"Are you finished yet Billy?"
"Yes, thank you."
Nessie took Billy's plate and cleaned it off.
"Where do you keep your tupperware?" she asked.
"Bottom right cabinet," Billy answered.
"Oh I found them."
I leaned over to my father and whispered, "Watch this." I knew that she would hear me. I suspected that she wouldn't take her time cleaning up the kitchen. Who would if they could dash around like she can? Nessie started blurring and the kitchen was clean in only a few seconds. I started smiling as I looked at my father's expression. He really never saw her in vamp mode before.
"Told ya," I said to him.
"Whoa Nessie, that was something to see. Especially when I never really saw you move that fast before. I knew that you were capable of… moving really fast," Billy said partially stunned.
"Awesome isn't it," I said.
Nessie glowered at me. I can't read minds… But the look on her face made me think that she didn't want to be the designated house keeper.
"I will do most of the cooking… remember," I said to help her agree to my suggestion.
Billy chuckled.
"I'm home most afternoons. I will still cook as often as I normally do. I'm just glad that you kids will be here. It will be enjoyable company. But I don't want you thinking that you can't move anytime soon because I'm in a wheel chair… and need your help. You're a young couple and I know you want your privacy and to build a family," Billy stated.
She looked at me quickly and gave me a weird look. I was still smiling like a kid in a candy store.
"I talked to Quil and he said that he would move in here if you got your own place," Billy said.
I was hoping that Nessie would now see that it was ok for us to live alone… That my father would be well taken care of. She had a puzzled look on her face. Why did she find this decision so difficult? But I already told my father that we would live here for a couple of years. He welcomed the idea… but I had a feeling he'd rather us live by ourselves.
"Please consider it Jacob. If you wanted to stay on the reservation to be close to the pack, there are a few houses for sale," Billy said sounding like he was pitching a sale.
"I… I guess we'll think about it," I said unsurely.
I wanted to give Nessie everything she wanted. She wanted to be near Billy. If I could make her see that we would still be next to Billy… but in our own house, maybe she would consider it. I really want to have a certain level of privacy.
"Are you finished with your plate?" she asked me.
I looked down and took a few more bites.
"Yes, I'm done now, I said with a mouth full of food."
She took my plate and rinsed it off and put it in the dishwasher.
Billy excused himself from the kitchen and started rolling down the hallway to his room.
"Are you going to lie down?" I asked.
"No, I'm just going to read a bit. And give you two sometime to talk about what I just said," Billy said.
Nessie and I looked at each other. She broke the stare down and walked over to the sofa and sat down. She went in her purse and put a Mentos in her mouth. I got up from the kitchen table and joined her. She passed me one.
"Thanks," I said.
She rested her head on my shoulder and we sat in silence for a few seconds.
"I'm glad you enjoyed dinner."
"Yes… your father is a great cook."
"So what do you think about what Billy said?"
"What... us moving into our own house?"
"Of course."
She looked up at me with her brown eyes and sighed. "Whatever you want to do is fine with me," she said softly. I was starting to get mad. Why isn't she telling me what she wants? I twisted my mouth out of frustration.
"If you want to have our own house now… it's ok to tell me. I want to know what you're really thinking about this. Don't think that you would hurt my feelings if you tell me. You did first say that you would want us to have our own privacy… before you suggested living here," I stated agitatedly.
"I don't… If you want to be near your father… I don't want to take that away from you."
"I can be near my father anytime I want. Especially if I'm living only a five minutes away driving and what… six seconds running?"
"But you said that you appreciated me wanting to live here... so I thought that meant that you really wanted to be here for your father," she said bewildered.
"Aw Baby… you read into things too much. I appreciate that you even considered. Billy is really adamant about us living on our own. He won't be alone if I move out. Quil is willing to move in with him. He's not getting married or dating anyone anytime soon. Claire is only ten. He's waiting for her to come of age before he pursues her romantically," I stated.
"Oh," she said inaudibly.
"If you want, I would very much so enjoy sharing a house with my wife."
I gazed into her eyes hoping that she would feel my need to be alone with her.
She gulped quietly.
"Renesmee," I said. The anticipation of her answer was agitating me. "So you want to get a house?"
"Well… yes," she said softly.
"Ok. Your father asked me to let him know your decision. Your grandparents continued with the buying process after you told them that you wanted to live here. They did it just in case you changed your mind or wanted it a few years down the line. I actually know what property it is. It's the house for sale down the road with the tan paint."
"Really?" she said with excitement.
"Yeah… in a day or so they will have the keys since they paid cash for it. They want to modernize it before we move in as a gift."
I hugged her and she crawled into my lap.
"Nessie, it will be great. I can carry you over the threshold of our own house when we get back from Hawaii," I said.
"Yeah... that sounds amazing."
"Promise me that you won't be afraid to tell me what you're really thinking in the future. I'm a big boy… I can take it."
I held her chin and lifted it to kiss her.
"Ok," she answered.
I was so happy that she agreed to have our own house. I held her in my arms for a few minutes. She tucked her head under my neck. She inhaled me near my Adam's apple. All of this talk about the house made me forget to ask her about Leah. I didn't even ask her in the jeep. I guess I was taken back on how happy she looked when she saw me… and she didn't bring it up.
"So how did it go with Leah?"
