A/N:I'm kind of dealing with some writer's block, so this chapter may seem a little off. Some parts were forced while others just kind of came in little shocks. Anyway I hope you enjoy. This entire chapter is Pezberry by the way.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Glee or it's characters. All mistakes are mine

Santana spent an hour crying in Rachel's arms before sleep finally took over. Rachel went to move the Latina but the girl only seemed to cling to her, so she brought the cover she had on the couch over them and allowed her to sleep.

Rachel new she would have to explain things to Santana once she woke up, and she was not looking forward to it at all. It was much easier with Blue Eyes since the girl was already well aware of her world…

Flashback

"Rachel wait!" Rachel heard Santana yell after her, but she couldn't bring herself to stop and turn back. She ran down the hall fighting the urge to shift in the middle of school because there was no way that would end well.

"Whoa Rachel," Blue Eyes grabbed hold of Rachel's arm before she could fully pass her causing the girl's sunglasses to fly off.

"Off," Rachel grunted out as she made sure to keep face turned away from Blue Eyes.

"No, Rachel, you need to calm down. I know how high your emotions get. Just calm down before you kill someone." Blue Eyes warned.

Rachel pushed the girl off before her clothes ended up shredded on the floor and she stood on four instead of two. A small whimper escaped the werewolf as it picked up on Santana's emotions in a much clearer state of mind. The large wolf laid itself down in front of Blue Eyes with its snout in between it two front paws and a sad look in its eyes.

"Okay," Blue Eyes stated while crouching down in front of the wolf. "Not quite what I expected." She turned her wrist to check the time. "We need to get out of here before the halls flood with students. Come on," the blue eyed girl picked up her and Rachel's backpacks and hurried out of the school with the creature following behind. Rachel jumped into the passenger seat not bothering to change back into her human form until the school was out of site.

"How did you know?" the now naked girl asked as she moved to put on her seatbelt.

"You attempted to compel me at the party last Friday. It didn't take."

Rachel furrowed her brows in confusion, "How did you know I was compelling you?"

"My old boyfriend was a vampire. So I picked up on a few things, vampires, werewolves, full moons although you're not exactly something we ever covered. You were drinking my blood at the party, yet I just saw you shift into a werewolf."

"I'm a hybrid, that's not something you usually find in the books." Rachel answered staring intently at the girl waiting for any sudden movements.

"Hybrid? As in vampire-werewolf?"

"Exactly like that."

End flashback

"Rachel," the brunette was pulled out of her thoughts by the hoarse voice of the girl lying against her. "Your heart is beating really fast." Santana shifted slightly so that her arms wrapped around Rachel's waist.

"Uh," Rachel was a little surprised by the action. "Yeah. It does that. It's kind of a gene thing," she said awkwardly.

The two fell into an awkward silence until Santana couldn't take it anymore and had to ask the question that had been playing her mind since she woke up that morning. "Why did you leave Rachel?"

Rachel furrowed her brows in confusion; she figured the answer was pretty obvious since Santana had literally watched her shift. "I thought that was rather obvious San. This started the night before I left-"

"No Rach," Santana sat up and looked at the girl. "I'm talking about when you came back a year and a half ago. Why did you leave again?"

Rachel scrunched up her nose a bit, not too sure on what the Latina was talking about. "Tana what are you talking about? This is my first time back in Lima."

Santana shook her head slowly, "No it's not Rachel. You came back in the middle of my sophomore year. You were here for four weeks."

"Santana I wasn't here. I've never been back here."

"Yes you were Rachel," Santana shouted more out of frustration then anger. She knew the girl had been back, she remembered it perfectly now. "You waited outside my house. The minute I saw you I jumped into your arms and you told me you were back for good. You promised." Tears threatened to fall from the cheerleader's eyes as the memory invaded her mind, the feeling of strong arms around her and the pure love that shined in Rachel's eyes becoming more and more clear from that day.

Flashback

Santana saw a figure in the distance leaning against her garage as she pulled on to her street. The closer she got the clearer the body became long chestnut hair blew in the wind as the girl stared at the concrete driveway.

Santana cut the ignition and stepped out of her car. "Can I help you with something?" she asked closing her car door.

"Perhaps," the girl looked up and stepped away from the garage door a small smile playing her lips.

Santana stared wide eyed at the girl that stood in front of her; she couldn't believe it was her. The girl she had spent a year and half hoping would return. "Rach?" the shorter girl nodded and Santana immediately flung herself into strong arms that to her surprise held her up. "You're back."

