Dean and Sam left the movie theater and headed towards an unknown destination. Well, unknown to Sam. Dean looked at his watch and decided one more outing was all they could do for today. He had to smile to himself. He had to get Sammy home in time for bed as he has to get to school tomorrow. Sam was sitting next to Dean with his head on Dean's shoulders. Dean was holding him with one hand on his shoulder and one hand on the steering wheel. Sam looked so content. And that made Dean happy. Dean wanted to take Sam to a place that was special to him.
Dean arrived to an abandoned park with a rail road track nearby. The park had all kinds of weed and grass that was thigh high. Dean maneuvered the car towards an opening that was once known as a major make out spot. Kids would drive down here at night and watch the stars while making it hot and heavy with their significant other. Now it was all for Sam and Dean. Dean wanted this to be their spot. And hoped Sam felt the same way.
Sam had dozed off, but woke up when he felt the car stop. He sat up straight and stretched. He looked out into the abandoned park and then at Dean "where are we? What is this place?" Dean looked at Sam with a little smile on his lips and took hold of Sam from the back of the neck and had him come closer so he could kiss him. And kiss him with all the love and passion he felt for his boyfriend. Dean felt if he were to die today he would die happy. But he didn't want to die. He wanted to live. Live for Sammy. Live for their future. Live for their love to surpass all other love stories in the world. So what if they were not a "typical" couple. He felt they belonged more together than anyone else.
Sam was just so into the kiss with his own thoughts of Dean running through his mind. He thought Dean was a really fantastic kisser. Dean's tongue in his mouth made him hotter for Dean with every swipe of their tongue wrestling. Sam didn't want to stop. He wanted for everyone in the world to disappear and only he and Dean existed. Sam moaned into Dean's mouth with more thoughts of making love to Dean. Making love to Dean...that thought made him stop kissing and just hugged Dean. But his mind was wandering.
Dean knew Sam didn't break the kiss because he was content. But something was wrong. Dean slowly moved his head to where he and Sam were almost nose to nose and spoke "whats wrong babe? Why do I feel you got to a sad place all of a sudden?" Sam wouldn't open his eyes, but Dean saw his face fall further into sadness and kissed him and begged him to speak up. This silence was killing him. Sam finally opened his eyes and looked away from Dean and tried to speak what was on his mind.
"Dean, I am scared. You have so much experience with women in the sex department and I am...well...I mean...I...Dean, I...shit. I don't know how to say it." Dean sat there caressing the back of Sam's neck and urged him on with his eyes. "Dean, I hope you don't think less of me, but...I...I mean, I have never...you know..." Dean looked at him confused and then his face lit up with the knowledge.
"Sam, you are trying to say you have never had sex. And you are worried about how I would feel about you. Am I correct?"
Sam just looked at Dean with some kind of apology in his eyes, and then looked away, thinking Dean was going to pick on him or maybe make fun of him. Instead, Dean just brought him closer and kissed him on the lips. Then Dean covered his entire face with small, sweet kisses and then he looked at Sammy and spoke with almost a whisper that even if someone else was in the car, they wouldn't have heard it...
"I don't care about any of that Sammy. All I care about is you and how I can make you happy. Right now, here and now, I promise you I will do everything in my power to love you and show you love like you have never know. Sammy, all I want is you and not your experiences or lack of it. I want you and your love. I want us to be together for always. Sammy, I want a future with you and not your experiences. Got that!" Sammy nodded and leaned into kissing Dean. This time when he took Dean's tongue into his mouth and sucked on it, he made Dean moan loud. It made Sam happy that at least he knew something that would make Dean go all nimble on his touch.
Dean and Sam pulled away and just sat there watching nature all around them. Sam was still laying his head on Dean's shoulder and he made his other hand rest on Dean's thigh. No, Sam and Dean were not going to make love or have wild passionate sex in the car. If it was going to be Sam's first time, Dean wanted to make it special and take him somewhere special to do it. Dean held Sam's hand in his and they kissed in-between talking about life in general. Sam told him about Jess and his relationship and Dean told him how he had said his name when he and Lisa had tried to kiss. The thought made Sam happy. So happy that he turned towards Dean and pulled him into his lap on the passenger side and kissed his lips, suckled and sucked his tongue, bit down on Dean's bottom lip.
When Dean pulled away, his eyes were full of lust and want. He saw Sam in the same condition as him. He sat up on Sam's lap and tried to speak. "Sammy...damn Sammy. You are so damn hot. Fuck, if this keeps up, you are going to make me take you right here and right now." Sam nodded yes with a smile that was ear to ear. Dean shook his head with a smirk "Sammy, if it is going to be OUR first time, I don't want it to be in a car. I want to take you somewhere special and make love to you. Right here and now it would be sex. And that is for some other time. I want to love you, I want to show you love. You understand?" You are not going to be just another fuck to me, Sammy...you are going to be my lover, my one and only, my everything. k?"