"Oh… Well, she told me what was wrong with her."
"Well what is it?" I asked concerned.
"I was right. She is pregnant."
"Really… Wow. By who?"
"This guy she met a few months ago when her and her mother went to North California to visit family. His name is Ahote."
"I take it he's Native American."
"Yes. Isn't that a cool name?"
"Why didn't she tell anyone... or let us meet this guy?"
"We'll you'll meet him soon. He's staying at her house now."
My eyes widened. She was shackin' up with someone and no one knew?
"He's living with her?"
"Yes, he also wants to marry her."
"Does Seth know all of this?"
"No, she's going to tell her mom and Seth tomorrow. She was holding off because she was scared. She's fearful that she will have a miscarriage; also he doesn't know… that she's a shape-shifter. Could you ask Billy to hold a council meeting soon to talk about the tribe's history? She wants to break it to him in small doses."
"Yeah, I can do that. Well… how does she feel about him?"
"She… She never did tell me that she loves him. It seems like she likes him a lot, but because she did not imprint on him, she doesn't want to hurt him by falling… or having him fall more in love with her."
The corner of my mouth bent down.
"Why didn't you tell me that Sam use to date Leah?" she asked.
I sighed.
"That was so long ago. Leah was a different person back then. She was very bitter because of Sam and it took her some time to warm up to the idea of being sociable with vampires. She has come a long way from disliking vampires to having one as a best friend. She didn't start hanging around you until you were around four years old; around age twelve in Nessie years. You melted her heart with your charm, and she started seeing you more as a younger sister. She had no excuse to be prejudice anymore. Your family was nothing but friendly to her."
"Wow… I didn't realize the journey was so long for us. I miss out on a lot when I don't read people's minds."
I sighed and started to feel uncomfortable.
"Well why didn't she tell me when I got older?" she asked.
"She didn't tell you because it was painful history and she really didn't want to bring it up. She would have had to explain imprinting to you... and you were only still a child."
She raised her eyebrow at me.
"A very intellectual child, but still a child," I added due to her facial expression because she was looking offended.
"We didn't want to freak you out. If you knew that pack members imprinted on people, you could have asked more questions, and I didn't want to scare you or make you feel uncomfortable with me."
"Humm?"
I analyzed her facial expression to see if I could see where she was going with this.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked.
"I was thinking about the other side of the coin for imprinting."
I scrunched up my face not understanding what she was talking about.
"I was just wondering what it would be like if you had to watch me be with another person... and if you would interfere with trying to make me fall in love with you."
I sighed.
"That would… take a lot of strength from my part. I would be anything you wanted me to be. But I would dare to stretch the concept of imprinting by just being your friend if that's all you wanted… because it would kill me. I know I told you before that I would be just your friend if you loved someone else, but that would absolutely destroy me. I can see myself being a rebel and not letting you go easily. My life wouldn't have that much meaning if I couldn't be your husband and the father of your children."
Her mouth opened and she looked stunned. She didn't speak for a few seconds.
"Cat got your tongue?"
"No, I'm… I'm just…"
I held the back of her head and brought her closer to me and kissed her. I pulled away from her and smiled. She smiled back at me and said, "I love you." Then she started kissing my jaw and traveled down to my neck.
"I love you too," I said. Then a moan escaped from my lips.
She abruptly pulled away from me and had an odd look to her face. What did I do something?
"So Jacob, if I was a complete bitch, you would still try to woo me to be your wife because you imprinted on me?"
I softly chuckled.
"That's not possible. The spirits only select the person who would be the perfect match for a pack member. I'm not bitchy, so you could never have grown up to be that way. As I stated before, imprinting is more spiritual and magical than you're giving it credit... Or understand it to be. In reality… they're shape shifters, werewolves, vampires, witches, and humans. Who knows… your name sake The Loch Ness Monster could be real?"
Nessie went to go twist my arm but I stopped her and held her hand down.
"No, I'm going to stay serious now… Sorry Nessie," I said. Her nostrils flared. I guess she caught on the inflection when I said her name. The pack use to tease her calling her the Loch Ness Monster a few years ago because it's nick name is Nessie as well. I rushed to kiss her to keep her from getting mad. I think it worked… because it felt like she melted in my arms.
"Sorry for that," I said apologizing for the name tease.
"Alright," she breathed. She looked like she was dazed for a few seconds. I wanted her to understand how powerful imprinting was. I think she doesn't fully understand the pull I have towards her.
"There is something out there that is greater than the both of us that selected you… Renesmee Carlie Cullen, to be my perfect partner in life; my soul mate. I am so grateful that you love me in return. Now I can prove to you that the spirits know what they are doing. I will be the perfect mate for you. I love you so much. You're the air that allows me to breathe and the pulse that allows me to live."
Nessie's heartbeat sped up even more. Her face started getting flushed and I noticed the rim of her ears getting really red. Was she having some type of allergic reaction from the spices Billy used in the fish? "Are you ok?" I whispered.
Her breathing was still quick and short. She closed her eyes for a few seconds and started breathing slower. Then she opened her eyes. I was worried… what the hell was going on with her?
"Nessie?"
"I'm ok Jacob."
She blew out a breath trying to calm herself. She looked like she's just witnessed something indescribable. I had no clue of what just happened.
