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A/N: HELLO GUYS! I'm back! (Wow, can you believe it? 3 Chapters in 3 straight days? JUST FOR YOU!) Because I LOVE YOU FOR REVIEWING! Did you like the sneak peek? Are you pressured? (O.O) Don't be… :)
Thanks to all the Reviewer's out there! See, it rained yesterday so I had nothing to do. XD Your probably still reading breaking dawn… naah, don't worry, something bad happened and EMS cant send my Breaking Dawn so I'm not getting mine until August 9 or 12. So sad, I know. So I might not update soon after this until I get mine, because some people might review me some spoilers, so from here on, this'll be the last you hear from me until I get my Breaking Dawn. So Sorry. :( If you want a sneak peek though, after this chapter, tell me, and I'll give you one. :D
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EPOV
People clapped for Carlisle as he went on stage to announce my performance with my brothers. "Hey guys!" Carlisle called out, "I finally talked my nephew into singing us a SONG!" The crowd clapped as I went on stage and I immediately spotted Bella who was sitting in front, clapping. I smiled at her. She wasn't hard to miss.
Bella was beautiful. She was funny, gorgeous, and she understood how I felt. She said she never lies and she's a wonderful person. Her big brown eyes and brown wavy hair make her seem irresistible. Her smile is just adorable and she's warm and understanding. When I looked at her as I got on stage, everything seemed like in slow motion until Carlisle patted me on the back.
"Well, Edward, GO ROCK THE CAMP!" Carlisle yelled and the crowd cheered and Bella said, "Woo! Go Edward!" I smiled at her. That just encouraged me even more.
"Hey guys! I've got a surprise for you," I told them, then pointed at the door, "COME ON OUT GUYS!" I shouted to the mic and Jasper and Emmett came out.
People cheered for them and I grinned when they got on stage.
"We're going to play something new…but it's not what you think." I smiled, looking down at Bella and winked at her. She giggled and Emmett started the intro.
Turn on that radio
As loud as it can go
Wanna dance until my feet can't feel
The ground (Feel the ground)
Say goodbye to all my fears
One good song they disappear
And nothing in the world can bring
Me down (Bring me down)
Bella and the crowd started to clap along with the beat and Jasper and Emmett entered singing again.
Hand clapping hip shaking heart breaking
There's no faking
What you feel when you're right
At home - Yeah
Music's in my soul
I can hear it
Every day and every night
It's the one thing on my mind
Music's got control
And I'm never letting go
No, no
I just wanna play my music
Whoo!
Bella laughed when I did that and I grinned at her.
Music
Got my six string on my back
Don't need anything but that
Everything I want is here with
Me (Here with me)
So forget that fancy car
I don't need to go that far
And what's driving me is following
My dreams - Yeah
Hand clapping earth shaking heart breaking
There's no faking what you feel
When you're on a roll - Yeah
Chorus
Can't imagine what it'd be like
(What it'd be like)
Without the sounds of all my heroes
Singin' all my favorite songs
So I can sing along
We all clapped along to the chorus as it started. Jasper jumped and Emmett twirled, the crowd was going wild.
ChorusX2
All night long – Yeah!
The crowd stood up and everyone was jumping up and down, cheering, squealing some raised borders and some screamed our names. Bella was smiling up at me and I knew now that it was time. If I was never going to find out who this mystery girl was it would be Bella. I was going to tell her that I liked her. Or…loved her. Me, Jasper and Emmett bowed and they told me I'd talk to them for awhile.
"Dude, they loved it! You were right!" Jasper told me.
"I was totally right! Wait, what did I do?" Emmett asked, confused and I laughed.
"Not you! Edward! The label has to let us do this." Jasper grinned.
"They won't." I sighed.
"YEAH!" Emmett yelled and we looked at him, "Or—not."
"No, they will. If we get to sing it by tonight we can give them a demo by tomorrow. They can't say no when they hear this."
"They can't?" Emmett asked, confused. How funny can this guy get?
"Guys…I can't just leave. I'm not finished here yet." Yeah, I haven't met mystery girl and I haven't confessed my love to Bella. I internally rolled my eyes.
