Hey people
Thank you all for reviewing my story so far, some of them are very entertaining, and i love getting a good laugh.
What do you all think Ahmed said
Well that will be explained and and...
did i read some love confessions
Well yeah i did
so better not delay
ENJOY!!
He rushed to me and checked my vital signs
"What are you doing?" I asked
"You don't look like you're having a seizure," he murmured looking at me
"WHAT?" I yelled, "I'm not having a seizure. I'm not even twitching."
He looked at me and said, "Denial is usually the first step, maybe your having a heart attack. I'll go see how long that doctor's going to take."
"I'M NOT HAVING A HEART ATTACK!" I yelled, "What did Ahmed tell you?"
"Your boyfriend, Ahmed," He strained out hard, "Told me you were having a seizure, and asked me to watch you while he was going to call the doctor. I came as fast as I could."
I smiled, "Ahmed was just making an excuse for me you to meet me."
"Oh," he said, "No seizure?
"Nope," I said
"No heart attack?" he asked
"I hope not, but at this rate you might give me one," I said
"Sorry," he said sitting on the chair beside me, "Why would he do that?"
"Because I wanted to see you," I whispered softly.
"Are you sure Ahmed would approve of this?" he asked
"Why wouldn't he be?" I asked
"He must trust you a lot," he said
"That's because he loves me," I said smiling
"And you love him don't you?" he asked quietly
"Of course I do," I said to him.
"I don't think he's good for you," he said suddenly.
I decided to have a little fun with him.
"I think he's prefect, at least he doesn't leave randomly for a year," I hissed at him.
He winced and then said, "He's ugly."
"What?" I said, "I can't believe your telling me this! My boyfriend's ugly, oh wow the world's going to die, I have an ugly boyfriend. Not to be rude, but I look for more then looks."
"Well he is," Athrun said, "You deserve someone better."
"He stuck by my side Athrun, gave me support, talked to me when I was alone what else could I want?" I asked
I could see him squirming a bit
"Well anyways why would you care," I said.
"Right," he let out slowly, "Why would I care."
"Yes," I said slipping off the bed, deciding to end my charade. I swore the world was spinning and Athrun rushed to my side holding my arm to stabilize my balance.
"Are you sure you're not having a seizure?" he asked
"No Athrun," I said holding on to him, "I'm just dizzy."
"Maybe you should go back to bed," he said
"No I want to meet Ahmed's girlfriend," I said, "That guy has been hiding her from me."
I felt him freeze, "Aren't you his girlfriend?"
"Well I am a girl, and his friend, but not girlfriend in the sense you mean," I said
"What?" he said, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
"Why do you care so much?" I retorted, and then sighed, "Anyways, Ahmed is my best friend, we kept on supporting each other and waiting for our loved ones to come back, he was lucky that he met her here and the fact she loves him back, as for me I met him after one year, but he doesn't feel the same."
"Who wouldn't feel the same?" he asked silently.
"One guy wouldn't," I said leaning on him, "I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm still waiting for him to show some sign of affection."
"What signs are you looking for?" he asked
"Well," I said pausing for a moment, "Maybe a kiss."
"Here," he asked kissing me softly on the cheek
"No," I whispered softly
"Then here," he asked kissing me on the neck lightly making me shiver.
"No," I struggled out.
"Then where?" he asked coming in front to face me.
"You figure it out," I said.
He looked at me with his eyes as they turned into a deep shade of violet. I noticed the hint of red as well, and smiled. He was lusting for my blood. He wasn't interested in me.
He ran a hand through my hair pulling us closer and he whispered, "I shouldn't have left you."
"It wasn't your fault really," I said
"Who are you waiting for Cagalli, I need to know," he said
"I'm afraid of getting hurt again," I said
He closed the distance between us, holding me in his arms and said, "You won't, I promise."
"I missed you," I said
I felt him froze and then relax as he wrapped his arms around me and it was then, at that very moment I felt complete.
