Yay more crap. XD man I realized something, if any of my Real Life friends were to find this and read it, i'd never live it down. O3O *Poker Face* And i'm sinking into a deep pit of troubles. D: I'm seriously screwed and its gnawing at me and my health is going down. It's too much stress guys, And I might just have to take a break from everything. That means these stories by me might be put on hold. Okay enough of my crap-ass life.
Loving you was easy
Thought you'd never leave me yeah, yeah
Wrapped around my finger
See ya when I see you yeah, yeah
Now I'm hearing around
That you been running around
I didn't think I'd miss you
Now I'm feeling like a fool
Ooh, ooh
It hit me like a heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
Never really noticed
All the little things you did, you did
Never bought you roses
Always was around my friends, my friends
And now I'm hearing around
That you been running around
I didn't think I'd miss you
Now I'm feeling like a fool
Ooh, ooh
It hit me like a heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
Never should've let you slip away
Living in a world that's turned to grey
Little did I know it hurts so bad
Cause it hit me like a heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you
I don't wanna live in a world without you, no oh
I don't wanna live in a world without you, no oh
I don't wanna live in a world without you
And now I'm hearing around
That you been running around
I didn't think I'd miss you
Now I'm feeling like a fool
Ooh ooh
The Doctor couldn't bare to see Rose die. So he did what he'd always end up doing, even if he said to her that he wouldn't when Sarah Jane helped them with the school event. But now? After the whole cyberman thing? He couldn't risk her safety like that. The Doctor would never be able to forgive himself if she died in his protection. So after the whole thing, He dropped her off at the Powell Estate. She was so distraught about Mickey staying behind, he decided to stay with her for a couple more hours. But when her mother went to bed, and they were alone, the whole thing spilled out of his mouth. And it broke his hearts to see Rose's reaction. He knew he should've just gone without telling her, but she deserved to know his reason.
"But Doctor! I don't care if I die, I'll die happy because I know that I died of an adventure WITH you, not alone!" Rose insisted, tears starting to form in her eyes. The Doctor shook his head firmly, his hearts going strong with the hardened outer shell that had grown around them. "Rose, listen to me. You can't travel with me anymore, I would never forgive myself if you died in my care. What would I tell your mum?!" He countered. Rose was crying now. "Why... Why are you doing this?! I don't understand! I would never miss traveling with you for the world, I swear!" She shouted, voice clearly showing she was upset. The Doctor shook his head. "I'm sorry Rose, but this is where your adventures with me stop. Period." He said, getting up from his seat and walking inside the TARDIS. Before he disappeared, he turned back around to face her, and gave her one last smile. "Have a fantastic life, Rose Tyler." He said, then retreated into the TARDIS. Rose's cheeks were tear stained now, and she watched in agony as the TARDIS began to dematerialize in front of her. She sat there immobilized, and then it was gone.
Her mother came out of her room on a rant. "What the bloody hell's wrong with him, having that machine go off at this time in the morning! Crazy git!" She hissed, then stopped when she saw Rose sitting there, still in the flat. "Rose...?" Jackie asked, creeping closer to her unmoving daughter, until she was sitting right next to her. Rose suddenly reacted and hugged her mother tightly, crying into her shoulder. Jackie returned it in sympathy. "Oooh, it's going to be okay sweetheart, if he ever comes back here i'll slap him so hard he'll have to regenerate." She promised Rose sadly. Rose shook her head into Jackie's shoulder and mumbled something she couldn't understand. Jackie rocked her side to side, trying to comfort her in her time of need. "You know, if he left you like that, he wasn't even worth it!" Jackie decided. Rose sniffed, pulling away from her. "He was worth it to me, mum. I loved him, and he just left me for good..." She whispered, then broke down into tears again. Jackie shook her head. "If you love something, let it go. If it comes back, then it was meant to be, love. I'm sorry." She said to her. Rose gave a tiny smile to her mom. Maybe she was right.
The Doctor sat there on the Jump seat of the TARDIS, lost in deep thought. Should he have done that to Rose? He was obviously having big regrets now. His mind and emotions started to gang up on him again, and he felt his hands go up to his head and tug on his hair, hard. He had to get her back, but then that would be putting her in danger's way! By leaving her behind, you put yourself in danger's way, Doctor. Without her, you won't have anyone to stop you from doing something terribly stupid. His mind offered for him. He groaned, showing that away. He well knew it was true, but he didn't want to believe it. But he had to, and that's what he was going to do. So, out of two hours without her, his sanity broke. He truly did need her. He started his mad dance around the console, heading back to 2006.
Rose sighed, walking home from the food market. It had been at least 4 months since The Doctor had left her behind on purpose, and she hated every minute of living the slow life since then. She sighed, so distracted about his, that she didn't notice that the light had turned green for the cars to go...while she was walking in the middle of the road. A car horn blared, snapping her out of her thoughts. In instinct, her hands went up in front of her, bracing herself for the impact. The pain she felt as the car, going at 40 MPH, hit her dead on. She tumbled backwards, colliding with the road. The car speed up, swerving to avoid her, and promptly sped off like a coward. Rose inwardly laughed at the irony of it all, finding herself have to same fate as her father. Rose lay there in the middle of the road, until she felt someone moving her to the sidewalk. "No no no no!" Okay, make that The Doctor. "Rose!" He shouted, Shaking her slightly. "Oh god no, don't do this please!" He pleaded, pure anguish in his voice. "S...you..." Rose mumbled. "You...came back...after 4 months..." She scolded him weakly. The Doctor inwardly smiled a bit, that was his Rose. Always focusing on whatever was most important to her.
"Rose, don't you die on me!" The Doctor shouted at her. A crowd had formed around them, and worried whispers ran throughout them. Rose shook her head slowly, grunting at the effort. "I...can't...too much...pain..." She huffed, breathing a hard thing to do now. The Doctor felt tears gather in his eyes. "No, no, please, I need you!" He whined, agonizing over her dying body. Rose gave him a small, weak smile. "M...sorry. Tell...mum... I love...her. And..." She coughed. "Doctor...I-..." She never got to finish her sentence, when her body went limp and her eyes glazed over. The Doctor squeezed her body close to him, tears flowing freely now. The crowd disappeared, and The Doctor picked up Rose's dead body. He brought her into the TARDIS, and traveled back to her old home. Jackie had a big fit, and fulfilled the promise she had made to Rose. She slapped him so bloody hard it did feel like he would have to regenerate. The Doctor explained what had happened. "I was too late, when I arrived she had already been hit..." He mumbled.
He mourned along with Rose's mother for awhile, then he got up and left. He wouldn't be able to bare the whole funeral thing, so he did what he did best: he ran. Ran away from what he knew, never looking back. That was what defined him before, and it defined him now. And now Rose's soul joined the others haunting his spirit. When he walked back into the TARDIS, he sent it into the Time Vortex and crashed on the jump seat, face buried in his hands. Doctor...I-... Rose's last words rang through his mind constantly. He had figured out what she would've said long ago, and now he had to return the favor, even if she'd never hear it. "Rose Tyler..." He mumbled aloud, to no one.
"I love You."
Never should've let you slip away
Living in a world that's turned to grey
Little did I know it hurts so bad
Cause it hit me like a heart attack
When you finally left me girl
I thought I'd never want you back
But I don't wanna live in a world without you
Gee, that was terribly depressing. O.O And i have a throbbing pain on the right side of my head. DX I seriously need a break... (AND I GET AN EXTRA HOUR OF SLEEP #$%^ YES) So,
R&R!