"Alright Man, do what you gotta do." Jasper touched my shoulder and looked over at Bella, then his eyes widened. "DUDE! She's hot!"
I glared.
"I meant the pixie girl with the black hair!" he pointed at Alice who sat next to Bella and they were talking.
"Dude, her name's Alice Cullen, you'll see her at Final Jam."
"Awesome…" he grinned.
"When Edward means, he's not done here, he means he's not done finishing my birdhouse, right?" Emmett asked.
"Come on!" Jasper yelled at Emmett, rolling his eyes, then looking at me, "See you at Final Jam." Then they walked away.
"Alright." I told them. Then looked over at Bella.
While you still have the courage Edward, while you still have it, just let it all out.
I walked over to Bella, who was still talking to Alice and I planned on surprising her when suddenly Tanya stepped out of the crowd.
"Hey Bella! Tell us about your Mom again." She grinned evilly. What's she up to know?
Alice looked at Tanya, shocked and said, "Her Mom is…a…great person!" Alice bit her lip and asked someone, "What's your mom like?"
"Umm…she's like a mom? Pfft…" he replied.
The group laughed.
"I mean, I know that she's the president of Hot Tunes TV China…But tell me again about how important she is…" Tanya smiled, too sickly sweet for my taste.
"She…" Bella started, but stopped.
"I'm sorry, what?" Tanya asked.
"She's…pretty cool." Bella muttered.
"And?" Tanya urged.
"And…she's not…the president…of Hot Tunes TV China…" Bella sighed sadly.
I froze.
Everything we did. All those times. All those thoughts of her and everything about her…was a lie.
Her words repeated in my head. "And I don't lie…" "And I don't lie…"
People around us started to murmur and I bit my lip. I felt…betrayed, lonely, awful and most importantly…used.
"What's that?" Tanya asked. It seemed like hours before she did, but it was just a few minutes. That's how much it hurt. "She's not the president of Hot Tunes TV China? You mean, you lied to everybody?"
"No—I was just—" Bella started, but was interrupted by Tanya. I would have told her 'Let Bella speak' but I couldn't do anything about that now…not anymore…not ever.
"So she's what? The Vice president? Treasurer?" Tanya asked, urging.
"TANYA!" Alice screamed.
"Shut up." Tanya told Alice, then faced Bella again. "Go on, tell us."
"No…she's a cook." Bella looked down and I stared at her. That wasn't even close! If her mom was a cook. She wasn't like me… I knew it. She was just another fan girl who wanted to meet the famous Edward Cullen. She wanted to hang out with me because I was popular because I was famous never for the reason that we had the same problem. We were never alike, she never understood me. We were definitely different.
"A Cook?" Tanya asked innocently, "At Hot Tunes China?" she urged.
"No," Bella replied, "Here."
Everyone around me gasped and I pursed my lips, shaking my head. Bella, my Bella.
"So you lied. Your Mom cooks our food and you help her," she shook her head, "That's the only way you could afford this Camp, right?" she smirked.
"You're a real Jerk…" Alice muttered.
"Maybe. But at least I'm not a big, fat liar." Tanya sneered, then looked at Lauren and Jessica. "Come on guys."
"Bella…" Jessica murmured.
"Bella has dishes to do, Jess, now let's go." Tanya rolled her eyes and left, Lauren and Jessica following behind her.
She turned around and saw me, her eyes widened and she started, "Edward—"
"You were lying all summer." I told her, my voice cracking.
"Yes but I—"
I interrupted her. "You know I'm so used to people pretending around me." I reminded her.
"I was not pretending—"
"I really thought you were different. BUT YOU'RE JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!" I tried to calm down, my eyes getting watery, "You just want to be friends with EDWARD CULLEN not ME!" I shook my head, "Play the games on me, huh?"
"I was just trying to—"
"Save it for your interview with the press, and magazine interviews. I know I gave you an earful." I said, in a calm, but still angry voice.
Tears started flowing down her cheeks and I wanted to comfort her, I wanted to wrap my arms around her and say everything was ok, but everything's not ok, and she lied to me. And to think she was different. I scoffed and turned around.
"Edward!" she called after me. I just raised my hand and ignored her.
