"I'm alive again, more alive than I have been in my whole entire life
I can see these people's ears perk up as I begin
To spaz with the pen, I'm a little bit sicker than most, shit's fixin' to get thick again
They say the competition is stiff, but I get a hard dick from this shit, now I stick it in
I ain't never giving in again, caution to the wind, complete freedom
Look at these rappers, how I treat them, so why the fuck would I join them when I beat them?
They call me a freak 'cause I like to spit on these pussies 'fore I eat them
Man, get these whack cocksuckers off stage, where the fuck is Kanye when you need him?"
Eminem - No Love
unfortunately guys, this isn't an update. I thought that you guys should know the truth of why its been so damn long since ive updated this story. I've been in a very dark place over the past year. its not been easy, and my life has mostly taken a downward spiral. but as they say its always darkest before the dawn, and i want to personally thank LuckyShamrocks for the review you posted a few weeks ago. it brought me back to the reviews of this story, and it brought me back from the brink of just quitting my writing altogether. Thank you all so much.
I've always thought of myself as the best unsigned writer in the world. i know at some level i'm not, but i heard from a man one time, "Always think you're the best at what you do, because if you don't, no one else will." I've lived by that for years, and about a year or so ago i started to doubt myself. but as the line above says "I'm Alive Again. More alive than I've ever been." because for the first time in over a year, i feel the fire again to write. and i want to make this solemn vow to all of my readers, to anyone whos followed or favorited this story, im going to pour everything in myself into this story again. im going to give you all the best ive got because i have to, because you all deserve it. so to everyone whos just now reading this story, sit back and enjoy because its only going to get better. To all the haters who hate it, tough shit. im gonna make this shit into the best damn thing i can. leave all the love you guys can, It means so much to me. and within the end of the month, ill posting a new chapter in this. but i wanted this to say thank you to every one of you.