Dear Nat

Title: Mr Right

Rating: N/A

Content: Love, Hate, Mild Sex and Deception

Distribution: Please Ask First

Characters: (Fictional) Kaya Miller, Natalia Piccoli, Hannah Lewis (Non Fictional) Wentworth Miller, Amaury Nolasco, Dave Batista, John Cena, Robert Kazinsky and Freddie Ljungberg. Also some minor parts from others.

Disclaimer: To Each Their Own

WARNINGS: There may be some mild language, sexual reference and sex

Dear Nat

I've been on one hell of an emotional rollercoaster ride lately. I hate lumbering you with all of this but I really don't have anyone else to talk to. Freddie and I broke up I know what you're thinking I emailed you and told you everything was fine but no sooner had I sent that email than we had a huge row which lead to me moving out. For a little while Ithought maybe we could have got back together but when I went back to collect some things I saw my replacement I guess walking down the stairs. He didn't know where to put himself he was trying to say something but I didn't want to hear it we haven't been broken up a week and he'd moved on that's how much myself and our relationship meant to him. Needless to say I took it really badly and I ended up getting smashed and the more I drank the worse I felt. I ended up so blitzed that I was assigned a babysitter…I told you about him, his names Rob I met him at that party. Things are still blurry but I remember throwing up a lot and he was there with me the entire time. I don't remember the next part but he brought me home and stayed with me all night, then when the morning came he was so sweet he was looking after me, drawing me a bath and cleaning up after me. I don't know what happened while I was in the bath but when I came out I couldn't control myself and I ended up sleeping with him. It was amazing and I'm not against a replay of it but I feel I did it for the wrong reasons…don't get me wrong he's a great and unbelievably cute but if I hadn't seen that tramp with Freddie I wouldn't have slept with Rob. Maybe I did the right thing I mean if I hadn't seen Freddie with her I might have held on to something that wasn't there anymore. Oh my God am I screwed up…who knows maybe it was meant to be. I guess only time will tell. Anyway Natty you've been really quiet lately busy with work and school I assume don't be a stranger sweets.

Missing You

Kaya xoxo

Nat read the email from her best friend and found herself with tears in her eyes. She felt for her friend but at that moment in time all she wanted was to talk to her and tell her all her woes but how did she do that when her problems included her own brother. As much as Kaya and Nat loved each other in Kaya's eyes her brother was the perfect guy and until the incident Nat had always felt the same but now she was very aware that he was just a guy. She hit the reply button to her friend and stared at the blank screen momentarily before beginning to type.

Hey Kaya

I'm sorry about Freddie I know how much you love/loved him. I know how you felt about him but I don't think dwelling on the past will help you. If this Rob guy is as sweet as you're making him out to be then you have no reason to go for it, if Freddie's that quick to move on then what's stopping you? As for not emailing in a long time it's because as you said I've been really busy with work and school and also your brother. He came to see me, I'm not sure why but it was nice to see him it's strange going from seeing him so much while he was based here to not seeing him at all. He made me have a day off work…yeah me not at work weird hah. We had fun and it was relaxing, it was just what I needed. I didn't tell him anything about you I figured if you wanted him to know you'd tell him yourself. I've also been busy with this guy, his names Dave he's incredibly hot and the sex is out of this world but he was just rolling through town so I don't expect anything to come from it but while I had it, it was good, so good I missed work and lost my job. I mean I don't care it was a shit job anyway and I'll be fine I'll be working soon enough and until then I took a little loan out from the bank of Wentworth. I went to stay with him for a few days you know change of scenery and all that but I'm back now. I guess that's it not much more to tell you accept for I'm not busy at all now so anytime you feel like calling, do it. It would be nice to talk to you again.

You'll hear from me soon.

Nat xoxo

Nat sent the email and put the laptop down on the coffee table and walked away into the bathroom.