"Forever," Rachel buried her face in the crook of the Latina's neck inhaling the sweet vanilla-citrus mix that radiated from the raven haired beauty.

Santana pulled back her legs still wrapped the shorter girl's waist. "You're back for good?" Rachel nodded and Santana couldn't resist pulling herself back in towards Rachel her silent tears soaking her shirt. "I missed you so much."

"I missed you too." The two girls stayed in that position for a bit Santana wrapped around Rachel and Rachel holding the her up. "Hey, why don't you put your stuff up then we can go grab a bite to eat."

Santana nodded and Rachel set the girl down so she could run inside to put up her things and change into something more comfortable.

End flashback

"I came back?" Rachel's words were barely audible. Santana nodded and scooted closer to her.

"You told me everything Rach."

"Everything?" Rachel looked up at Santana her eyes glossed over with unshed tears. Santana only nodded.

Flashback

"Rachel,"

"No San, please. Can we please just enjoy me being back, us being back together?" Rachel pleaded with the girl that was up on her knees on the bed.

"Rachel, you left and I never once heard from you. How could I not ask you where you've been or why you never called? I missed you so much, and finally you're back… I just want to know. Did something happen with you your dads?"

Rachel sighed and ran a hand through her dark chestnut hair while plopping herself on the edge of her friend's bed. "It's complicated."

"Then explain Rach, please." Santana shuffled so that she was sitting behind Rachel her chin resting on the girl's shoulder.

"You won't believe me if I just tell you I- I have to show you."

"Show me what? Were you really sick or something and had to go away for some type of risky procedure?"

Rachel chuckled a bit, she wandered how many scenarios the cheerleader had come up with since she'd been gone. "No San, it's nothing like that."

"Then what?" Santana asked her voice dropping with concern as she felt Rachel begin to shake with nerves.

Rachel took a deep breath before allowing her eyes to change from their normally loving brown to the red and topaz she had grown accustomed to. She stared into the mirror that hung above Santana dresser right across from the end of the bed, waiting for the girl to follow her gaze.

Santana's first reaction was to jump and scramble back until her back was firm against the headboard. Rachel remained perfectly still watching the girl's reaction through the mirror. After awhile of the two girls just staring at each other Rachel chose to give a quick explanation. "I'm hybrid. Part vampire part werewolf; and apparently I was born that way. The night before we left I had my first shift… into a werewolf. The whole process was rather painful and time consuming, that's why I didn't go school. The actual day of me leaving my mother showed up, I went to live with her so I could learn how to control it, so that when the full moon was upon us it didn't have as much control over me. After sometime with her I went on to live and converse with vampires they taught me how to control the craving, how to compel and how feed without killing. I would have come back sooner if it was safe, but it wasn't. I couldn't control myself like I can now."

Rachel returned her eyes to their normal state and turned to look back at Santana who was just sitting there her eyes wide and her mind racing. There was a beat of silence, "Rachel," Santana began, but stopped when she wasn't sure what to say. "I- um- you,"

Rachel shook her head and stood from the bed, "It's okay Santana, you don't have to say anything. I wasn't actually expecting you to. I'll let myself out."

Rachel was about to walk about of the Latina's room when she finally found her voice, "Rachel wait." Rachel stopped dead in her tracks and turned around to face the girl who was making her way off her bed. "Just give me a second. I- that's a lot to take in."

Rachel nodded and closed the door, "I know."

End flashback.

"We sat and talked for hours about everything after that." Santana took Rachel's hands into her own. "You told me about Shelby and how she beat the crap out of you so that you would shift. You also mentioned Elizabeth teaching you how to fight and compel. You even told me about," Santana nodded towards southern regions causing the girl to immediately flush and cover her crotch area. "You really don't remember anything do you?"

Rachel shook her head slowly, her mind still searching in hopes of finding anything. Santana looked down trying to hide her tears from the girl in front of her. "Hey, what's wrong?" Rachel cupped the Latina's cheek and forced their eyes to meet. Santana's unshed tears glossing her eyes.

"You don't remember," Santana choked out the words as her tears fell freely; her sobs wracking her body.

"San, hey," Rachel wrapped her arms around the girl and pulled her closer. "Remember what?"

"Us."

Flashback

Rachel and Santana sat on the Latina's bed talking about the girl's day. "I don't know what to do anymore, I mean I love Glee more than anything, it just makes me so happy," Santana began to absent mindedly play with the front of Rachel's over-sized Vikings Jersey. "But cheerleading is my life you know?"

Rachel nodded, "If you want I can have a talk with your Coach get her to see things my way."

