Lesson 7: Your sex life will never be the same.

Jonesy and I always had a very healthy sex life. The first time was sometime after the snow dance, I honestly think a little after I had the 'incident' in his bathroom. We didn't have a 'real' reason other than curiosity (plus we loved each other but we were both too proud to admit it at the time) and I had prepared myself for the most awkward moment of my life, but it wasn't at all. Jonesy seemed to know my body better than I did, he did everything right. Even now I can vividly remember that night:

There was a knock at my window at around 11:30 pm on a Saturday and I was up looking over my physics notes.

"Jonesy… what…" but before I could say anything he put his hand over my mouth and crawled through the window.

"Are your parents up?" he whispered.

"Um I'm pretty sure… on the weekends they stay up late because they think they are 'so hip'" I laughed, but Jonesy put his hand back over my mouth and shut the window.

"Go check, and then tell them you're calling it a night" and I immediately knew what his angle was. We had brought it up a few times before, mostly if we were watching a movie with a sex scene and we had to awkwardly sit through it.

"Jonesy are you serious! You come here just to have sex?" I yelled in a whisper. Jonesy's face was priceless.

"No! I came here to give you this!" He whisper-yelled back, and pulled a box out of his back pack. It was a beautiful bracelet, gold with what looked like diamonds, although they could have been cubic zirconium, I didn't ask. I was speechless, and also feeling like a jackass.

"Oh I'm sorry… I guess I spoiled the moment?" I smiled shyly.

"Yeah jerk." He scowled at me "now I guess I have to go."

"No! No I'm going to tell my parents I'm off to bed" I smiled at him, and kissed him before I slipped out of the room. When I came back he was sitting on my bed. I turned off the light and waited for my eyes to adjust, then pounced on him. I'll spare you the details, but we ended up having sex, and then spooning for a good hour until he snuck back out and went home. We were both changed from then on, as cliché as it sounds. That Monday I went down to the clinic and got on the patch. We had sex like rabbits after that, every chance we could we did.

Then I got pregnant, and everything changed. At first it was normal, but after Jonesy heard the heartbeat and saw her on the little ultrasound he didn't want to have sex at all, because he was afraid he would hurt her. It was an irrational fear of his. And after she was born we never got back into the groove of things, mostly because it's hard once you have a child to care for. You get tired easier, and more often than not she would start crying halfway through if we did try and spoil the mood for us. But really, we have no business doing it anyway, even though I have the paraguard IUD, top ten things I'm not ready for is another kid.

Authors Note: Sorry to my faithful readers, especially you charmedfan411, but I seem to be running out of steam! thats why i made 3 chapters in a row so i didnt lose interest. i also edited chapters 2 and 4 so reread them! pretty please review so i can regain my mojo :]