Yay! Finally I can upload! First off thank you to OhHelloThur for review chapter 5. And to DreamCatcher94, lovesong101 and DayAnnKnight for review and helping work out weather Collin will imprint or not.

This chapter is properly my worst as it's one of those starting chapters.

Hope you enjoy and don't forget to review :)

Dear Diary,

I'm sorry; I haven't done this in a long time but I need to vent and express to someone. These feelings with Brady aren't right, I shouldn't have feelings for him and every time I try to push them away they come back full force. There is something about him; I don't know what about there is. Something that is making me so drawn towards him, something that wants me to curl up to him at night, something that wants me to kiss him. But I don't know why and what it is.

This brings to something that I have to share, I started cutting again today. I wasn't having an episode it was all me, standing in front of the mirror and it was me that stole a knife from the kitchen and it was me that watched the crimson blood run off my hands and into the sink. I thought I was getting better, I don't know what happened. One minute I was fine, I exactly felt great for once and then next moment I'm applying pressure to wrist to stop the bleeding. I feel so better now that I have started again, I shouldn't but I have been dying to cut again and I had feelings that needed to be released. It's helped release everything that I have been carrying, Brady, the fact that I'm having more episodes, my mum not leaving me alone. I guess it all just tipped over the edge and caused me to do it.

Amy Littlesea

Amy closed her diary before looking out the window to see all the boys walking up the drive way but her eyes were quickly drawn to Brady who was walking by himself behind everyone with his head down, as if he was troubled. She shook her head trying to rid all thoughts of him as she fell back on her bed.

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Brady was nervous, Collin had gone and told Michael about him imprinting on Amy. Michael was going to be angry for sure and he knew that no one would back him. Walking in Brady noticed Michael signalled for them to go outside. Following him, Brady looked at him to see any signs of anger but for some strange reason he looked almost happy?

"Listen Michael, I know that Collin told you everything that happened I'm sorry. I know that you properly didn't want Amy dragged into this and sadly that's what's going to happen but I swear that I will never let anything happen to her" Brady said as Michael stopped and turned around to look at him.

"Yeah Collin told me everything. I'm happy for you and I know that you will do anything to keep my sister safe" Michael said a smile upon his face. Brady stood there in utter shock.

"Wait, so you're not going to yell at me or try and kill me?" Brady asked. Michael's head went back in laughter.

"No I am not. I know how you feel about her, I imprinted on Leah and I understand where you're coming from. My brother doesn't know what it's like so his not one that can judge"

"Wow, Leah was right you're not that bad"

"But if you do hurt I won't hesitate in trying to kill you, okay?" Brady quickly nodded his head. Michael put his arm around Brady leading him back towards the house.

"I trust you Brady, you're a good kid" Brady nodded his head as the pair walked back into the house. Brady stopped when they got to the staircase. Without even asking Michael knew what he wanted to ask.

"Go on and see her" Michael nodded his head in the direction of his sisters bedroom.

Brady smiled before walking up the stairs, stopping outside Amy's room Brady quietly nodded. Seconds went without an answer so Brady opened the door and quietly walked inside, to find Amy asleep on her bed. Amy's brown hair fanned across her pillows, her lips slightly opening as she softly snored. She's perfect. Brady thought about waking her just to hear her voice but something else caught his eye her diary that sat underneath her hip. Brady careful leant across her body and placed his fingers on the diary and slowly and careful tried to pulled it out from under her. Amy stirred and turned over in her sleep completely covering the dairy. Brady shook his head and quietly chuckled to himself and went over and took a seat in her desk chair and watched her.

"Did you rip his head off?" Paul asked Michael as he took a seat.

"Nah, the kid means well but I did threaten to hurt him if anything happens to her" Michael said taking a sip of his beer as he wrapped his arm around his imprint.

"How do you think Amy will react?" Embry asked.

"I have a feeling that it won't go to well. She's going to be scared out of her mind"

"Everything will work in the end, I know it" Leah said from Michael's side.

"Oh yeah, because you know everything" Michael said as he tapped Leah's nose with his index finger.

"I most defiantly do" Leah said pinching Michael's arm causing the older wolf to yelp.

"Someone's whipped" Quil said causing the rest of the pack to snicker.

"Said that one that imprinted on a three year old"

"I would be hoping that Quil wasn't doing anything with Claire" Emily said hands on hips as she walked out of the kitchen.

"Of course not, I care for and love her as if she's my baby sister" Quil said quickly.

"Everyone that has imprinted is whipped not matter if it's a three year old or not" Collin growled from his spot in front of the TV.

"Dude seriously, what is up your arse at the moment?" Seth asked. Everyone went into an uncomfortable silence as they waited for Collin's response.

"My twin sister was imprinted on, that's the problem. She's about to dragged into a whole lot of shit that she didn't need to know about in the first place. Brady never loved her before; the imprint is forcing him to. Their relationship will be like everyone else's. Amy finds out accepts him because she's pulled to him, he knocks her up, they get married and they pretend to live happily ever after and in fact it's fake. The whole thing is fake and I'm not going to let my sister get dragged into it"

"Collin, that's enough" Michael said standing up to face his brother.

"Michael, don't bother in trying to play the tough guy. I can see right through it" Collin growled at his brother. Michael began to shake lightly as Collin tried to size himself up.

"Michael, calm down" Leah said placing her hand on his shoulder. Michael shaking got worst and Collin made a b-line for the door. Michael shook Leah from his side as he ran through outside after a now werewolf Collin who was waiting for him. Michael phrased as he charged at Collin knocking him down.

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Amy began to stir; she was slowly coming out her dreamless sleep. Opening her eyes Amy saw Brady sitting on the end of bed looking down at her with a smile on his face.

"Brady, what are you doing here?" Amy asked as she sat up and stretched.

"I'm wanted to see you, beautiful" Amy's eyes widened and her blinked a couple of times to Brady's words.

"Umm, excuse me?" Amy said leaning away from Brady. Brady noticed her discomfort.

"Oh Amy, I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that. Well I did but not how you think, maybe" Brady said in a quick spray as he shook his head at his stupidness.

"It's okay, I was just shocked, I guess" Amy said placing her tanned hand on Brady's bicep. The pair jumped as they heard a loud growl followed by a painful whimper. Amy stood rushing towards her bedroom door but was stopped when Brady pinned her up against door and place his index finger up to her lips to quiet her. Brady turned his head towards the window and listen to what was going on outside. Amy watched and tried to wiggle out of Brady's iron grip but he barely noticed her trying to free herself.

"Brady, what's going on?" Amy whispered breaking the silence. Brady moved his hands to sit on her hips keeping her still.

"I can't tell you" Brady said. Amy scrunched her face up as tears began to well in her green eyes. She was scared of what might be happening but she was most of all scared of Brady.

"Amy, please don't cry" Brady said wiping the tears that were beginning to fall.

"I'm scared, let me go" Amy sobbed trying to get out of Brady's grip. Brady stumbled backwards as the imprint hit him at full force. Amy opened the door and ran straight down the stair and out the front door where she froze.

Sorry for the short chapter and the cliff hanger!

Now I'm in of some help; Collin will be imprinting and I need to create a character for him to imprint on. If anyone would like to send in a made up character to me so I can them, please do.

But you need to fill out these things though:

Name:

Age:

Hair colour:

Eye colour:

Personality(smart, troubled those types of things):

Background history(have they lived in La Push their whole life? ect.):

You will revieve credit in the first chapter that the character stars in and your name will go on my profile.

Thanks

Rushforlife :)