LATER

A knock came at the door and Nat went to answer it. She opened it to see Wentworth stood in front of her she tried to close the door but he pushed his way in.

"Nat just talk to me"

"There's nothing to talk about Worth"

"I shouldn't have said what I did I just got angry"

"Because I wouldn't sleep with you. Worth where did that come from?"

"I was drunk, I was wrong and I out of line"

"Right on all three counts. I know I kissed you back, I know I'm to blame as much as you but I pulled away and I said no and then you just verbally attacked me and you said stuff that I just can't forgive. I mean what have I done to make you feel that way about me? You called me a whore"

"I didn't call you a whore"

"You said Dave must really have something going for him if he'd finally managed to close my legs. I'm sorry but that wasn't a compliment"

"I told you I'm sorry about what I said"

"And I told you I can't forgive you for what you said"

"Why are you making this so difficult?"

"I'm not I left for a reason, I don't want to see you"

"Yeah well I'm not leaving!" shouted Wentworth as the door opened and Hannah appeared

"Oh should I leave?" asked Hannah

"Yes", "No" said Nat and Wentworth simultaneously

"Hannah you're not going anywhere this conversation is over and Worth was just leaving"

"I'm not going anywhere Natalia"

"If you think by hanging around it's going to make me relent and forgive then you can think again but if you're going be hanging around then maybe I'm going out I mean I have my legs to spread and a lot of ceilings to look at" snarled Nat storming through Hannah and Wentworth and leaving the apartment. Wentworth turned to follow her but Hannah stopped him.

"You've known her a lot longer than I have and even I know to give her space"

Wentworth agreed and sat down on the sofa. Hannah sat down beside him.

"So what's happened between you two?"

"Nothing"

"That's funny that's exactly what Nat said but I don't understand how you can get so angry with each other about nothing"

"It's personal"

"Went…" said Hannah demanding an explanation

"We got drunk and I said a few things that I shouldn't have"

"Like she's a slut?" asked Hannah

"What?" he asked confused

"I'm assuming by her reaction a minute ago"

"Did you know she was sleeping with a guy named Dave?"

"Yeah she met him at the bar he seemed nice enough they both knew what they were getting into before they did anything. He made her aware he was only in town a few days and she knew not to expect anything"

"Wait wait he's left?" asked Wentworth

"Yeah he was in town on work or something he left the same day Nat went with you"

"You're kidding?" Wentworth closed his eyes and threw his head back in frustration "I'm an idiot"

"What did you say exactly?"

"I just got on her case for sleeping with him so soon"

"You didn't know you were only being protective of her"

"Yeah" replied Wentworth knowing that wasn't the reason at all and his harsh words were nothing but an act of jealousy

Hannah took Wentworth's hand and stroked his face comforting him. His eyes opened and he rolled his head to the side and smiled at Hannah for being so nice to him not knowing the real reason that Nat was angry with him. Hannah smiled back and moved in and kissed him softly on the lips, Wentworth pulled away from the kiss and stood up.

"Stop it Hannah"

She rose to her feet and walked over to Wentworth he tried to fight his way out of it but he finally submitted to her advances and they locked in another kiss. Hannah began to undo Wentworth's belt and he pulled away once again.

"I can't do this" he demanded

"She turned you down didn't she?" asked Hannah already knowing the answer "You tried it on with her and she pushed you away, then you snapped and instead of telling her how you feel about her you went in the other direction and trashed her calling her a slut"

"You don't know what you're talking about"

"She's never going to want you as far as she's concerned you're her family" Wentworth shot a look at Hannah "She used that line hah? You're never going to be her man because as far as she's concerned you're her brother"

Suddenly Wentworth snapped and pushed Hannah hard against the wall holding her jaw with a firm grip. Hannah knew he wasn't going to hurt her and looked him in the eyes. Wentworth suddenly kissed Hannah hard on the lips slowly releasing his grip and moving his hand cupping her soft cheek. As the kiss lingered Hannah moved her hands to his belt and finished what she'd started undoing his belt and unzipping his jeans pushing them and his boxers down. Wentworth rested his hands on Hannah's hips as he fought to kick off his shoes and jeans. Hannah then helped him out of his shirt and Wentworth returned the favour pulling off Hannah's shirt her unsupported breasts drawing Wentworth to them like metal to a magnet he began to kiss her nipples gently while doing so his hands moving up under her skirt and pulling off her panties.