Sammy nodded. He kept thinking how in the world did he ever get Dean. Is it even possible to love someone so much that it would hurt. Sam thought of how hard it was going to be to concentrate on his studies from now on. All his thoughts and all his reactions were going to be all about Dean. At that point Sam felt like a girl, he just wanted to have Dean's name all over his books and his computer and all around him. Sammy got an idea and pulled out his cell phone and talked Dean into taking a picture.
He and Dean posed smiling cheek to cheek. But the end moment Dean turned and kissed Sam on this side of his face and Sam captured a sweetest moment. The pic showed Dean and Sam in love. That was a much better shot than Sam had hoped for. He used that pic as his profile pic. He then took another pic of Dean with a smile that bought out his dimple and he used that as the profile pic for Dean's phone number.
This way Dean's pic would pop up instead of his name or phone number when he called. Dean asked Sam to do the same to his phone. And Sam took a pic of himself and put that as the profile pic for his name. And he sent their picture to Dean's phone so Dean could have that as his profile pic as well. Dean then turned towards Sammy and said "I feel like such a chick right now. We are acting like a couple of giggling school girls." Sam just gave him his famous "bitch" face and ignored him.
Dean looked at the time and told Sam he needed to get home and go to sleep. Tomorrow was monday and he had finals the week after next. And Dean also told Sam to study hard and make him proud. Sam nodded and put his head on Dean's lap with his feet towards the passenger door. Dean caressed his face and drove home with the other hand. When they got to Sam's home the feeling finally hit them both. They had to go their separate ways. Dean had to go home since his dad was home. And Sam would have to sleep alone on his bed. The same bed he had cuddled with Dean in the night before.
Neither was looking forward to it. Dean promised to call as soon as he got home and got out of the car and walked hand in hand towards the door. At the door, Dean hugged Sammy, and kissed him on his lips and just held. Not willing to let go just yet. It was like a dream was coming to an end with no hope for another dream. Sam felt the same way, but then they pulled away and Sam saw Dean mouth "I love you" and wink at Sam. Sam kissed Dean and hugged him again and said "I love you back, Darling." Dean chuckled into Sam's chest and squeezed his ass. That made Sam jump and look at Dean. Dean then said "all mine...only mine." Sam nodded yes and then they both separated. Dean drove to his home with a feeling of emptiness and loneliness.
Dean walked into the house and announced he was tired and so he went straight to his room and slumped into his bed. He wanted Sammy. He needed Sammy. It was hard to believe how much he just wanted to be with Sammy and no one else. He pulled his phone out and txted Sammy with a simple message..."I miss your body next to mine. I am missing you like crazy."
Sam saw the txt and felt his own heart and his groin swell at the thought of Dean lying next to him. He picked up his phone and did face time with Dean. When Dean picked up they looked at each other and Dean couldn't hold it any longer "Sammy, I love you so much." Sammy felt the same way. He knew Dean needed a release just as bad as he did. Sammy told Dean to try getting each other to come while looking at each other.
Dean thought that he would come just with Sam's voice. And so they both laid on their beds and their hand reached their groin which was now swollen and full with need. Sammy pulled his cock out and coated his entire length with his precum and asked Dean to do the same. They both were on their side and the phone was on the pillow next to them. They could see each other and hear each others moans. Dean felt himself wanting to come, but he wanted to make sure Sam was on the same wave length.
Sam had his eyes closed and thought of Dean's mouth in place of his hand. He could feel Dean's warm mouth sucking and pulling and licking his entire length. Dean saw Sam was on the edge and so he pushed farther saying "Sammy, come for me...babe...come...for...me...Dean felt he could not hold off any longer and had trouble speaking more than one word at a time. And this moaning and talking one word at a time was bringing Sam over the top..."Dean...god...Dean...I'm...Oh Jesus...Dean...aaaaa...O god...O god...and with that Sam came in his hand spurting his orgasm to a new height. And watching him come Dean came with the same moans as Sam's...O god, Sammy...you...are...hot...I want...you...so...bad...And then Dean came saying Sammy's name like a mantra over and over again.
After they were done, Sammy opened his eyes to watch Dean watching him. Dean smiled and touched the phone hoping somehow he would be touching Sam. Sam touched the phone as well and in a way felt closer to Dean. Dean promised Sam, HE would be the one to pick him up from school everyday from now on. Sam smiled and kissed the screen and repeated himself "I love you so much, Dean." Dean felt like he was in heaven and didn't want to come down...he also said "I love you too...I love you...Good night, love. See you in tomorrow. And with that they said their goodbyes and shut the phone and went to sleep with a smile on their faces and thoughts of each other on their minds.