Pull The Trigger
Chapter Seven: Charlie Swan?
Flashback
Age 15
Why are you with me?
I guess im just too ugly to look at
Do you want me to beg or plea?
Then maybe you will cut all that fancy crap
Do you think you'd care at all?
You never said the word love
You think im so abnormal
You made me feel so undeserving of
You're supposed to be so caring
Holding so close to you
But all you could do was keep on glaring
You made these bruises purplish blue.
I closed my book thinking of my father and how he would never say the word love, but I guess I deserve it. I am filthy and worthless.
"GET OUT HERE AND MAKE ME SOME DINNER YOUR FILTHY LITTLE MOGOT" My father screamed startling me because he was also banging on my door.
I opened my door only to be dragged out fully by my hair.
"I'm sorry" making my voice quiver.
"You really think daddy cares what you say" my father said smashing my face up against the wall.
He then left me to clean up my face.
I quickly went down to the kitchen and started to try and cook spaghetti but only after a couple of minute i some how managed to burn the food.
"Your no good just like your bloody mother" my so called father said catching me from behind and punching me in the face but not two hard to break my nose but to give me a black eye. I started crying like the useless person i am.
"I'm sorry father's chocked out , but i then felt immense pain in my stomach making me tumble over onto the floor.
"I dont want excuses you bitch all I want is for you to cook me dinner and get the hell out my way" he screamed slapping me a dozen times in my face.
But there's one thing you can do to make me happy" he grinned evilly at me.
I started to shrink , trying to get away from his touch but instead he hoisted me up off of the floor and dragged me up the stairs and closed his door.
END of flash back
That was the night where I lost my virginity to my father, of all people him. anger started to boil inside of me as I remember him bringing back a couple of his friend a week later after he popped me and they did the same things over and over again as I cried for them to stop and they just laugh in my face.
It has been a week since my change and so many things have happened at once I started to walk towards the park holding Edwards hand, it was soft and warm not like before I was happened between us yet, but im already starting to have feelings towards been my rock in these hard couple of on the bright side we found out that I can wish any power I want.
Flash back
"Friggin hell Emmett, no one cares if you lost your bet with Jasper" I screamed at him exasperated.
He was so annoying and I mean it's his fault if he lost the bet with Jasper like everyone knows that he's the best fighter there is and Emmett acting all nobable and everything decided to test the truth and he ended up losing his arm which then resulted into Jasper having a huge ego boost and Rosalie burying his leg somewhere in Canada.
"Well if I didn't know any better i'd say you were pmsing" Emmet joked out. Seriously is he that stupid, he knows vampires cant PMS because if they could then Rosalie could have kids, any dumbass knows that.
"Damn it Emmet I wish you were in Antarctica and stayed there till you freezed your ass off and died by eating penguins" I screamed frustrated.
Then poof he was gone, what the hell. Everyone looked at me wide eyed.
I heard a ringing from Rosalie's phone but no one seemed to answer it.
"Where did my husband go" Rosalie asked calmly but you couldn't miss the demand underneath it all.
"Um I uh"but I was cut off by my cell phone which Esmee got me a couple of days ago.
"What" I yelled out in frustration.
"Um Bella can you take me back" a scared voice called back to me.
"Who the hell is this" I said calming down, I looked at everyone else and even they all still had wide eyed expression.
"Emmett now take me back I've learnt my lesson" He yelled into the phone.
"I don't know what I did" I asked Carlisle who snapped out of his expression minutes ago." What was the last thing you said before Emmett poofed away" He asked with worry in his voice." um i wish you were in Antarctica and stayed there till you freezed your ass off and died by eating penguins , is there something wrong" I feared.
"Well I'm thinking that maybe you have a gift" Carlisle excitedly said like a kid in a candy shop.
"Like what" Edward question for the first time, my dead heart came alive as I heard the smooth voice
"Bella wish for Emmet to come back" Carlisle said amused.
"Okay, um I wish for Emmett to come back with a penguin" I laughed out. Then out of nowhere he appeared with snow on his head and a scary face.
"What the hell was that for, do you understand how friggin cold it is there I may be a vampire but I can not stand almost getting eaten by killer whales" Emmett started laughing including Rosalie.
"I'm sorry" I laughed out falling over onto Edward.
End of flash back
I laughed out loud remembering that memory. Another thing that has happened is word that makes me shiver every time I even think or say Swan
Flash back
"I need to do this alone Edward" I whispered from his bedroom. I didn't wait for his answer I just ran out of his window and headed to the place the was once my home but has been my hell for the last couple of years. I smirked to my self thinking of the all the ways I could torture him and make him pay for all the things he took from me now and in my past childhood.
I saw Charlie's cruiser out side the house so I didn't bother knocking the door I just let myself in like the daughter I should be to him. I walked at human speed to the lounge room knowing that he'd probably be there, but was wrong their wasn't even any sign that he'd stayed here at all. I walked back into the kitchen
, but was wrong their wasn't even any sign that he'd stayed here at all. I walked back into the kitchen and there wasn't even a trace of food or even a can of beer on the counter. I ran up at vampire speed to his bedroom something that made my stomach curdle every time I even thought about going into his room. I knocked the door down hopping charlie was in there asleep even but he wasn't there i started to panick as i could not find him.
where could my father charlie Swan be
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