Chapter 7
I stared down at my hand, looking at the ring sparkling on my finger remembering fondly of the moment he asked me. I still can't believe I'm getting everything I ever wanted and more. There was still that small voice in the back of my head that kept telling me that something was missing. Even though nothing was missing. I felt something was wrong even though I felt completely happy, or so I thought.
I turned over in my warm bed and felt my naked body hit something cold. Sadly, that something had clothes on again because he wanted me to stay warm, so even though the sex was amazing, he obviously took away from the mood when he hurriedly put his pants back on the second after we both had been pleased. I buried my face in his neck and breathed in the amazing smell of his skin. I kissed his neck softly and felt him wrap his arms around my body. He dug his fingers into my skin, soft enough not to hurt me but to describe his desires clearly. I sighed and smiled into him. I reached down and undid his jeans, pushed them down and wrapped my arms around his bare shoulders and pulled him down on top of me, as I kissed him passionately. Then all I could feel was the intense heat and cold skin of the moment, and I was completely happy. He kissed me hungrily…
Edward took my hand as we drove to his house after lunch with Charlie. Charlie seemed very different now that we were having sex. I couldn't remember whether he had been filled in or not about the whole situation, but then again, I was having trouble keeping anything straight lately. Usually I was extremely level headed, but all this sex and sleep was confusing me so much I could barely remember when to eat. Thankfully Edward and Charlie were trying to keep me healthy and on a normal schedule. I decided to ask Edward about what to do soon, I didn't want this happiness to turn out to be just hormones and ecstatic feelings. "so, are you happy?" Edward asked me casually giving me that sexy crooked smile I loved so much. "well even if I wasn't that face would have changed that soon enough. But anyway of course I'm happy" I told him. He beamed with happiness. "I don't think I've ever seen you this happy before." I exclaimed. "Well I never have been this happy. Except the moment I realized you loved me too." I smiled and kissed him lightly.