O.K so I'm gunna be crying during this athours note 1157 REVIEWS HOLEY CRAP H.O.L.E.Y C.R.A.P that so many!Like seriously that's like the size of my school thank you guys for sticking with me and putting up with my MANEEY mistakes (Yep I'm crying now ('; ) This is the second to last chapter so feel free to make predictions (Like whenther or not I'm gunna kill off jack) share what u want to happen I might change what i had planned
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Day 6
I am done crying over him. No more tears.
I am done being one of those heartbroken girls who gets all weepy because some jerk left her.
Except I'm not done. Jack he did what he did to protect me and I hate him for it.
How dare he chose FOR me!
I get up off my bed and go outside I'm going to find Jack
He thinks he can just walk away.
Well he can't!
I'm so caught up in my own thoughts I run smack into a tree.
"OW" I clutch my head which is now bleeding.
God I'm an idiot.
I don't even have the first idea where to look for him and yet here I am outside running into trees. Of course since he's Jack he finds me.(After running the tree of course)
"Kim" He says concerned
Despite the fact that I came out to look for him I start walking too angry to talk.
I can feel him coming up behind me. I keep walking but his strides outmatch mine. I whirl around.
"NO you do not get to do that you don't get to be all worried after I did something else stupid. You LEFT me. After I almost drowned! Who does that!?"
"I'm sor-" Jack starts
"STOP APLOGIZING" I yell my fury over flowing
"I can't o.k.! I was selfish! I asked you out, and I kissed you when I knew that you would get hurt. I let you get attached to me." He says
"You don't get to decide who I get "attached" to. You don't get to decide what I can handle! You DON'T get to decide who I fall in love with!" My heart is pounding I can't believe I just said that.
"I'm so-" But before I can finish his lips are on mine.
"Stop apologizing" He says wiping a strand of hair from my face.
"Why did you leave?" I ask not wanting to ruin the moment but needing to know.
"Because ever since I got this thing nobody acts the same around me. My family isn't the same at all. I just didn't want that to happen to you I don't want you to ever change." He says.
"Fine but from now on let me make my own decisions or I can promise you that you won't like the results." I grumble.
He nods.
"Do you want to sit." Jack asks
"This is getting kinda repetitive don't you think." I joke
"Oh yeah but if we stop going there you'll freak out on me the next time I come here."
"True technically you're still not allowed in my field" I say playfully.
We sit down under the tree I rest my head on his shoulder breathing in his intoxicating smell.
"Kim I'm not getting the surgery." He says ruining the peaceful mood in an instant.
"What!" I screech.
"If I get it I could die."
"If you don't get it you WILL die" I say panic clogging my throat
"We would have months." He begs
"We'll have years." I promise
"You don't know that" His eyes are welling with tears
"I know that you need to fight."
He doesn't respond a tear falls down his cheek.
I grab his hand.
"I know that you need to fight even when it's not fair. I know that it's awful. I know that these things will change. I know that because even though you feel like giving up if you think that there is a chance in the world that I will let you, your an idiot." I say
I wipe away a tear.
"I'm not giving up on you O.K"
He nods. "What happened to 'making your own choices'"
"Clearly that just applied to me, I can force you to do anything I want" I smirk covering the fact that I'm more terrified then I have ever been in my entire