You May Be a Teacher. But You're a Student In Love.

By: x-xFalenAndBrokenx-x

Talking: "Blah Blah"

Thinking: 'Blah Blah'

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Naruto sat through the rest of the basketball game with a bitter ache in his chest. What was Sasuke doing by Kyuubi? Naruto closed his eyes as his team celebrated the victory. They were going to their championships now but… This all seemed bittersweet. Naruto opened his eyes and saw Kyuubi talking with Sasuke. Jealousy and hurt welled up in his heart and Kiba patted Naruto on the back, grinning his usual wolf-like grin. "This is great!"

'Great wouldn't explain the way I feel right now,' His thoughts were lost under the mixed emotions he had. Sasuke glanced over at him and he couldn't breath. He didn't know why it hurt him so, but he couldn't stand it. He got up, leaving Kiba and his team without a word. Needing to get away, Naruto left the gym. He leaned against the cold brick wall outside, wondering why his chest felt so tight. Wondering why he even cared if Sasuke found someone who always proved to be better than him.

His mind in turmoil, he tried to think normally. He had only known Sasuke for a few weeks. It shouldn't hurt him this much to see him with his enemy… Sasuke was giving him the cold shoulder anyway. Why should he care? Naruto slowly sat down, letting the cool night air ruffle his already messy blond hair. He looked up at the night sky, seeing the constellations easily. He loved looking up at them but for some reason they didn't hold that much appeal to him anymore. It was that damn raven haired man in the gym that caught his eye instead. 'Why do I have to be such an idiot?' He asked himself mentally, rubbing his creased forehead.

"He doesn't like you. Stop chasing after something that is out of your league." He mumbled quietly, Those words were said once before by Kyuubi. When they had dated about seven years ago…

**Flashback.**

Naruto tilted his head with a smile as Kyuubi kissed down his neck. Kyuubi had given him a spike collar to claim Naruto as his. Naruto had succumbed to him because he wanted to make Kyuubi happy. Kyuubi never told him that he loved him ever. That was what Naruto was striving for. Naruto was only sixteen at the time and Kyuubi was seventeen. Kyuubi slid his hand under Naruto's white shirt, pressing his hips against Naruto's. Naruto let out a small whimper, knowing Kyuubi liked it.

"I love you, Kyuubi." Kyuubi chuckled in his ear and played with Naruto's hardened nipples, licking and sucking at Naruto's neck as he did so. "Shut up." He whispered in Naruto's ear, nibbling at the soft skin.

Naruto followed his orders willingly and stopped talking, a small blush on his cheeks since this was the furthest Kyuubi and him had ever gotten. "Do you think I can be on top?" Naruto asked after a few moments as Kyuubi pulled his shirt off. Kyuubi made a face at his question and shook his head, "I wouldn't doubt you would suck at it. Just lay back and let me take your virginity so we can fuck without worrying about it." Naruto cringed at his harsh words. "But Kyuubi…"

Kyuubi sent him a sharp glare and grabbed his collared throat, yanking him up to his eye level angrily, "Didn't I say shut up?" He asked his voice none to happy. Tears pricked Naruto's eyes at his roughness and how tight the collar was getting around his throat.

"I-I.. c-can't b-breath." Naruto stuttered, trying to gulp in air that couldn't get past his throat. Kyuubi scowled, curling his lip as he pushed Naruto back. "You are so fucking annoying. I don't know how you expect me to love you when you can't even be a decent lay."

Naruto coughed, rubbing his throat. "Kyuubi-." But he was cut off by a harsh slap. Naruto winced and flinched away when Kyuubi raised his hand to slap him again. "Shut the fuck up. Why can't you do that simple thing?" He asked angrily and got up.

Kyuubi pulled his shirt back on and Naruto hesitated grabbing the back of his shirt, "Please, Kyuubi. I'll shut up!" Naruto said whimpering softly as tears slid down his cheeks at the fear of the only person who gave a damn about him was leaving. "Please…" Kyuubi sent him a dark glare and punched him square in the jaw.

"Don't touch me you disgusting, good-for-nothing, whiny ass bitch." Kyuubi spat out, leaving Naruto laying back on the bed with bruises on his neck and cheeks. Naruto curled up quietly and cried. Cried because he had no one in the world who would love him. Cried because no one could love him. He was a bastard. That was all he would ever be.

All in all he was no good. He had a sad life that said it all and he would never find anyone to fill the aching whole that was punched through his chest.

**End Flashback**

Naruto felt the hurt and self-hatred well up inside his chest. He just wanted to scream. Naruto wanted so bad to hit something and feel better but he know he would never feel better. The metal door to the Gym opened and He saw Sasuke step out. Naruto's mind went blank and the pain overwhelmed him. He got up quickly, trying to walk away unnoticed but Sasuke caught his arm, "What the hell is wrong with---" Sasuke paused when he caught Naruto's tormented gaze.

Pulling away from him, Naruto stepped back. His gaze was bleak once again, hiding his emotions and bottling them up so he didn't seem weak. "You won't have to be so pissed off if you didn't watch me leave." Naruto said his voice just above a whisper. Sasuke hesitated, knowing he had followed just to see if Naruto was okay. Instead all he did was hurt him more. "Naruto-.." Naruto cut him off, "You don't have to keep tormenting me. I think I know that you don't want me anywhere near you. You don't have to keep shoving it in my face." He mumbled.