"I missed you too," he murmured.
"Then why didn't you do anything, call me?" I asked
"You left me once, who says you won't again," I said leaning on his chest, "Everyday I'd walk up that same path hoping that you all would be back just once. Everyday I felt that hope slip away. Yet I kept on waiting for you, that maybe you'd come back. If I didn't come here for my vacation, would you have EVER COME BACK," yelling and crying as well?
I felt him rub my back and he talked in the voice I loved so much, "I have to admit, my mother my first excuse not to come back, but the longer I delayed I was afraid even more that maybe you had moved on and found someone else, and leave me unknowing to my misery for the rest of eternity. And I wouldn't even be able to die because you would never tell me that you hated me. That was biggest fear and that was why I didn't want to go back to see that you really had moved on, and it turned out to be true after delaying it for so long."
"I was afraid that I wasn't going to see you again," I said, "And you know Ahmed loves another girl."
"We always come back," he murmured, "And what else was I suppose to think seeing you to and already having previous suspicions."
"Well how was I supposed to know that you were going to come back, and how long was I going to wait?" I said.
This was going to end up as a stalemate, until…
"I should have told you," he said, "I'm sorry."
"You still never told me who you were waiting for," he said
"He still hasn't shown me the sign of affection," I said
He let out a sigh and said, "You're being difficult."
"Come on Athrun, it's not a hard sign," I said
"There are many ways to show affection," he said, "A kiss on the lips, three simple words, an embrace, a flower, what affection are you looking for?"
"There was a person gave who me one, on the neck a long while ago," I said
His eyes widened a bit hearing that.
"Tim told me it was a claim, from a species I only thought were in storybooks," I said
"Tim was right," he said, "Would you detest me for being one?"
"Have I left you yet?" I asked
His eyes seemed to have come a bit lighter.
"I don't want you to leave me Cagalli, ever?" he whispered
"I won't," I whispered back, "I promise."
"So you have any idea as to who put that claim on me?" I asked, "Personally I was hoping it would be from you."
He was avoiding meeting my eyes.
"He was the guy I was waiting for," I said, "And still am."
The look in his eyes made me melt.
"I kept on hoping Cagalli, everyday that maybe you had some feelings for me, and would be waiting for me. When I saw you with….that guy I broke. I felt all my hope slip away and after losing my mother, I couldn't believe I lost you as well. And then I went up the mountain just to think as to what I would do. Die or try to live, but I didn't on what bases I could. Then I felt something, that you were in trouble somewhere and after almost losing you to Sting at the ski lodge, I had to make sure you couldn't leave me again," he said.
"Oh," I said, "So you really have feelings for me?"
"It is much greater than love," he said simply
"So such strong feelings for a simple girl like me. How did that happen," I asked
He snapped his eyes into mine.
"Love has no reason Cagalli, it just happens," he said.
"How do you know if this is love?" I asked, "It could just be infatuation."
"After living for a couple of centuries, you know," he said, "Plus there are other factors?"
"What if I don't feel the same back?" I voiced out.
"Then I die," he said simply.
"And what if I did?" I asked.
"Then I'd be the happiest vampire alive," he said, "And I'd be in love with you for the rest of eternity."
"Well since you're not dead, I'm pretty sure you know the answer," I said.
"It only matter if you say it and truly mean it," he said.
"Oh," I said, "Then all I can say is that your feelings are very much requited."
He placed a hand on my cheek and said, "Say it Cagalli."
"I love you Athrun, with all my heart, ever since I first laid my eyes on you," I said staring into his emerald pools.
"And I love you even more Cagalli, ever since I was born," he said
I rolled my eyes, "It didn't seem to be like that when you first met me."
"The only reason I was rude to you earlier, was because of the fact that I really wanted to drink your blood badly, and since I couldn't really do it in front of many student, the self control was hard. I drank some blood before going to class, and though the lust wasn't as bad, it was still strong, and I was trying hard not to smell your scent because it was driving me crazy," he said.