"EDWARD LOOK AT ME!" she screamed.
I turned around and glared at her. "You used me Bella! All you wanted was to hang out with me because I'm famous! Not because the real me is just like you, NO! Bella, you LIED. You lied to everyone here and most importantly me. We don't have the same problem at all! KEEP UP AN IMAGE! What the hell is that?!" I waved my hands in the air.
"You. Used. Me," I said in between breaths. "So stop talking and give your details to the press already!" I glared at her, and felt a tear roll down my cheek. I wiped it away before anyone could see and turned around and ran away from the scene. And to think I loved her…
(A/N: I'm baaad : I know, but that kind of really happened at Camp Rock, I just added Edward's speech in the ending. Edward yelling at Bella? :O No way. Anyways, the next part is Bella's POV for this part. :D)
BPOV
Edward was awesome on stage. The way he sang and grinned at me. His crooked smile and his big green eyes. His messy bronze hair and his voice… He was perfect. I realized, I was falling for him…hard. He was always nice to me and understood me. He knew what it felt like to be someone else around other people. To hide the real you. I loved him, and it was time he knew that. I'd tell him when he comes up to me.
"That was the best song ever!" I told Alice, grinning.
"And did you see Jasper? He was really hot." Alice giggled.
I laughed. "He was great."
"I know, he was amazing."
Tanya stepped up to me from the crowd, keeping a good 4 feet apart.
"Hey Bella! Tell us about your Mom again." She grinned. My eyes widened.
Alice looked at Tanya, shocked and said, "Her Mom is…a…great person!" Alice bit her lip and asked someone, "What's your mom like?"
"Umm…she's like a mom? Pfft…" he replied.
The group laughed.
"I mean, I know that she's the president of Hot Tunes TV China…But tell me again about how important she is…" Tanya smiled, too innocently.
"She…" I started, but didn't continue.
"I'm sorry, what?" Tanya asked.
"She's…pretty cool." I muttered.
"And?" Tanya urged.
I had to admit it now. There was really no way out of this. Everyone would know. Everyone would know I was a liar all this time. They wouldn't understand the fact for the reason I did this. Edward would…he'd help me.
"And…she's not…the president…of Hot Tunes TV China…" I admitted, sighing.
People around us started to whisper and I looked down.
"What's that?" Tanya asked, grinning evilly. "She's not the president of Hot Tunes TV China? You mean, you lied to everybody?"
"No—I was just—" I started, but Tanya interrupted me.
"So she's what? The Vice president? Treasurer?" Tanya asked, urging.
"TANYA!" Alice screamed at her.
"Shut up." Tanya told Alice, then faced me again. "Go on, tell us."
"No…she's a cook." I admitted, looking down. People around me gasped and I felt my eyes get watery.
"A Cook?" Tanya asked innocently, "At Hot Tunes China?" she urged.
"No," I replied, "Here." I admitted.
Everyone around me gasped and I didn't care. Edward would understand, he knew how to take care of me and he'd be there for me. That was the only thing that kept my hopes up. Edward was everything.
"So you lied. Your Mom cooks our food and you help her," she shook her head, "That's the only way you could afford this Camp, right?" she smirked.
"You're a real Jerk…" Alice muttered.
"Maybe. But at least I'm not a big, fat liar." Tanya sneered, then looked at Lauren and Jessica. "Come on guys."
"Bella…" Jessica murmured to me.
"Bella has dishes to do, Jess, now let's go." Tanya rolled her eyes and left, Lauren and Jessica following behind her.
I sighed and turned around, only to find Edward standing there behind me, he'd understand, of course he would. "Edward—"
"You were lying all summer." He interrupted me, his voice cracking. No…
"Yes but I—" I tried to explain, but he interrupted me.
"You know I'm so used to people pretending around me." He informed me. No…
"I was not pretending—" I tried to explain again, but he interrupted me, once again.
"I really thought you were different. BUT YOU'RE JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE!" His eyes started to get watery. "You just want to be friends with EDWARD CULLEN not ME!" he shook his head, "Play the games on me, huh?" NO…
I shook my head vigorously and tried to explain, "I was just trying to—"
"Save it for your interview with the press, and magazine interviews. I know I gave you an earful." He said in what seemed like a calm but angry voice…Edward!