"Naruto I-," Sasuke tried to explain, getting cut off again.

"I don't want to hear your loathing of me. So spare me your hateful words." He mumbled and turned on his heel, walking away as he put his hands in his tuxedo pockets. Sasuke stood there, feeling some of the hurt Naruto felt. He didn't mean to hurt Naruto this badly. He just wanted to get him back for ignoring him. Sasuke grit his teeth at his twisted thoughts. He wanted Naruto to chase after him.

The door open and Kyuubi looked out, "You okay Sasuke?" He asked with his sick, twisted smile that made Sasuke cringe, "I have to run home… Do you mind?" Kyuubi shook his head lightly, glad to see Naruto wasn't out here. He had won again. "No. I will see you tomorrow or later right?" Sasuke hesitated, not wanting to make that sort of promise. "Sure at the coffee house tomorrow." He said, not even planning on showing up to see him. Kyuubi nodded and winked going back inside, smirking because Naruto may have one the basketball game but he won something more personal.

Naruto made it home, not wanting to celebrate when he felt like shit. He pulled out his keys and unlocked his front door, pushing it open. An empty house greeted him. Just like always he would return to this. For the rest of his life he would suffer through the loneliness that resided in his heart. Ignore the agony that burned in his soul. Naruto would fake his happiness through it all, putting up a façade in front of the people that pretended to care.

He walked in and shut the door behind him, not bothering to lock it since he didn't have anything to steal. Nothing was important to him since he was important to no one. Maybe Kiba cared but maybe he didn't. He ran a hand through his blonde hair and took off his tie, throwing it on his couch. He started to unbutton his shirt as he turned on the television quietly.

Staring at the television screen, he pulled off his shirt and sat down in just his dress pants. He watched as the television just projected pictures to him, not really absorbing anything from it. It did help him distract himself from the memories though. The awful memories that he had kept buried deep in his soul. A knock sounded at his door and Naruto glanced over, feeling tired and sad. He guessed it was Lee. "It's open Lee." He said, his voice sounded hollow to himself. He had turned his attention back to the television as the door opened and shut.

Sasuke hesitated in the doorway to Naruto's home, noticing how horrible he looked. He took a few deep breaths, not knowing what to say. He ran a hand through his black hair and closed his eyes slowly walking over. He put his pale hand on Naruto's tanned chest, leaning forward from behind him. He closed his eyes and kissed his neck lightly, "I'm sorry Naruto." He mumbled softly against his skin, hoping that Naruto didn't push him away.

Naruto felt his lips and then heard Sasuke's voice. His posture turned rigid as he didn't say anything. He glanced down at Sasuke's hand on his chest and his cerulean eyes shined turmoil from the flashing television. Was he just imagining this to make himself feel better? He couldn't feel anything past the hurt in his chest. "He's with Kyuubi." Naruto whispered to himself, shaking his head, thinking Sasuke was just some twisted illusion that his mind had conjured up.

Sasuke closed his eyes, knowing Naruto was hurting much more than Sasuke had thought. "No I'm here with you Naruto." He said gently, not knowing why he was doing this. He barely knew Naruto but he wanted to comfort him. He wanted to reconcile for his childishness. Naruto closed his eyes at those words, hoping this wasn't just an illusion. He hoped he could trust Sasuke. "For some reason I hurt Sasuke." He admitted and Sasuke ran his hand across his chest, "I'll try to make it go away Naruto.. You just have to let me." He said, not knowing how to or how hurt he was.

Naruto glanced back at him, his cerulean eyes misted with unshed tears, "Don't hurt me." He mumbled but the deed had already been done. "I won't. Ever again, I'm sorry." He said honestly. He hadn't cared for anyone like he cared for Naruto at this moment. Sasuke was going to make things right. Even if the man was annoying at times.

Sasuke didn't know why Naruto was so hurt just because he had gone with Kyuubi. He didn't want to see the blond like he had tonight. The pain in Naruto's eyes was so deep that he couldn't even fathom it. What had happened that could hurt Naruto so deeply? "Why are you here?" Naruto asked hesitantly, thinking he was just going to leave. Everyone else had so why would he be any different?

"I… Would you like me to leave?" Sasuke asked and Naruto hesitated but shook his head, "Just stay a while longer." He mumbled softly, his eyes were closed as he felt Sasuke near him. He felt a little better but the memories still taunted him. He was just glad there was no school or work tomorrow. He didn't think he would be able to make it through a day with kids if he felt like this.

Sasuke nodded at the request, knowing he could at least do that for him, even if Naruto pushed him away. He deserved it for pushing him away when he tried to apologize for his actions. Sasuke's eyes went to the rapid moving television screen. He didn't really watch what was on he just tried to console the man who had accepted him willingly into the school. Even if he was infuriating. The least Sasuke could do was be a friend to him since he had made his adapting slightly easier.

Authors Note: SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG. Ive had so many things hit me all at once - -. This is my christmas present to Shounen-Ai. Formally known as Kiku. I know alot of people have been waiting for this and Im sorry. Im trying to finish the third chapter to my other series as well. Im thinking I will post that one soon too. SO MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE. If you don't celebrate them then happy chapter-mas.... I think XD. I hope you like the story all though. Message me if you have questions. Sasuke kissed his neck because he wanted to console him. Don't get any ideas pervs... That isn't 'til later. XD Anyways. Thanks for reading! Review if you liked it I enjoy constructive criticism.