Wentworth guided Hannah over to the sofa as she kicked off her panties once there he pushed her face first over the sofa arm he stepped in behind her and caressed her firm ass before pushing his hard member deep inside taking her by surprise she gasped with satisfaction and looked over her shoulder at Wentworth who was picking up a rhythm sending Hannah into sexual turmoil she began to moan soft excited gasps.

He pulled himself from inside her and harshly pulled her up and forced her down on her back onto the coffee table. He stared at her expression assuring him she was enjoying the cruel pleasure. He thrust hard inside of her Hannah letting out a huge moan her right hand gripping his hip hard ensuring his every thrust came with full force.

With his throbbing shaft still inside her he pulled her upright and lifted her with ease into his arms carrying her across the room and backing her onto a bookcase knocking the lamp off sending it crashing to the floor. He continued to thrust hard into her with each thrust moving the bookcase sending books falling to the floor.

"Oh God harder, harder" she begged

Wentworth obliged and began to thrust into her harder making her scream with both pleasure and pain.

She wrapped her legs tight around him and pushed him hard sending him tumbling backwards with herself still wrapped around him. He landed on the sofa and she positioned herself on top of him bouncing hard and fast on his member her nails digging into his chest and drawing blood. Wentworth gripped her hips tight and guided her up and down his shaft for maximum penetration. Wentworth brought himself to a sitting position still pumping Hannah hard onto his throbbing cock. Hannah pulled Wentworth's head into her sweltering skin his lips soon found their way to her neck where he planted sweet butterfly kisses as the once forceful thrusting became softer and both felt their orgasms flooding through them. Through bated breath they both let out satisfied moans and Wentworth left his final kiss on her neck before pulling away and falling back onto the sofa. Hannah followed and fell to his side.

"Talk about pent up frustration" said Hannah with a smile of glee

Wentworth got up off the sofa leaving Hannah wondering what he was doing. He walked over and pulled on his pants and looked around to find his shirt which Hannah had thrown across the room he picked it up and threw it on.

"Is that it? You're going to sleep with me then not say a word and just leave?"

"What do you want me to say?"

"Thanks that was great just what I needed. You want to go again?"

"You were in the right place at the right time"

"You're kidding yourself you know?" she said as he walked towards the door "You enjoyed that more than you're willing to admit, yeah maybe you wished it had been Nat but you know you want more. And don't worry I won't hold this against you anytime you want it I'll be here"

"And I called Nat a slut"

"You're not innocent in all of this" she said with a smile

Wentworth shook his head and left the apartment to go look for Nat.

LATER

After unsuccessfully finding Nat Wentworth returned to the apartment knocking on the door. Hannah answered the door and smiled at him.

"Is Nat here?"

"You sure it's Nat you want?"

"Is she here?"

Hannah invited him in and Nat emerged from her room knowing it was Wentworth at the door.

"I thought I told you I don't want to talk about this?" said Nat

"Just hear me out please" he begged

"There is nothing you can say Worth. You made yourself perfectly clear and you can't expect me to listen to a few apologies and then forget everything that I heard because I can't do it. You hurt me, as far as I'm concerned you're not here"

"Nat…" Worth started as a knock came at the door.

Nat answered the door and Amaury walked in the smile on his face soon turned to confusion as he saw Wentworth.

"Went you're here?" he asked

"Yeah what are you doing here?"