"I was just overwhelmed for a second. I think I just fell in love with you even more. The realization of that, just took over my senses."
"Wow," I whispered. I looked over her face. I didn't have a photographic memory like she does… but I wanted to remember this look for the rest of my life. She loves me even more. My heart felt like it was swelling… along with other parts.
We rushed in at the same time to kiss each other. I slid her off of my lap and lay on top of her pressing my body against her and forcing my tongue in her mouth. Then I started grinding her and kissing her smooth neck. She let out a soft moan and tensed up. She pressed her lips closed and moaned through her nose as I licked and gently bit her neck. Her moans were getting louder as I pushed my hips in her direction. Then she held her breath as she tried to stay quiet. "Jacob… Your father," she breathed. Her tone sounded urgent, so I took a deep breath and sat up. Nessie was spread eagle on the sofa breathing hard looking flustered.
"Jacob… Doing that when we're not alone is very dangerous. I don't want to embarrass myself. I was so close to…"
"Really?"
"Yes," she answered breathless.
"Wow."
Nessie slowly sat up beside me got herself together. Her heartbeat was still beating fast.
"Jacob… what you did to me last night… I definitely want to do that again sometime in private."
"Really?" I said amused. This I liked to hear.
Her cheeks started to blush.
"There's a lot we can do with a pick nick blanket and a plan," I said slyly.
She smirked at me.
"Come on… let's go for a ride," I said.
I stood up from the sofa and held out my hand for her to take. She looked tired but she didn't need that much energy for what I had planned. She would enjoy it no matter what.
"Jacob… I really have to go home soon," she moaned.
"I just want to go for a ride so we can… talk… that's all."
"You wanna bring more clothes," she teased.
"I don't plan on wearing them to get them messy."
Her mouth dropped. I guess I caught her off guard. I looked at her imagining all of the things I wanted to do to her. "What are you thinking about doing now?" she asked. I took her hand and eagerly walked her outside to my truck.
There was a full moon tonight. I guess there would be some real werewolves somewhere tonight. We don't have any here in Washington. I don't worry about them that much. From what Edward tells me, we are one hundred times stronger than they are. Nessie even has a fighting chance against one. It was really colder than the night before. It still felt good to me but I was worried about Nessie. She had goose bumps on her arms. She quickly put on her jean jacket. I would keep her warm though.
"Jacob," she groaned.
"I'm driving you home... eventually. Plus remember you told me this morning that you would give me a few hours when I was trying to keep you in the bed. I thought your memory was spectacular."
She smirked at me and gave me an exhausted look. I knew she was tired… but I'm pretty sure she won't be complaining in a few minutes. Matter of fact… she'll probably beg me to keep her out longer.
We got in the truck. I wanted to show her the house that her grandparent's bought for us before I took her to my secret location. I slowed down once we were near it.
"See… that's our house. We could have the keys within twenty four hours. Can you believe it?" I said excited.
"No… it's so cute."
She sounded so happy. Her eyes started to tear up and she looked at it in awe. It wasn't anything grand like her grandparents mini mansion. But she looked at it as if it were the most grand building in the world. It was practical and had enough space for us. It has a lot of land around it. We were secluded from neighbors… Which is good considering that Nessie is not quiet at all when she has an orgasm. I may have to invest in ear plugs. The house was tan and had two stories. Edward told me that they were going to have it re-done by the time we got back from our honeymoon. They want us to pick out the appliances and furniture before we get married so they know what to buy.
"You're ready?" I asked.
"For what?"
"To head out to my secret destination?"
"Sure."
I drove off. Nessie turned around and watched the house until she couldn't see it anymore. It took a few minutes for me to get to the faded path I was looking for. I ran by this path one day while I was on patrol and realized it wasn't traveled that much, especially at night. We would have complete privacy. There were no houses for miles away. She could moan and scream all she wanted. I finally parked the jeep and turned the headlights off… but kept the radio on. I was playing my special seduction mix. It probably had her wet already. I was very specific in choosing the songs on the play list. Janet Jackson's Any Time Any Place, some Prince, Robin Thicke, Justin Timberlake, and Maxwell. D'angelo's How does it fell came on. It was like it was queued. I got out of the jeep and opened the back door to fold the seats down. She was gazing at the seats like she knew it was going to get freaky. I climbed back in the jeep from the back and shut the door. I sat in the back smiling a sexy grin to entice her even more. Nessie blurred quickly beside me. "What took you so long?" I asked. I reached out and pulled her sexy body closer to me. I couldn't wait to hold her in my arms and feel her tremble. I leaned in to kiss her neck... to breathe her in. She smelled so sweet and edible. I peeled away her jacket and softly caressed her inner thigh before I grabbed a fist full of fabric. Nessie took in a quick breath. I didn't know how much she treasured her dress. It took some restraint not to rip it from her body. I wanted this to be sweet for her. I had to push back my dominant urges of grabbing her tightly and crushing my hard body to her soft curves. This was hard to do. Every part of me wanted to hear her moan from me being thrust inside her. But I knew I had to be gentle… and most importantly I had to wait.