"And what about the beach?" I asked
"Drank more blood before visiting, I couldn't understand why I was having so much trouble resisting you, then I talked with my father and found out about the bloodlust and love," he said, "And now that I think about it, I couldn't have chosen any more of a beautiful girl."
I knew I was blushing for sure and said, "Did you claim me that night?"
"Actually I didn't understand why you fainted, but I think I accidentally put a hard pressure on your mind that made you faint because of this bloodlust. I bit you, and the taste of your blood was intoxicating," he said, "It was almost hard to stop because I was holding off for long, but I couldn't end your life."
"I was going to heal you but, I didn't want you to belong to anyone because of my protective nature so one thing lead to another, and I left the wound," he said
"Before I left I did come to your house to say good bye. I watched you a bit while you were sleeping. You looked like an angel, my angel," he said holding me closer.
"You're so sweet, you know that?" I said.
"But Cagalli, I am sincerely sorry about that, and I really hate myself that I have to resort to cure myself by drinking your blood and that to without your permission."
I touched his cheek softly and he let out a breath.
"I didn't know that the bloodlust could be so hard, its torture to thirst your blood, and try not to hurt you, scare you with what I am," he said.
"I'm not scared," I said, "You can drink my blood anytime. It's not your fault for being what you are."
"But now a day it's not only the blood I want," he said, "It's the fact that I want you to be mine, but I can't even have that."
"Why not?" I asked, "We love each other, aren't I considered yours? I mean I will accept any claims from you wholeheartedly because they are from you, the guy I love."
"We aren't normal vampires Cagalli, my life is always on the risk," he said holding me close.
"I don't want to lose you again Athrun," I said grasping him close.
"If I bound you to me Cagalli, and I die, you die as well," he said slowly.
"I don't care," I said, "We can die together then."
"I don't want it to be like that for you Cagalli," he said, "I want you to be able to live your life to the fullest."
"I only started living when I met you," I said truthfully.
"This is wrong," Athrun said, "I shouldn't even be with you."
"Well it's your fault for letting me met you again," I said, "If you hadn't than we wouldn't have had this problem, but now you're stuck with me."
"I can always leave again," he said.
I felt my heart stop literally and I think he heard it and shook me a bit.
"Cagalli no, breathe, snap out of it, I'm not leaving," he said grasping me close and I actually did breathe.
"Don't leave me," I said quietly, "Please don't."
"I should have never come back," he said hissing at himself, "But I would have gone crazy if I didn't."
I was crying now, I didn't know why. Half of it was out of happiness that Athrun, not only liked me but loved me as well, and half from despair that he didn't want us to be together.
"I don't get why you're crying," he said softly rubbing my tears, "You confuse me greatly."
I stood up in a rush anger surging through.
"If you don't want us to be together, then that's fine I'll live for as long as I can," I said to him and started stalking away.
"How long is that?" he asked
"I don't know, and nor should you care. You'd rather leave then be with me right? It's okay," I said, "And anyways you have nothing to worry about, I mean you don't even have a claim on me you even if I die you will be unaffected."
"I don't plan on living without you Cagalli," he said.
I pulled my hair in frustration, "Like I asked before Athrun what do you want?"
The next thing I knew he was holding me in his arms his face a centimeter away and I could feel his lips so close to mine.
"Like I said before Cagalli, that's a dangerous question," he said in a husky voice.
"Then I was to hear that dangerous answer," I murmured back practically drunk on the thought of feeling his lips on mine.
"I want you," he whispered back and dipped his lips onto mine, capturing me in a warm hungry kiss. Yeah this guy could kiss. His lips worked like magic on mine, and the feeling was better then I could ever imagine. His tongue slip over my bottom lip and just as I was about to open my mouth he pulled away.
"I just want to be with you," He said softly.
My eyes were still closed and I peeked on of them open.
"Then be with me, why try and stay away," I said and pulled him into another kiss.
