I fear it, your after the feeling. And I'm all alone. Hold to call the feeling senile, they unwrap the more. Going down the dusty road, we are caught and see it. I need you.
I didn't really remember how I got here. I could remember holding tightly onto Anna, the cold whipping my hair and skin. I remember the sky growing a bright purple and pink. I was consumed by my thoughts the entire ride. I never had even the slightest crush on anyone. I didn't really know what it was, love. But holding onto Anna, pulling her close felt right. It felt like I belonged there. It was like playing the piano, the feeling when you press down the keys. When hear the notes. How the music courses through your body, tingling at your fingertips and singing in your heart. I was caught up in the moment, and I followed my instincts. I wasn't thinking, I was just acting on impulse. But damn did it feel right. Like we were the only ones. It was blissful but soft, tentative yet passionate. Almost like we were waiting for so long for that moment, but afraid of what would happen. Like it was forbidden, unsafe and exotic territory. But yet, here we are, jumping off of Anna's motorcycle.
"Come on, just up by the river." She called back. I followed her through the undergrowth, weeds tripping me and scratching my face. We walked into a clearing, where you could see mountains to the west. The sky was painted with yellows and purples and reds. The stars were just hardly peeking out in the sky.
"Oh, Anna. It's beautiful." I whisper in awe. She smiles. "Come one this isn't the best spot." She dragged me by my arm up a hill. I saw a locked gate blocking off a bridge. She walked forward and lifted the fence. She motioned for me to go under. I ducked under and walked out on the wide bridge. Anna unzipped her jacket and layed out a blanket. She took my hand and brought me over to it and sat down. We were facing the sunset, a beautiful array or colours staining the river. I felt the cold autumn breeze ripple my hair. I looked over at Anna, who was watching the sun. Her face had a look of pure content. Like this was all she ever wanted. This was all I ever wanted that's for sure. She wrapped her arm around my side and pulled me closer. I watched as the sun disappeared behind the mountains, casting an eerie shadow over the land. Anna looks at me and I look at her. I feel the music start to play. I feel the cold. I feel the spray of mist from the river. She holds both of my shaking hands. She moves closer. She's close to my face. For some reason I'm more nervous this time. Scared of what might happen. But it doesn't matter now. I lean forward, connecting our lips. It was different this time. More passionate, sloppy and wet. I feel her brush her tongue on my lower lip, asking for access. I shiver and open my mouth slightly. She wrestles my mouth, declaring dominance. I feel her tip me and I'm pinned to the dock. Her eyes look predatory. Oh God, Elsa wake up!
"Wait, Anna, I don't think we should go to fast. I mean, you just kissed me for the first time 7 hours ago." I said, my voice horse. Anna blinked and sat down again.
"God, I'm sorry Elsa, I was just caught up in the moment and..." She trailed off. "No don't be sorry that was the best kiss I've ever had, but let's just take it slow, okay?" I said. She smiled and nodded. I leaned over and gently kissed her cheek. I looked up, the stars in full bloom in the sky.
"I've never seen this many stars." I murmured. "I know, it's beautiful." She replied. I watched her lean over and rest her head on my shoulder.
"Are they, like blinking?" I asked. I saw her narrow her eyes and stare at me seriously.
"Elsa really, are you a brick with legs? Ever heard of twinkling? There twinkling! Like twinkle twinkle little star? Yah know the song?" She joked. I elbowed her. "Whatever. Jeez I never looked at the stars before." I replied. She smirked held me closer.