She inhaled deeply as I lifted her dress over her head. Her curls fell back down gracefully framing her face. Renesmee was so beautiful. Her cheeks were flushed and she looked at me like she was being slowly tortured with anticipation. I could see her hard nipples through her bra. Even better, I could smell her pussy oozing with her juices... just waiting for my mouth to envelop it. I took my teeth and pulled down her bra as I un-hooked it. She quivered each time my teeth scraped her perfect skin. Her heart was beating fast; so was mine. It sounded even louder since we were inside the truck. Her heavy breathing was also driving me crazy. I slid down my shorts and she lay back onto the unfolded seats. My dick was so hard it was almost painful. But I was only concentrating on her needs right now. A growl emerged from my throat as I started kissing her stomach. Her breathing deepened as she squirmed under me. I let my nails gently scratch her hips as I slid down her panties. For a brief moment I was jealous of the fabric that was soaked in her juices. I wanted her essence to be all over me. I flung the lucky garment to the side of me, keeping my eyes locked on her heaving breast. I planted my mouth on her navel and slowly licked and kissed my way down to her juicy pussy. She was moaning softly with every breath. Her thighs parted greeting my presence. I dived in sucking and kissing her feverishly. She started uncontrollably moaning. "Ahhh… Jacob! Oooh my God Jacob! Ahhh… Ahhh… Oh fuck!" Wow I got her to curse.
I continued sucking and licking. I wrapped my arms around her thighs and stuck my tongue deep inside her moving it in circles. She kept on getting wetter. She tasted so fucking good. I slid my underwear off then growled as I gently bit her swollen lips. She jumped from the vibration. I stuck three fingers inside her and started sucking on her clit. It was weird not having her grab my hair like she did last night. I looked up and saw her breast bouncing from her bucking herself against me. Her arms were straight to her sides with her fist clinched. My poor Baby was restraining herself. At this point I didn't care if she flipped my truck over. I wanted to make her cum really hard. I flicked my tongue even faster against her. Her moans grew louder as she let a few more curse words rip. I felt accomplished that my usually modest love of my life… was morphing into a sexual beast due to the pleasure that I was giving her. "Jacob!" she projected to me in a loud moan. It was so much more powerful than hearing it with my bare ears because it was echoing in my mind. It made my body tense up because I had to fight my initial reaction to burrow deep inside her and say goodbye to our ephemeral virginity.
I formed a steady suction with her clit and a small portion of her lips. She was so wet it was hard for me to believe that she did not climax yet. I knew it was not my spit because of the density of it. It was purely Renesmee; sweet and slippery. I stuck two fingers inside her and curved them in a hooked position pressing firmly against her inviting walls. I'd learned this one from Jared. Her left leg started to tremble and her breathing hitched. "Ahhh… Ahhhh… J… J... Jake!" Her thighs clamped down on my head as she came. I had to hold her so she wouldn't crush me by accident. I swallowed the sweet juices from my beloved fruit as my tongue felt her walls pulsate.
I gave her sometime to calm down a bit. Then I grabbed her wrist and pulled her to sit upright. She looked out of it and dazed. My dick was rock hard and I wanted to feel her wet pussy on it. The safest way to do that is to just have her lips slide on it. I didn't know if she would let me but I had to try. I crawled to the far end of the jeep and fingered for her to join me. Hopefully she had enough strength to come to me. If not I would have pulled her to me. She crawled over to me and I propped her on my lap wrapping her legs around my waist. She was a bit startled. I guess she was scared that we were going to have sex. But I wasn't planning on losing our virginity. I just wanted to feel her hot pussy on my dick… And excite her with it rubbing against her now overly sensitized clit.
"Don't worry, I just want to try something," I said breathlessly.
"Jacob," she breathed.
"I'm not going to put it in. I just want to… you'll see what I mean."
I pulled her closer to me and my dick fit perfectly pressed against her slippery lips. I started moving my hips in and out letting my entire shaft slide up and down her clit. I let out a loud moan. Oh my God she felt so good. I added my fingers insider her. She was sopping wet from when she came. She clinched to my body and buried her face in my neck. I moaned louder and louder. "Reness... Ohhh… Ahh… Nessie… Mmmmm." At this point I didn't care if she broke a window or two. "Jacob… Baby… Oh my God… Oowww… Ooww…" I felt the vibrations of her moaning and groaning on my neck. Even though she was moaning she felt tense like she was scared that I would just push myself inside her. Oh... And I really wish that I could... but it's best to wait until we're married. What am I saying? If it wasn't for Edwards threats... I would be fucking her right now. Then I noticed that she relaxed her thigh muscles and loosened the grip she had around my neck. "Oohhh… Ohhhh… Mmmm," she moaned. She was more comfortable with me being this close to her. "Ohh… Oohhh… Jake… Jacob." Then she projected, "I want you… Take me now!" Instantly I lifted her so I could slide inside her not missing a beat. It was hot and felt so good. I only got my head in. "Ouch! Wait, I didn't…" I slid my tongue deep in her mouth. She relaxed her thighs and slid down on me some more. We both gasped. Then she moaned out loud. "Ooohhh… Ummm!" She sounded like she wanted it. Did she really want me to wait? I couldn't believe that I was inside her even though it wasn't that far. It felt like her pussy muscles were softly clamping on me. She was moaning and breathing really hard. I wanted her so bad and she wasn't acting like she didn't want me inside of her. I grabbed her ass tighter and pushed myself inside her a little bit more. She was so tight and it felt amazing. "Oooowwcchh!" she yelled. Nessie quickly moved off of my dick but stayed in my lap. She looked pissed.
