** Author Note: Hi guys so its been so many years since I have posted any new chapters and I am so sorry about that. My life went down a really bad hole dealing with a abusive husband and then the divorce but we don't need to deal with all that. Just know I am back and plan to start writing once more. I'm going to focus on this story and hopefully finish it this year (2019) DISCLAIMER: I am no where nearly close to finishing this story, chapters may come slowly but I do plan to update as much as I can. Also I am certainly not a professional in writing, this is just me enjoying my own fanfiction and stories. I am a little rusty to writing so if you see any mistakes or if something reads weird and dosn't make since please let me know.**
Previously on, I think I am Addicted: "Want some help with that Sweet Cheeks." He asked me in a attempt to get my attention.
But I wasn't paying attention to his words all I could focus on was his eyes. They excited and scared me all at the same time. I couldn't move, I couldn't think. All I could do was stare. Then I saw his nostrils flare and a growl rumbled through his chest.
Chapter 6.
A shiver wrecked through my whole body. A struggled breathy whimper bubbled up my throat, My eyes closed on there own accord savoring the feelings he invoked from my body just from his voice. I was so embarrassed he found me in such a revealing way, but my arousal for Embry was much higher. Iv never had this type of reaction to him before. I mean just that gravely voice of his did me in. This was part of the reason I left with Lauren last summer. I didn't understand why I was reacting to the pack like this. Iv known them all since...like...forever. So why is this happening to me now of all times.
I finally looked up at him. A cocky smirk on his face. at some point Embry had squatted down to my level. He was so close to me, his minty breath washed over my face and caused little wisps of my hair that had fallen out around my face to flutter about and tickle my neck and cheeks. His eyes wouldn't stop shifting about, never settling on one specific part of my face. It kinda made me feel occurred and self-conciseness.
"Um. Embry, Could you please turn around so I can get up and get changed." His smile grew bigger and much more like his normal goofy smiles that I had always seen, but that greenish gold ring around his eyes never faded. Instead of backing up and giving me space he just grabbed me around the shoulders and pushed me up. At first I thought he was going to push me up against the truck and kiss me. I really thought he was. I was going to let him too, But then he sighed and pulled away making me look like a fool; basically naked in only my swim top leaning into his body ready to kiss him...maybe even do more had he not of moved. The looks he was giving me were so intense. It made my knees feel weak and my lady bits tingle.
I quickly scrambled to my feet and slipped on my swim shorts, then stuffed my cloths back into the bag I had brought with me. I cleared my throat as a sign Embry could turn back around. When he did that smile was back on his face. He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist. My heart was galloping away, and I was pretty sure he could feel it.
Embry's embrace was so warm and strong, I could feel all his muscles. My hands moved on there own accord up his arms. I could feel every bump and bulge of his biceps and triceps. They felt lovely and made me want to feel all over his body to see if everything else on his body was as ripped. I looked up to meet his eyes, they consumed me, It felt like I could be drowned in them.
Then I felt his left hand slowly move to my lower back all most touching my ass. He started to ghost his fingers along the skin there. The trail his hands left on my skin raised goosebumps all over my body. I was hyper aware that said fingers started to move further into the waist band of my swim shorts. My body started to shiver with anticipation and want. His right hand was on my neck and playing with the wisps of hair at the nap, curling it around his finger. Then his thumb started to lightly stroke my cheek. I leaned into it liking how it felt. I loved having his hands on me, They were so warm, and big and a little rough in opposition to my soft skin. Suddenly I felt something slowly move over my bottom lip. I hadn't realized that at some point I closed my eyes. 'That's happening alot lately.' Absentmindedly I my tongue went out to lick my bottom lip, It accidentally swiped over his thumb in the process. He made this really sexy rumbling sounded from deep in his chest and the hand on my waist gripped my waist tighter. I couldn't help but smirk up at him. A evil thought popped into my head and it made me want to tease him even more so with a new purpose I brought the tip of his thumb into my mouth and sucked on it hard, moaning in the process.
