Hi guys ! hope you like the new chapter ^_^
"Apologize" - By One republic was my inspiration for this chapter
watch?v=ZSM3w1v-A_Y
Falling in love is the most beautiful thing that could happen to a human being, but it always comes with consequences.
For Nami loving somebody meant being vulnerable and weak.
Love only brings pain and melancholy she often said, while discussing some book characters with Robin.
Robin would smile and say
"Wait till you fall in love Navigator"
"Hmph never !"
Seriously, She never thought she would fall in love.
She unconditionally loved her Sister, and she would die for her Nakama, Nami thought this was the limit of her "love"
Until she gave into physical feelings and got attached to a pervert yet the most kind and brave man she ever knew.
Yet she couldn't fully commit herself to him,
She wanted him, Always. But he wanted her more.
And that made her feel uncomfortable with herself.
She loved everything that she did with Sanji, yet the thought of them being a couple tormented her.
What if he broke her heart?
What if someone better than her showed up?
He was a man who admired every female wasn't he?
What if he died like Bellemere? Protecting her..
What if he got tired of her greedy lifestyle?
There were too many what ifs that tortured and prohibited her from holding him closer.
That's why, when he asked her to be with him,Together, like a normal couple, she laughed at him and refused.
Breaking his heart broke hers too.
Ever since that night, they slowly began to drift apart from each other.
Nami ignored Sanji because she couldn't bear to see him sad.
And Sanji kept himself far from her to not annoy or worry her because of his presence.
Luffy and CO were about to arrive when things went violent on Zou.
Big Mam's ship arrived and their newly recruited member Caponé came with one of Big Mom's pirate Pekoms, who also was from the Mink tribe.
Sanji and others were standing on a balcony outside the tree house.
"Nami San.."
He lighted his cigarette
And whispered
"Stay where you are, and hide if needed."
She nodded yet she was already planning to follow him back.
That's how things went wrong
Pekoms the mink who might have helped Strawhats got betrayed by his newly recruited "Nakama"
And Sanji who could have easily show them hell had to obey Caponé because certain strawberry blonde got captured as a hostage along with Chopper and Brook.
What came next was Shocking to all of them.
Caponé announced that Sanji had to Marry 35th Daughter of Big Mom.
Everyone was shocked, especially Nami.
She kept her gaze fixed on him as if she feared he would vanish where she to remove it.
"Nami what to do?" Chopper whispered
While Sanji was aggressively insulting Caponé.
"Nothing. We wait. Sanji kun has a plan! I know it! He.. He will save us.. And and Luffy will arrive too, they won't take him.."
"Nami san are you alright ? You are shaking" Brook whispered without being noticed.
And then..
Everything escalated fast.
Sanji put a letter in her hand
"Nami san.. Take care"
She froze
"No no no no"
She bit her lips to stop herself from screaming and breaking down in front of the enemy.
Then he pushed them away, knowing that Nekomamushi was outside and they would be safe.
She screamed
"Come back, come with us, you don't have to go"
Tears quickly formed and began falling
"I'm sorry I'm really sorry don't go"
They fell.
He turned his head back and smiled.
"I'll be back.. I Promise"
In an instant she realised that she was losing him, she was loosing him without telling him that she Loved him.
"Please" She screamed.
The gate closed.
This might have been the last time she saw him.
Just thinking about it
Made everything hurt inside of her.
"Sanji Kun !"
She cried out with cracks in her voice.
"But.. But I.. I .. love you"
"I love you "
"I love you"
"I.. Love .. You"
No use.. he couldn't hear her, he was already gone.
Agonizing pain blinded her and she passed out.
When she opened her eyes chopper was sitting next to her.
"Nami? " Reindeer began to cry
"Namiiii" he hugged her
"I.. I thought you wouldn't wake up and I.. I was so afraid"
"Luffy.. I need Luffy" she murmured.
"I'm sure he will be here soon !" Chopper wiped tears
"and we will get Sanji back"
After a while of silence he said.
"Nami.. You really love Sanji don't you?"
She nodded
"I mean not as a friend but as .. As you know .." Little reindeer blushed.
She nodded again and tried to curve a smile.
"I think he loves you too, well he repeats it all the time, and.. And we mock him and laugh at him but.. But every one of us knows how much he loves you, and I'm sure he will be back, he can't live without us and most certainly without you"
She began crying without realizing it,
Love was painful and agonizing
She hadn't changed her mind
But in spite of that she still wanted it.
Nami wanted to love and be loved.
Luffy Arrived
Sunny set sail.
I tried to write and express Nami's feelings without making her too OOC, hope i didn't fail
anyways leave reviews, they make me more passionate to write and write ^_^
p.s another chapter is on the go and will be released earlier than One Piece Manga ^^ so you can kill some time with ff while waiting for the actual piece of gold ^^
p.s Poor Baby Sanji, hope someone kicks Jajji's and other jerk siblings asses pretty soon -_-
oh and guys even tho i extremely wanted Reiju to be a kind big sister, sadly she is a jerk-ass too -_- i can't help that BUT.. in this fic i'm writing her as the kind good ol Big sissy that everybody loves.