"I'm so sorry… did I hurt you?" I asked frantically.
"No… I just like to say ouch for the phonetics of it. Yes that hurt!"
"I'm so sorry Nessie. I don't even know what I was thinking. I kinda lost all sense of judgment when you told me that you wanted me to take you."
I felt really bad. I should have used better judgment. I hope she's not really mad at me. She sounded like she really wanted me. I should know that sex would be extremely painful for her compared to my size. I will have to be gentler with her next time.
"Some part of me wanted you to. I can't deny that," she said.
"I think I should take you home now."
"Jacob… I'm ok. And I don't want to go home at this moment. That just… The pain was unexpected."
The corner of her lip frowned and she looked down at my dick. It was still rock hard.
"Wow… Sex is going to hurt like that?" she asked bemused.
"Only the first time. But it will fell better the more times we do it."
I was hoping what Nahule told me was true for Nessie as well. Nahule's sisters are the only other female half breeds that I know of. He doesn't see them that much, but he did have a chance to ask them a question that I was dying to know. It was an uncomfortable one… But he did tell me that it never grew back. She bit the bottom of her lip and looked like she was thinking about something.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked.
"Umm… Well it did feel kinda good before the pain hit me. It would be nice if…"
"If what?"
"Nothing," she said bashfully.
"Renesmee."
She gently smiled.
"Renesmee… If what Honey?" She didn't say anything. "Baby don't be shy to let me know what you're thinking. I'm your fiancé. We're going to spend the rest of our lives together. You can tell me anything."
She looked back down at my dick again. It jumped knowing that she was probably thinking of it. She smiled noticing it move. She looked back up at me not understanding why it moved.
"It wants to dance for you," I teased. She looked confused. "I kinda thought you were thinking of it and it got happy."
"Oh." She started to blush.
"Now can you please tell me what you were thinking? You were saying it would be nice if… what?"
Nessie sighed.
"Well… I was just thinking how nice it would be if you could be inside me without pushing."
"Really?"
"Yes… but not now. I still hurt a bit. I would have thought that the pain would have went away by now."
Hmmm… This may be a good sign. Hopefully hers won't grow back either.
"What?" she asked.
"It's the way your body is designed. You heal rapidly, but you're built… well from what Nahule told me about his sisters... once your hymen is broken… It won't grow back," I explained.
"Oh… So I'm still in pain because that part of me doesn't heal?"
"Most likely."
"Well did you break it?"
"I don't think so… you're not bleeding."
"Oh… Well is there a way you can check?"
I smiled.
"The only way I can check is if I were inside you again."
"Hmm. Well I guess you can check… just so we'll know. Plus I want to feel you inside me again."
I sighed. Doesn't she know that this would be torture for me to be inside her again and not have sex with her? I may be patient as hell… but I am a man; a man who has been sexually frustrated the past few years. She really wants me to check. Oh God. This is going to be more challenging than a spirit walk. She took my dick in her hands and it stiffened more. "Please... I would like to know if I'm still a virgin," she said. She was not playing fair at all. "Please," she whispered in my ear as she continued to stroke my dick. She must want to lose her virginity tonight or something. How much will power does she think I have?
"Ok Renesmee… but I hope you know this may be difficult for me. I want you so bad. It's like you're temping me in the worst way."
"I'm sorry," she said.
She moved closer to me and lifted herself so I could enter her. I really don't think this is such a good idea… but this is what she wants. I just have to be strong and not have any urges to really thrust myself inside her. She slid down on me. We both moaned. This is really not fair to me. My fingers tightly gripped her ass. I had to consciously think to stop what I really wanted to do. She moaned, "Oh it feels so good. Jacob… Oohh." It wasn't making it any easier for me. I gently pushed inside her until I couldn't go any farther. She started to moan louder. It felt like it was still there.
"You're still a virgin. Can you stop torturing me know?" I breathed.
"A little bit longer Jacob," she moaned.
She stuck her tongue in my mouth and started kissing me. I slowly moved in and out of her… not trying to break her hymen. I felt her insides quiver. I couldn't take much more. I stopped moving. "Baby… you have to get off of me. I can't take much more. It's driving me crazy because I want you so bad." I thought she was going to get off me because she lifted herself. But then she slid back down on me. I moaned out loud. Oh my God it felt so good. Why is she being so bad tonight? She started moving her hips in a circular motion.
"Do you really want me to get off?" she moaned in my ear.
"Oh Nessie… please. Unless you want me to take your virginity in the next few seconds, I strongly advise that you get off."
"That's what I'm trying to do Jake… get off." Nessie started moaning.
Damn! Why did she have to turn into a sarcastic freak right now? The pressure was building up. I had to get her off me or I would most likely come inside her. It was hard to do but I lifted her off of me and held her suspended over my body by her ass. "Renesmee Cullen… Please stop and behave." She was breathing hard and looked in my eyes like she wanted me to put her back on me. I shook my head no.
"Not a good time unless you want me to come inside you."
She huffed.
"Ok… I'll behave. Can you put me down please?"
