Ok sorry its been so long, we had winter break then everyone was here then we had finals which I panicked about then I got really sick and now were starting Lacrosse. So I am so sorry. Ok anyways heres a chapter finally.

Robin laid in his bed, looking up at the ceiling. We been just friends for a year now and it's killing me. Seeing her walk off with other guys and never notice that to this day I'm still in love with her, but I need her to figure out for herself if she wants me or not.

If I'm not the one you want
Take your time to figure out

He got up and went to his dresser picking up a picture of the group at the park, Raven was sitting on the grass reading a book, while Beast Boy was kissing her on her cheek as he kneed behind her. Cyborg was in the middle doing a peace sign. Robin sat next to him, with his arm around Starfire. He placed it back down as he looked out over the sea she had been gone for hours now he just wondered if she was with him or alone.

I'm starin at your picture every night
The scent of you still lingers in my mind
I wonder if your alone and feel alright
And the sun has come out of the clouds

Dear Starfire,

For awhile now I been trying to tell you how I feel. What I mean is I'm in love with you. Well I have always been in love with you, it just took you leaving me to see how much.

He ripped the paper up and threw it into his garage can. Damn I suck at this.

And sometimes when I listen to our song
The night seems so cold and far too long
I wanna call you up cuz in the end
I keep writing letters to my garbage can

Finally he heard the door open and came out to the common room. He suddenly was full oh shock and pain as to seeing Starfire and Speedy in a lip lock. They had started dating two months after her and Xavier broke up. He swore he could feel his heart breaking as he collapsed onto the couch.

Lately, feels like I'm going crazy and
Baby, come and lay down beside me

"Robin, Robin," his eyes fluttered open. Noticing Starfire, shaking his shoulders he sat up from the couch, as her hands spilled down to her chest.

"What happened, are you alright?" she asked.

No I just saw the girl I'm in love with making out with another guy.

If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he?
Take your time to figure out
And you'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need

"I'm fine, where's Roy?" he asked. Looking around seeing he was no where near.

"Oh he left, after you fainted saying you probably need me, so what was that all about?" she asked.

I feel likes it's on you I can depend
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Enough of building castles in the sand
Why can't we be forever

Flashback

"Robin, what are those kids doing?" Starfire asked curiously looking at a group of children who were building sand castles along the shore of the beach.

"Oh, there building a sand castle," Robin told her thinking it was obvious. How he hated at times how she didn't understand things that normal people did.

"Robin, can we build one?" asked Starfire as she looked into his eyes doing the puppy dog pout.

"Sure," he said as they ran and began to play in the sand, making the sand castles.
After a hour had pasted Robin went to go swimming as Starfire continued making the sand castle. She looked into the water as she finished seeing her boyfriend swim around in the waves. That is until she saw a huge wave coming at him, she tired to yell watch out but the words would not escape her lips in time. Instead, the waves dragged him under, and he didn't come up. She ran to the water diving in and tired to find the boy she loves.

After an awhile she did she carried him to the top and carried him out of the water and gave him CPR, which Cyborg fortunately taught her. After a minute, he began to stir.

"Thanks Star," he said, as he opened his eyes and saw his savor.

"Shh don't talk you need your rest." she told him.

End of flashback

He looked down, man how things have changed a long time ago I was the only guy she cared about now she's got Roy two.

Lately, feels like I'm going crazy and
Baby, come and lay down beside me
If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he?
Take your time to figure out
And you'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need

"Nothing, nothing at all." he told her still looking down and not daring to look her in the eyes, in fear she may drag the truth out of him.

RING!

"Robin, you sure?" she asked her eyes full of concern.

If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he?
Take your time to figure out
And you'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need

RING

"Yes, Starfire maybe you should take that," he told her as he looked down at her phone.

He didn't see her nod since he was still looking down all he saw was her bring her hand up he amused to her ear, as she got up and walked away.

Somewhere in the back of my mind
I know that you will be mine
And somehow
Wish I could rewind
And leave all my worries behind

"Hey, Roy." was all he was able to hear her say as she walked out of the common room as Raven walked in noticing him on the couch.

"You know you're, going to lose her, if you don't tell her how you feel." she stated as she sat down on the chair looking at him as he brought his face up to notice her.

And If I'm not the one you want
I'll be the one you need
Take your time to figure out
I'll be the one you need

"Raven one I already lost her and two all I am to her anymore is her friend. I can live with that it's my fault after all." he said looking down as he said the last part and his voice became weaker.

"Are you sure you can?" she asked, as she got up noticing the common room doors opening again as Starfire came him.

If I'm not the one you want
Then who's he?
Take your time to figure out
And you'll see
If I'm not the one you want
Then maybe
I'll be the one you need

"Maybe I can't," Robin told her quiet enough so only she could hear him. She nodded as she walked out and Starfire took her place in the chair with her head in her hands.

"Robin I need to tell you something." she said looking up and looking into his eyes.

"What?" he asked.

I'll be the one you need

"Roy wants me to move in with him."

Thanks so much to Luna Harmony for the review, that made my day and I felt so bad I didn't get this up sooner.

Plz forgive me and REVIEW PLEASE!

The song is If I'm not the one you want by Nsync.

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