AN: I'm sorry this took so long to post! And I'm sorry it's really short! I'm just so busy with school because my midterm exams start Friday and I'm stressing. I just wanted to get this up for you guys tonight really badly so it's short. Don't expect another update until this weekend. Also, don't expect the updates to be very frequent. School is crazy and I try to write as much as possible but I don't always get the chance. Anyways, at first I planned for this to be the last chapter and fill it with Brittana but I changed my mind because I got some good ideas. This is basically a quick Kurtana friendship chapter. Next chapter is going to be Faberry's first date in New York! I was wondering if you guys had any requests for the date. Any specific things you want in the date? Any ideas on where they should go? I want it to be really special so I want all your opinions! Please leave all your reviews on what you think!
Santana honestly had no idea what she was going to do. Brittany was the only person she would ever love. She realized that when she was so desperate that she tried to fuck Rachel. She had no idea what sick, twisted part of her brain made her believe she liked Rachel but it didn't matter. The incident with Rachel made her realize just how much she missed Brittany.
Santana wanted to go back to Lima and win Brittany back. She also wanted to stay and live in New York. She hadn't felt as happy as she was in New York since graduation. But she knew she would never be her happiest without Brittany. She tried to weigh her pros and cons of the two options. Brittany still loved her, she knew that, but what if Brittany loves Sam too? It could be like the entire Artie situation all over again. She refused to go back to being Brittany's second choice. It was too painful.
But what if she doesn't love Sam? Santana's mind continued racing. She couldn't help but think the two blondes' relationship was her fault. She told Brittany she could date other people. What if that's the only reason her and Sam are together? If that was the case, Brittany could be hers again. But still, even if she and Brittany got back together she couldn't go back to Lima. She wouldn't. Now that she's seen what her life could be like in New York she couldn't just leave.
She wanted Brittany more than anything, but she also wanted to live in New York and get the life she always wanted. Santana buried her face in the couch pillow while grunting in frustration. She was sitting there alone, waiting for her three friends to come back. Kurt had left for work early in the day and she had assured Quinn and Rachel that she would be fine alone long enough for them to go on a real date. Unfortunately, she lied. She wasn't fine. She was just too proud to admit it.
She was so preoccupied with her thoughts that she hadn't heard Kurt opening the door as he returned from work. He took in the sight of the Latina lying on her stomach, face buried in the cushions, and immediately became concerned. "Oh god, are you wasted? Are you unconscious? Are you going to throw up? Do I need to flip you over?" He rambled as Santana looked up.
She chuckled and sat up. "No, I'm 100% sober actually."
"Only because you couldn't find where we hide the liquor." Kurt joked.
"Maybe." Santana replied. He wasn't wrong.
Kurt sighed and sat down next to Santana. Rachel had filled him in on their conversation early in the morning. "I think you should make things right with Brittany before deciding to move in with us."
Santana looked up at him, "You really think so?"
He nodded. She looked back at the floor before continuing. "I just don't know what to choose, her or New York."
"Who said you have to choose?" Kurt jumped in.
"I do. I called things off because she deserves someone who can be there for her all the time, not just every other weekend."
"You don't need to be there in person. As long as you're, you know, 'there'."
"Well, that worked out great for you and Blaine, huh?" She hissed, not wanting to show someone her vulnerable side twice in one day.
Kurt looked to the floor and took a deep breathe through his nose. She immediately regretted her words at the sight on the pain in his eyes. "Kurt, I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have said that! God, why am I such a bitch?!" She put her face in her hands, as if she was ashamed of herself.
He shook his head. "It's okay."
She removed her hands and eyed the boy. It was obvious her words had hit home so she asked, "How are things going with him, anyway?"
Kurt shrugged. "Alright. I'm in the progress of forgiving him so that's good, I guess."
Santana nodded. "Good. You two are basically perfect together."
Kurt chuckled. "Thanks. So are you and Brittany. This is why I think you two could keep a long distance relationship going."
Santana nodded. She couldn't think of anything else to say. Her thoughts were racing. Kurt seemed to understand and stood, desperately needing a nap after his long day at Vogue. But before completely leaving, he turned back to the Latina. "If anyone could get her girl back, it's Santana Lopez."
She smirked as he left the room. She could now add Kurt to her very short list of people she could always turn to. Because of him, she now knew what she was going to do. She just had to figure out how to do it.
AN: Yeah this was really short. I'M SORRY. I hate posting short chapters but I wanted to let you guys know I wasn't dead. Anyways, don't forget to leave reviews on what you want Faberry's date to be like! Thanks for reading!