I placed her to the side of me. I didn't trust her hormones to put her anywhere near my lap. She took her hand and started rubbing my dick softly. I whimpered putting my head back on the window. Why is she torturing me? "It would only be fair if I take care of you since you…" Nessie leaned over and started licking my neck. She tugged on my dick even harder. I moaned, "Baby oh my God that feels good." I grabbed her hair and pushed her down so she could suck my dick. Her mouth was so hot. She put my head in and started moaning; the vibration was driving me crazy. My God she is so sexy. Nessie stuck it in her mouth as far as she could go without gagging. Then she sucked as she dragged it out of her mouth. She came back down on it much quicker and twisted her mouth. Now it was me that was moaning uncontrollably. She could have a purple bedroom if she wanted it. Whatever her sexy ass wants damn! I felt like I was going to come at any moment. I pushed her on her back and lay on top of her and started licking her ear and softly growling.
"Oh my God… that is driving me crazy," she moaned.
"In a bad way?" I questioned.
"No… not at all."
I started grinding against her pelvic bone. It was too dangerous for me to be that close to her pussy again; no telling what I would do... or her. Nessie's face was pressed up against my chest. She turned her head and gasped for air. I didn't know she was having a hard time breathing. Then it hit me… I started coming. I punched the seat below us and the truck shook. I moaned uncontrollably while I came on top of her. It squirted all over her stomach; and it was a lot too. I collapsed on top of her trying to catch my breath. I lay there for a while because I was too weak to move. We were both gasping for air trying to calm down. Our breathing soon relaxed. Nessie started to squirm.
"Jacob… move over please," she gasped.
"Oh… I'm sorry."
I must have been crushing her. I don't think I was even supporting my weight I was so drained. I rolled over and covered my face with both of my hands and rubbed my eyes. Then ran my hands through my hair. She sat up and looked down at her body.
"I have to wash you off of me before I go home. I smell like I bathed in it," she said breathlessly.
"I heard it's good for your skin," I said playing with her.
"What?"
I started laughing and sat up.
"I have some Armor All Car Wipes."
"Car wipes?"
"Well for now. You don't want to get it on your clothes when you get dressed?"
"O-K," she said hesitantly.
I stretched to reach the glove compartment and pulled out the wipes.
"Here… you'll be conditioned and UV protected," I said smiling.
"Ha ha… you're so funny," she said sarcastically.
I took a few wipes out of the container and started to clean her off.
"Thank you," she said.
"My pleasure… And I do mean that."
She smiled at me while I wiped her clean. I had to use a lot of wipes.
"Wow… That's a lot," she said gazing at her stomach.
"Yeah… it would have been inside you if you kept on being a bad girl."
"Sorry about that. I couldn't help it... it felt so good."
"What am I going to do with you?"
"Um… Make me your wife and make love to me every night."
I chuckled.
"Yeah… that sounds like the plan I had in mind."
The truck smelled like come; both of ours… hers smelled sweet. It made me want to eat her out again, but she looked beat. I should just do it anyway since she tortured me by not getting up. Pay backs.
"Oh… I have to text my mom, so she won't worry." Nessie looked around to find her phone. She must have heard it 'cause she darted to the front seat to where it was. She texed her mom something really quick. I had my arms open wide for her to fall back into. She lay on my chest and closed her eyes and sighed.
"I feel so relaxed. Oh my God… we're going to have to do this… every night," she said.
"Don't tell me that my Baby is going to be a nymphomaniac?"
"More like a Jacobmaniac."
I chuckled softly. I was thinking about my pay backs.
"Excuse me for one moment," I said as I sat up.
"Where are you going?"
I didn't say anything. I just crouched over her body and snapped my teeth at her and started growling. Her eyes widened. I took both arms and wrapped them around her thighs and lifted them in the air. Her back was arched so I couldn't see her expression.
"Jacob," she breathed.
"Shhhh."
I buried my face and she went wild. I tortured her for only ten minutes or so. She came three times and I felt bad for her because she was begging me to stop after the second one. I sat her thighs down on the seats and she was shivering like she was in a blizzard.
"J… Jacob why didn't you st… stop," she said still quivering.
"It felt so good I couldn't help myself," I teased.
I lay down beside her and whispered in her ear.
"Tell me you didn't enjoy that. You can't can you. Didn't my tongue feel good on you… didn't my lips please yours?"
Nessie was still shaking and started hyperventilating. "Baby are you going to be ok?" I asked seriously. Her breathing was scaring me. I heard her trying to catch her breath before… but this was different. I also never made her come three times in a row in such a short period. I sat her up so she could breathe easier.
"Honey calm down."
"I'm trying," she projected.
I opened the door and took her hand and pulled her outside. Goose bumps flashed over her entire body and her nipples got hard. I wrapped my arms around her to make her warm. I was feeling guilty that I did this to her. I should have stopped after her second orgasm.
"Try to breathe slower ok."
"Ok," she projected.
"Baby I'm sorry. If I'd know that doing that would do this to you I wouldn't have done it."
"Are you crazy… that was the strongest orgasm I ever had," she projected.
So she's happy she can't breathe right now. She needs mental help.
She started inhaling and exhaling at a steadier pace. "That's it Renesmee. Take your time breathing." I kissed her on her forehead and rubbed her back to keep her warm. It took her a few more seconds to get herself together.
