A/N: Okay so thanks for all of the reviews. I greatly appreciate every single one. As always read and review

disclaimer: I do not own Grey's anatomy or the character's

Leslie Roy: Unbeautiful

Don't hang up, can't we talk

So confused it's like I'm lost

What went wrong, what made you go

Don't pretend you don't know

This is me I'm unchangeable

When did we fall apart

Or did you lie from the start

When you said, it's only you

I was blind, such a fool

Thinking we were unbreakable

Meredith sat in Maria's room. She had plenty of charts to complete while she waited for the patient to finally wake up.

"You are still here?" Izzy walked into the room.

"Her boyfriend ran downstairs to grab a bite to eat. I didn't want her to wake up alone." Though she would never admit to anyone she never liked being alone. Especially when she was used to having her friends around. She counted on them to always be around. It wasn't to long ago that she felt the same way about Derek. Meredith looked down at the ring on her finger. Today it felt heavy against her finger. She told Finn that she didn't need such a big ring. He insisted that she have the best that money could buy. Of course she didn't argue with him not when she knew how he felt about her.

"Do you need anything?"

"No"

"Okay well page me if you need me"

"Okay"

Meredith tried to concentrate on the charts. Every time she looked at her charts she thought of Derek.

Flashback

"Seattle has ferry boats. Did you know that I love ferry boats?" Derek asked.

Meredith laughed at the attending. "Yes Dr. Shepherd"

"I have been living here for six months. Six months and I never knew there were ferry boats." he laughed.

"Seattle is surrounded by water on three sides. Hence the ferry boats" she continued to laugh.

"I have to like it here now. I am from New York genetically engineered to hate it everywhere except there."

They both climbed onto the elevator.

"I'm not going out with you"

"Did I ask?"

"Well, stop looking at me like that"

"Like what?" he laughed.

"Like you have seen me naked"

"I have seen you naked"

"Shut up"

"You are so hot when you are bossy"

Meredith waisted no time dropping the charts in her hand. She threw her arms around his neck and started kissing him.

Meredith jumped out of the chair and ran to the patient.

She hits the alarm on the wall.

"Olivia page Dr. Shepherd. I need an OR immediately for a craniotomy"

"Yes Dr. Grey" she ran out of the room.

"Don't give up" she yelled at Maria. Meredith wouldn't let her give up.

"Thanks for helping with the surgery" Meredith watched Derek scrub out.

"Hey you could have handled that surgery with your eyes closed."

"I was to involved. I let myself get attached to her."

"Why?"

"I don't know" the truth was that she felt alone like that before. When Derek left she felt alone in the world. When Alex pulled her out of the bath tub she was mad. Mad that he had saved her life. All she wanted was for the pain to go away. She didn't want to live without Derek.

Derek knew that she wasn't telling the truth. That in all actuality she knew why she was attached to the patient. There was a time when she told him everything. They would talk about patients and their lives all night long. He ruined that when he gave up on her.

Meredith grabbed her cell phone when it started to ring.

"Hey how's New York" she smiled.

Derek felt a stab of jealous run threw his body. He wanted to grab her phone and throw it into the water.

"I miss and love you too"

Meredith closed the phone.

Derek looked at her. "Why did you lie?"

"Excuse me?"

"You told him that you loved him."

"I do love him"

"No you don't"

"Derek Shepherd you have no right saying that"

"It's written all over your face. When we were together your eyes would light up every time you told me that you loved me."

"Whatever" she stormed out of the room.

Christina noticed Meredith run away. She wasn't surprised when Derek followed her out.

"Dr. Shepherd" Christina yelled walking up to him.

Derek turned around. "Not now Christina" he needed to catch up to Meredith.

"Actually right now is perfect" she yelled.

"Look, I already know what you are going to say."

"Really?" she asked.

"You are going to tell me to leave her alone. I'm sorry I can't leave her alone. I can not let her marry a man that she doesn't love."

"She is in love with Finn. That kills you doesn't it. To know that she no longer looks at you with those Bambi eyes. She moved on and now you are here to drag her down. I can tell you now Dr. Shepherd she will not fall for your tricks. I will not let her fall for your McDreamy smile and your lies. So go home and pack up your bags. The wedding will continue as planned. If you want I can mail you a picture of the marriage ceremony."

Derek didn't want to listen to Christina. He turned to leave.

Christina grabbed his arm. "I told you to listen to me. She was barely breathing after you left. You destroyed every ounce of her happiness. So she may not love Finn like she loved you. At least he will not leave her."

"I'm not giving up on her. Not when I know and you know as well, that she loves me and could never be happy with Finn. You are going to sit here and tell me that you want her to be miserable. To settle for someone that she doesn't love? Some friend you turned out to be." he yelled.

"I am a great friend. I was here when you left her in pieces. She nearly gave up on her life and career. Finn may not bring out the passion that you did. At least I know that with him she will never experience the pain and heartbreak that you caused. I will be able to sleep at night knowing that he will never leave her. You will only hurt her in the long run. That's what you are all about. So go ahead and leave now before you cause her more heart ache." she yelled back.

"I'm sorry I will not give up on our love." he turned and walked away.

It was you and me, against the world

And you promised me forever more

Was it something that I said

Was it something that I did

Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

I've been told what's done is done

To let it go and carry on

Deep inside I know that's true

I'm stuck in time, stuck on you

We were still untouchable

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up

Cause I'm only dreaming

Get out, get out, get out, get out

Get out of my head now

Because we're much better altogether

... made me unbeautiful

a/n: So Christina is going to be a thorn in Derek's side. She will try and stop his intereference in the wedding. I love this song that I picked out for this chapter.

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