A small chuckled escaped the taller girl, "I appreciate the offer, but I don't know. Maybe it's time for me to choose you know? Glee or cheerleading, it sucks, but at some point every high schooler has to choose what's going to take them to college."

Rachel wrapped her hand around the back of Santana's neck and pulled her closer so that their foreheads were resting against each others. "You're going to be okay San, just choose what you love and it will all turn out the way it's supposed to."

Santana nodded, her grip tightening on Rachel's jersey a bit before she slowly pulled the girl closer, their lips ghosting just barely, "Rach?"

Rachel closed the gap, her lips crashing against Santana's in a passionate kiss. She soaked in as much of the raven haired beauty she could before reluctantly pulling away front soft pink lips that would surely become another craving of hers. Their foreheads rested together once again, their breaths sharing the same air. "Santana if you don't stop me now, I never will. You'll be my new addiction."

"I don't want you to stop Rachel," Santana breathed out before going in for another kiss.

That was all Rachel needed to continue. The kiss was slow and meaningful, filled with a passion neither girl new they could reflect. Rachel pulled away and raised her arms over her head when she felt Santana trying to lift her shirt. The jersey went flying across the room and Rachel made quick of ridding Santana of her own shirt before unclasping her bra and dropping it to the side of the bed. Gently, Rachel pushed Santana back until she was on top of her she kissed down the Latina's jaw stopping to suck on her pulse causing her to buck her hips. Both girls moaned when their core's met for the first time.

Rachel placed open mouth kisses down the cheerleader's tone body until she was just above the booty shorts she was wearing, she looked up at Santana to see if she was having second thoughts, but instead was met with full blown pupils. Her teeth latched on to the shorts and underwear and pulled them down till they were handing off a single foot. Santana had no problem launching them off her foot while Rachel rose to her knees and stared down at her.

"You are absolutely beautiful Santana," she whispered with the utter most sincerity. Santana felt herself blush at the compliment. "I'm serious. I have never seen anyone or anything as beautiful as you. Shakespeare couldn't have captured your beauty no matter how much paper and ink he had."

Santana rolled her eyes a bit, "That was corny."

"That was truth," Rachel contradicted with a smile. She could smell Santana become more aroused by the second, and couldn't help but look down to see the girl's center soaking.

"I want to see you Rachel," the words came out in a whisper. "All of you."

Rachel nodded and slowly began to undo her belt buckle she tossed it to the side of the room before climbing off the bed so she could take of her jeans and boxerbriefs. She released a sigh of content once her eight in hard on was free of its confinement. Santana sat up to get a full look at the girl before making a come here motion with her finger. Rachel not being one to disobey did as she was told and retook her position over Santana. She crashed her lips against the girl's, moaning when her member slid against the Latina's folds.

"Rachel," the Latina' whimpered when she felt Rachel's pulsing member. "I need to feel you."

Rachel nodded slowly and watched as Santana gathered up her own juices and spread it over her cock. Rachel couldn't help but moan at the feeling and drop her head to the girl's shoulder. She lifted her head back up to watch as the girl lined her up with her entrance. Rachel slowly pushed herself in growling at the heat and tightness that surrounded her.

In that moment something happened between the two girls, something that no person couldn't even begin to explain in words. Their bodies connected in a human way, but their souls connected in a way that could not be fathomed by the human mind. The two were meant for each other, designed exactly for the other.

"I love you Santana," Rachel breathed out as her hips rocked into the girl beneath her.

"I love you too Rachel."

End flashback.

Rachel stared at Santana, not really sure how to take such news. Suddenly things started to make sense. Why she felt the girl's pain, her possessiveness when it came to Santana, the appendage that rested between her legs… Santana was her soulmate.

No more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone. No more calling like a crow for a body in the garden. No more dreaming like- "Hello," Rachel answered her phone not bothering to look at the caller id since her eyes were still locked on Santana's.

"Hey, you called, what's wrong?"

"What did you do?" Rachel ground once she realized who was on the phone.

Wow, that was craaazzzyyy, at least I hope it is. The ringtone at the end is Blinding by Florence and the Machine. Well lets move on to questions because I am tired.

1) Did you expect Santana to react by already knowing?

2) Why do you think Santana is just now remembering?

3) Who do you think Rachel was on the phone with?

4) How will the girls proceed with this?

5) What do you think about my writing style? What's good and bad about it?

Hold My Hand will hopefully be updated in the next five or so days, so bare with me on that one. Anywho until next time review review review, and if you guys eve have a one shot you want me to do let me know.