In a deep gravely voice he spoke "Your playing with fire little girl." I just chuckled and started to step back out of his embrace running my hands down his front as I went. Then before my brain could comprehend what happened, he had me inside the back of the SUV pinned underneath him. My nipples pebbled against his bare chest as it pressed against me. He was so warm and his weight felt amazing on top of me. I already new my swim shorts wouldn't help stop the juices from flowing down between my legs, I could already feel the slicker trails running along my thigh. As if reading my mind Embrys nostrils flared and he took a deep breath holding it for a few seconds, almost like he was savoring a delishuse fragrence. Then let said breath out with a deep growl. 'oh god he can smell how wet and turned on I am right now.' i thought in a panic.
"God you smell amazing Megan. Iv been wanting to get these tits in my hands for so long." He said whilst his hand ran up my bare stomach to my left breast. He tweaked the nipple still covered by the thin scrap of cloth I called a bikini top. It made me moan and arch my breasts further into him hand. In the back of my mind I made a note to throw this swim top out and get a new one once I had the time.
"E-Embry!" I whimpered out. My hands rose up to thread my fingers through his short hair. Scraping my nails over his scalp and tugged at the hair on the nap of his neck.
He started to kiss down my neck, stopping ever so often to nip or suck in a spot. Then I felt his mouth on the boob that wasn't being played with by those amazing fingers of his. When Embry pushed the fabric of my worn out bikini top aside my breast sprang free, which wasn't that hard. My heavy tits were barely being help in place as it was. Embry sat up just a little to appreciate then, it made a blush run down my cheeks to flow down my neck and splash over said breasts.
"God Megan you are so fucking gorgeous. I fucking love your body." After Embry said that he went back to kissing me. Working his way over my clavicle and breast plate to the awaiting nipple, something inside me snapped. My HooHaa (vagina) was tingling in such a wonderful painful way it made another shiver run down my spine. I could feel Embry moving against me, rotating his hips so his swim shorts covered erection would rub my center. I wrapped my long legs around his waist, pulling him closer to me, also giving him better passage to rut against me. A deep moan sounded from his throat. I couldn't take it anymore, I wanted him to kiss me so bad, I yearned for those plump lips on my own. I needed to suck and lick and bite them so badly I'm sure Id go mad if it didn't happen soon. without further thought I grabbed him by the hair and pulled him down to my lips. They felt so good against my own. They were full and tasted so good, a sweet and tangy flavor, I knew I was hooked. After the shock wore off that I had forced him to kiss me he took over. His tongue slipped out of his mouth, it flicked up to touch my top lip sucking it into his mouth. I moaned at the feeling and sucked on his bottom lip.
when he moved back to my neck, sucking on my pulse point; Most likely leaving a deep purple bruise. Embry's hands started to wonder down my stomach again to my swim shorts. That's when my mind started to work again the lusty haze started to dissipate. 'What the hell am I doing...this isn't me at all. I'm never this slutty.' I panicked and started to push against Embrys chest trying to sit up.
"Wait. Stop!." I made my voice a little firm. It wasn't quit loud but Embry moved to the side letting his weight fall on his right elbow and looked down at me. And I hated what I seen. His eyes were wide with a look of alarm and concern shining in them, his lower lip trembled a little but then it was captured between his pearly white teeth. He stared for a few beats, then as if I had electrocuted him he flew off me and was standing out side the car, chest heaving for breath, He started to shake. It scared me...not that I was scared of HIM...i was worried he was blaming himself and thought he forced me to do what we had just been doing. quite the opposite actually. I had loved every second of it...We were just moving a little to fast was all.
"Oh god Megan I am so sorry. I don't know what came over me. I didn't mean...I was just...SHIT!" and with that he ran off into the woods. Leaving me here in the car completely bewildered and all alone.