"I came to find you. When I landed I called you but got no reply" Wentworth shot a look at Hannah "So I called Nat and we met up and arranged to go out tonight. But you told me he wasn't here and that you hadn't seen him" he said talking to Nat

"Details Amaury, are you ready to go?"

"Sure, are you coming?" he asked Wentworth

"No he isn't" exclaimed Nat

"Yeah I will"

"Great we'll all go" added Hannah

Nat stormed out of the apartment and Amaury followed Hannah approached Wentworth from behind and squeezed his ass before following the crowd.

LATER

The foursome sat uncomfortably in the club the tension between Nat and Wentworth ruining the night for everyone.

"Anyone want to dance?" asked Amaury

"Yeah" said Nat taking his hand and leading him onto the dance floor

Wentworth followed pulling Hannah behind him they got onto the dance floor and watched each other closely. Wentworth soon cut in and sent Amaury dancing with Hannah before he could say a word Nat pulled away and walked off Wentworth was close behind her trying his best to talk to her.

"What is their problem?" asked Amaury

"He didn't tell you?"

"No"

"Oh well it's their business I'll let them tell you"

"Come on Mama I'm not going to tell anybody"

"All you need to know is his big mouth got him in trouble and Nat doesn't forgive easily"

"Oh right" he said curious about what had happened

ELSEWHERE IN THE CLUB

Nat was pushing her way through the crowds followed by Wentworth she made her way into the ladies room thinking that would stop him but he barged in straight after her.

"Will you just leave me alone?" she screamed

Just then a woman came out of a cubicle and he pushed Nat inside and locked the door.

"You can't get away from me now so just listen to me"

"I don't want to listen to the same apologies again"

"Good because I'm not going to apologise. I did something wrong I said sorry I'm not going to make a complete ass of myself by repeating myself until you forgive me. All I want you to do is listen to me while I tell you why it happened in the first place"

"Go on then tell me, tell me why you spoke to me like that"

"I was wrong when you said no I should have taken it I shouldn't have turned on you; for the most part it was the drink talking. You know me Nat and you know I'm not like that at all but although I'd love to blame it solely on the drink there was an element of truth in it. Not that I think you're a slut I don't I really don't. I was just jealous you'd told me about this guy you weren't shy in telling me you'd slept with him after only knowing him a few days then when I tried to take things further than a kiss you shunned me and I got angry. I've been in your life so long I couldn't understand how you could sleep with practically a stranger then push me away but I get it now I do. As far as you're concerned we're family and that's a line you don't want to cross, I respect that, but I can't agree with it. For a long time now I've been feeling things for you and at the beginning I felt the same as you do now I couldn't see you as anything but family but that changed and that night I kissed you on a whim and then you kissed me back and I finally thought you felt the same way that I did…"

"What are you trying to say?" she asked hurrying him along

Wentworth looked at Nat and stroked her cheek gently "I love you, I know you don't want to hear it but I do" Nat stared at him she didn't know what to say or how to respond "Nat say something please"

"Get out of my way"

Wentworth looked at her in disbelief. He couldn't believe that after declaring his love to her that she was trying to leave she pushed past him and left the ladies room. The women in the room having overheard everything stood in silence staring at Wentworth who quickly realised where he was and exited immediately and left the club.

LATER

After walking around trying to take in everything Wentworth had said Nat decided it was time to go home. She reached her floor and walked slowly to her door and searched for her keys in succession she opened the door and walked in stopping immediately at the sight of Hannah and Amaury having sex on the kitchen counter. Amaury smiled bashfully as Nat stared bluntly at the duo.

"You've got to be kidding me" said Nat as she turned around and walked back out of the apartment. She made her way down the stairs and opened the door to leave the apartment building to find Wentworth standing at the bottom of the stoop. Nat stopped and stared at him.

"Say something" said an impatient Wentworth

"I don't love you" said Nat bluntly "I'm sorry" she said walking down the steps and away from him. He watched her walk down the street and out of his life.