When he pulled away and said, "I don't want to ever break you."
"It won't matter as long as I'm with you," I said, "Please Athrun."
"I guess I understand where you're coming from," he said
"When you were gone, I didn't know what I was going to with life, all I knew was that I wanted to see you just once more before my life ended and if I could be with you for as long as I could, even as friend I wouldn't care," I said
"Well I guess I'll just have to make sure I don't leave you," he said letting out a sigh.
We were both lying on the bed I was resting me head on Athrun's chest.
"I never knew my emotions were so strong," he said after a while, "When I saw you with that friend of yours, I thought I was going to burst in anger."
"His name's Ahmed," I said.
"Well, who cares he touched my girl," he hissed.
"Were you jealous Athrun?" I asked.
"Yeah," he said, "And I had every right to be."
"But we weren't even together back then," I said.
"Do you think it mattered to me?" he asked
"No," I said.
"We're very protective Cagalli, remember that. No matter what and we'll do anything to keep you safe. And along with that comes jealousy, it's just in our male vampire blood and instinct," he said.
"Don't worry Athrun," I said, "You know I'm yours for as long as you want me to be even for eternity, without you my feelings couldn't change, being with you made then stronger."
"That's goes the same for me Cagalli, you have any idea what a big commitment this is?" he said, "You can turn away from it now."
"I lost my father before Athrun," I said softly, "I can't lose you too."
"You'll never lose me," he said.
"Promise?" I asked.
"I promise," he said kissing my forehead and soon with his breathing I fell asleep, and I didn't have any nightmares, which was a great relief. I knew that if I was with Athrun, nothing would get me.
I felt someone waking me up, and I opened an eye to see Ahmed. When I opened both I looked around to see no sign of Athrun. Was that whole thing a dream?
"You have to save me," he said holding on to me.
"What?" I grumbled half awake, "Why?"
"Athrun," he whispered, "He's out to kill me."
I laughed realizing that it wasn't a dream first of all and said, "No he won't."
"What are you doing to Cagalli," Athrun velvety voice came through the door as he stared at Ahmed.
"Ahh," Ahmed yelled a bit and hugged me tight.
I looked to see Athrun glaring at Ahmed.
"Cagalli, if you love me, get your boyfriend away from me," he said
"Athrun," I said laughing a bit, "Why are you out to kill my friend?"
"He was lying about the seizure," he said simply, "Plus he's touching you right now."
"Well if he didn't lie, we wouldn't have gotten a chance to talk," I said, "Plus Ahmed's my friend and he's used to being like this with me, get used to it."
He sighed and pouted a bit, "But you're mine."
"Yes I am, but I'm allowed to have a friend," I said
"Right," he said, "But give me some time, I'll used to it."
"Ok," I said and left Ahmed to go hug Athrun.
"Sheesh I'm being replaced," Ahmed grumbled.
I laughed and Athrun grinned, "Don't worry Ahmed, Athrun's doing a great job, plus I think you should be giving more of you time to that girlfriend I am still yet to meet."
"Oh right," he said, "I was supposed to call her."
Ahmed left in a rush and I yelled out, "You forgot to tell me her name…again."
I heard a distinct, "sorry."
I turned to meet Athrun and he said, "Everyone's been dying to see you."
"They still have a lot of grovelling for leaving me, and I have many questions to ask you," I said.
"Well," he said, "We have the day let's get started."
That's not considered a cliffie right?
Anyways, the real story begins now..i guess
I am going to forwarn you all
there will be major things happenign to Cagalli, like bella in twlight she's going to be a trouble magnet...now that i think of it in Memories Cagalli was a huge trouble magnet...wow.
Well there won't be any hypomethane sydrome like alst time...or car accident...or glass shards...ok maybe tehre were some glass shards
So till next time
Samera
i'll update as quick as i can alright...but i'm not super author...there will be days where i update every other day lol oh yeah, excuse crappy grammar...i blame the keyboard.