"Are you ok now?" I asked.
"Yeah… I'm fine. Whew that was something new."
"Let's get back in the truck before you catch a cold or something.
"Ok."
Nessie climbed in the truck and I followed her and shut the door.
"Do you want me to turn the heat on?" I asked. She still had goose bumps on her body.
"No… just hold me. I would get too hot if I had two heaters on."
"Ok… one heater coming up."
She lay down and I wrapped my body around her. I nuzzled my nose in her neck and kissed it and she sighed. "The strongest ever you said?" She nodded her head yes, then she projected how she felt. She should have warned me. My dick got extremely hard. If she didn't stop after a few seconds I would have came on her back.
"Whoa… that was strong," I said out of breath. "Honey you have to warn me before you show me your thoughts like that again."
"Pay backs a bitch."
I quietly chuckled. Wow… she got me. Ok. I held her tighter to me and inhaled.
"I love you Nessie," I whispered in her ear.
"I love you too," she projected.
She rolled over to face me and kissed me. I rubbed her back and she moaned a few times, then she was silent. We lay still not saying anything for a few minutes. I think she was falling asleep. I didn't want to wake her if she was.
"I think your promise to my dad is still good?" she murmured half sleep.
"Well you're technically still a virgin. I didn't break your hymen or anything."
"Or anything? What else could you have broken?"
"Go to sleep, you're talking in gibberish. I'll wake you up in a few hours," I whispered.
Nessie sighed and propped her thigh on my legs. She flinched. She must be hurt from when I was inside her.
"Nessie, I'm sorry that it hurt."
"It's ok," she said faintly.
I kissed her forehead and started caressing her hair. She fell asleep within minutes. I set my alarm on my cell to go off at 12:30 so we won't oversleep. I dozed off to sleep soon after.
My alarm went off; Tu Pacs California love. Man it's time to go already. That flew by really fast. I can't wait until she doesn't have to run to her parent's house to go to sleep.
"Oh," she murmured as she awoke. It looked like my alarm confused her.
Nessie rubbed her eyes and sat up.
"What time is it?" she asked as she yawned.
"It's 12:30," I answered.
"Oh."
"I'm sorry, but I have to wake you so you can go home," I said regretfully.
I handed Nessie her clothes and she slowly got dressed. She climbed in the front seat as I put the rear seats back up. When I walked up to the driver's side door, she was in the mirror shaking out her hair. I got back in the front seat and shut the door. I started the truck and drove off. Nessie checked a text on her phone then changed the music on the iPod.
"I like that song," I said. Boy do I know it.
"I'm sure you do."
She just turned off Janet Jackson. Well it wasn't really any lyrics for a while. She was just moaning. She changed it to The Goo Goo Dolls. I smiled at her. She plays this song almost every day. I'm starting to get sick of it.
"What… I love this song," she said.
Her phone buzzed.
"That's your mom?" I asked.
She looked down at her phone.
"Yes… she told me that Fred's staying for a while."
"I figured that would happen. Make sure you don't walk around the house in your pajama shorts. I don't want to have to kill him for looking at you in the wrong way."
"Is that jealousy I hear?" she teased.
"No, he's practically a stranger Nessie."
"I know I know. I will dress appropriately… ok."
"I still think that you should move in early. It would make me feel more comfortable about the situation."
"Jacob."
I started tapping my fingers on the steering wheel out of frustration. My eyebrows were narrowed as I looked straight ahead to the road.
How could she be so willing to sleep in a house with a stranger? What is her family thinking? This is so different from when Alice showed up and they took her in. It was Alice. And Nessie wasn't there to temp Alice with her blood. When Nessie was born everyone would die before they would crave her blood. This dude is fresh off the streets killing humans to eat. He doesn't think of her as family to not think of her as a meal. I don't like this. I want her to live with me.
"Could you please view it from my perspective?" I asked.
"I'll see what my parents say. You know he would have to be crazy to do anything inappropriate. He knows my dad can read minds."
"And you too."
"No… he doesn't know that I can read minds. I didn't mention that. My father understood why I would want that to not be known to a vampire we just met. Fred would be only careful of his thoughts around my father. I'm more of a back up."
"Oh."
"Come over for breakfast so you can meet him. Tonight I plan on talking to Aunt Rosalie to get it out of the way."
"Ok."
She placed her hand on my thigh and I relaxed a little.
"I love you," she said.
"I love you too."
I glanced at her quickly. I hope she was serious about talking to her parents so she could move out early. I may just have to take her myself if she chickens out. Edward would just have to understand. She's going to be a married woman in a week. She's also my responsibility. They're acting like they had a lobotomy with their poor judgment.
"Aunt Alice is making my wedding dress."
"Oh… That's nice of her."
"Yes… she's going to make Leah's and Claire's too. I wanted her to come over tomorrow so Aunt Alice can measure her… But she said that she's really sensitive to my families smell now that she's pregnant. So I'm gonna ask Aunt Alice to go to Leah's house."
"How far along is she?" I asked curiously.
"Oh… about four and a half months."
"Wow... Leah a mom," I said amazed.
"She would make a good mother don't you think?"
"Sure."
"How many kids would you like to have?" she asked with a gentle smile.
I softly chuckled.
"Three or four."