The tears broke free and I didn't care if they did. Edward was my only hope. I thought he would understand. HE was just like the rest of them. He would leave me too, he thought I was a liar. I was, but we were so similar, he'd understand me, I thought I could keep my hopes up, but now they're crashing down on me. He scoffed and turned around.
"Edward!" I called after his retreating figure. He just raised his hand and ignored me.
"EDWARD LOOK AT ME!" I screamed at him.
He turned around and gave me the meanest glare ever. "You used me Bella! All you wanted was to hang out with me because I'm famous! Not because the real me is just like you, NO! Bella, you LIED. You lied to everyone here and most importantly me. We don't have the same problem at all! KEEP UP AN IMAGE! What the hell is that?!" He waved his hands in the air. I tried to keep this image up.
"You. Used. Me," he said in between breaths. "So stop talking and give your details to the press already!" He gave me one last glare and I thought I saw something sparkle fall from down his eye to his cheek. He wiped that are and turned around running away. NO!
I shook my head and covered my face with my hands.
Alice patted my back. "I hear you wouldn't, come on." And she led me to her cabin where I cried my heart out.
(A/N: No, I don't plan on stopping it here, I might stop it soon though, just to let you know. And please don't be mad at me if I fixed some things up a bit in the next section. :D)
EPOV
The next morning, I woke up too early, I went to get coffee, then I practiced on a few more notes from the song. Not anymore dedicating it to her. I felt an arm on my shoulder and looked up to see Carlisle.
He sat down in front of me and asked, "So what exactly happened last night?"
"Nothing…"
"Didn't look like nothing to me," Carlisle told me, rolling his eyes. "You looked crushed, pummeled, absolutely destroyed—"
"I got it Uncle Carlisle," I grinned nervously and sighed. "Look. Whatever. I'm just gonna focus on my music. Change my sound. I don't want to get side tracked by liking someone anyway!" Woah, did I seriously just say that out loud?
He nodded, then asked, "You still looking for that girl?"
I looked up, giving him the how-did-you-know? Look.
"What? I'm plugged in to the camp gossip!" he grinned, curious.
I sighed. "It's crazy! I can't get her song out of my head!" Then I started to sing it to him.
Tanya POV (Ooo)
I walked over to Edward's cabin to ask him out now that Ms. Swan was taken care of. What I saw didn't upset me. He was alone and I had no side tracks. He was playing a tune on his guitar. I walked up to him when suddenly Carlisle came out and I backed away slowly, hiding behind the cabin.
Carlisle sat down in front of Edward and asked, "So what exactly happened last night?"
"Nothing…" Edward muttered.
"Didn't look like nothing to me," Carlisle rolled his eyes. "You looked crushed, pummeled, absolutely destroyed—"
"I got it Uncle Carlisle," Edward sighed. "Look. Whatever. I'm just gonna focus on my music. Change my sound. I don't want to get side tracked by liking someone anyway!"
I gasped quietly. He seriously wasn't crushing on Swan is he? I scoffed. More like was he.
Carlisle nodded, then asked, "You still looking for that girl?"
Edward looked up at him.
"What? I'm plugged in to the camp gossip!" Carlisle grinned, curious.
He sighed. "It's crazy! I can't get her song out of my head!" Then he started to sing it.
"This is real, this is me…I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now…gonna let the light—" he stopped, shrugging.
I recognized that song from somewhere. Didn't Bella sing that before?
I walked back to the cabin and searched Bella's bed, finding her song book and opening it. It read: "This is real, this is me, I'm, exactly where I'm supposed to be, gonna let the light," I gasped, "Shine on me!" I closed her song book and looked at my bracelet. I laughed and grinned. "Bella, you are so not going to see Final Jam." I snickered.
A/N: Sorry about the change of POV's… I jut wanna get this right. :D And, that's not a bad cliffy, is it? (Why does it all end with Tanya?) Lol. Because Tanya is pure evil! :) :O (Did you know I did this on August 1? I just plan on posting it Day after Day because you might not review anymore when I post it on the same day. XD
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