"Really?" she said a bit shocked.
"Yeah… I would like to have a big family."
"So you want your own personal mini wolf pack huh?" she said jokingly.
I smirked at her. I never knew how many kids she wanted. It wasn't a subject that was ever brought up. "Well how many kids do you want?" I asked. I looked at her taking my full attention off the road waiting for her to respond. "Two," she said sounding scared to give me her answer. She didn't sound so sure with her answer. I was wondering why she sounded scared. I slowed down the jeep and pulled over. We were only a few miles from her family's house. But we were out of their hearing distance.
"What's wrong?" she asked.
"Nothing's wrong… I just want to be able to give you my full attention."
I shifted my body to face her. She looked nervous.
"You didn't sound so sure when you said you wanted two kids. Why?"
"Um… Because you want four. I just never pictured myself having that many kids."
"Oh… Well two is fine."
"Well what if we can't have kids?" she said nervously.
Oh that's why she sounds like this. She's worried that we can't have kids. Carlisle told me that we we're capable of conceiving from the test that he did. "If we can't have kids… it's ok," I said lovingly. I reached out and caressed her cheek. Her eyes started tearing. "Baby… what's wrong?" I asked. I reached over to her to hug her. It hurt me every time she cried.
"Nessie… what's wrong?"
"I want to give you children… I just envisioned if I couldn't that's all," she cried.
"Aw Baby… it's ok."
I took her face and kissed her. She continued crying. I pulled away to look at her. She took a deep breath, and wiped the tears from her face.
"Rensemee," I breathed.
"Ironically I was thinking about what our future baby would look like today when I left Leah's," she said.
"Really," I said with my voice chocking.
I felt my eyes tearing. It would be wonderful if we could have a baby. She would be one the most caring mothers.
"Yeah… I kinda pictured it with your eyes."
I smiled as I envisioned the combination of us.
"I touched Leah's stomach and it just did something to me. I don't know… made me want to be a mother even more. Made me want to be a part of you."
"You're already a big part of me," I said softly.
"I know… but in some way… it would be…" She sighed. "It will be… I just want to give you a son or daughter."
"We can definitely try… I want to give you everything that you want," I said gazing in her eyes.
Nessie smiled and a tear fell from my face. She leaned in to me and kissed my cheek.
"You're my miracle… you know that," she said.
"And you're my life."
I held her head and rested my forehead on hers. I remained silent not moving. We remained still for a few seconds. I actually was praying that the Great Spirit would allow us to have a child. If it wasn't in our fate… I would accept it. I leaned away from her, and she opened her eyes.
"I can't wait 'til the day when every time I awake… I see you next to me," she breathed.
"Well you won't have to wait that long."
"You really want me to move in with you before the wedding?"
"Of course I do," I answered.
Of course I want her to move in with me. Has she not been listening? I want to make sure she's safe. I also want to sleep beside the woman I love. I sleep so peacefully when she is near me.
"I'll bring it up to see what they would say. But if I hear a hint of indecisiveness, I'm letting it go. You know I don't want to upset my parents."
"I know."
Nessie is their little girl until the end. Sometimes I wish she was more a rebel. Let me not complain. I love her devotion to her family. She's not that much of a goodie two shoes; the last few nights have proved that. But if her parents won't agree, I would have to talk to them to let them know my concerns about Fred. I would carry her over my shoulder and bring her to my house if I have to. This will be the last night that she sleeps over there. I leaned over to kiss her. She climbed over to my seat and straddled herself on my lap. I started to kiss her neck. She held on to me as I caressed her back from under her dress. I lightly bit her neck. She trembled and gasped, "I love you." "I love you too Baby," I moaned. We kissed for a few minutes. Then I started seeing flashes of us in all different sexual positions. Wow she was showing me what she wanted me to do to her. Then I heard her project, "Shit you feel so fuckin' good." I grabbed her ass tighter and rocked her onto my bulge. She softly moaned in my ear. After a few minutes she got off me and sat back in her seat and fixed her clothes. I adjusted myself through my shorts. I had a smirk on my face. "What?" she asked. Does she even know she projected her thoughts? "Oh nothing, you just projected a few interesting things that's all." She looked shocked like I wasn't supposed to see them. She grinned at me embarrassed.
"Don't worry Baby… you have nothing to be embarrassed about. I just know how bad you want me… that's all," I said smiling. "I've heard you curse more tonight than I have in your entire life. You really have to cut down on cable," I said laughing.
"I'm sorry," she said bashfully.
"You don't have to apologize to me. You were just thinking what you wanted to think… care free. You really want me to try those things with you? I'm going to have to start stretching. What movies have you've been watching lately?"
She smirked at me and flipped the visor down to fix her hair.
"Well, we can surely try those things you thought of," I said.
It's my mission to please her. If that's what she wants… I'm happy to oblige. Our honeymoon suite is going to be trashed.
I started the truck and pulled back on the road. The headlights panned over a deer running across our path. I was wondering if it made her hungry. She didn't even look back. I guess her mind was preoccupied; hopefully of me. Her eyes started to look sad the closer we got to her house. I know what she feels. I don't want to leave her side either. I love her so much. I can't wait until we're married. But I won't wait until we're married for her to live with me. Edward will just have to understand. Nessie may be his daughter… but she belongs to me.