I'm very, very, very sorry it's been so long since I last updated. School has been fairly crazy, but hopefully the next few updates won't be so slow. Hope you enjoy this chapter.
Dear Diary,
Wow, what a day. When I woke up today, I never thought that things would be so different by the time I went to sleep. I have to say, I'm not totally proud of everything that I did, but it was all necessary for my plan. I spent most of the day with Gabriella, and I have to admit, I had a good time. Sure, I hated when she mentioned Troy, but other than that, we had a very nice time. If I wasn't so positive that Troy is destined to be with me, I would almost feel bad about splitting them up. But of course, I didn't hang out with her to have fun and chat. I did it to get information and to start driving her away from Troy, and the day was a fabulous success for both of those goals. No matter how flirty and perky she was when she met up with Troy, I know that my words got to her. I mean, I pretty much told her not only that Troy has probably slept around, but that he lied to her about it. And I don't even feel bad for saying those things about him. Let's be honest, everything I told her was probably true. Girls throw themselves at Troy all the time, and after a few drinks, I'm sure Troy wouldn't be able to help himself. Gabriella's problem is that she doesn't see Troy's true potential, and thinks that he's just an innocent plaything of hers. But I know the truth, and when Troy and I are together, I'll show him the respect he deserves, and with a girlfriend as great as me, he won't even think about cheating. I know I was worried about her the other day, but now I know that she doesn't stand a chance.
I also figured out how to deal with Danforth. The details are a little unclear still, but I'm POSITIVE that he has a secret that he doesn't want anyone to know about. The look on his face when I said that I had something on him was priceless. Now, I just need to know what that something is, and he won't bother me anymore. But he really has been getting to me. I don't know how he does it, but he knows just what to say to make me absolutely hate myself and everything around me. I'm not worried though. It will all just make revenge a little bit sweeter. Hell, maybe I'll tell everyone about his secret anyway, just to get back at him. After all, he needs to learn that you DO NOT mess with Sharpay Evans and get away with it.
The night with Zeke was easily the most unexpected part of the day. I'm still not sure how I feel about it. I was surprised and even a little upset when he left early. I'm still not sure why he did that. I mean, it couldn't be because he wasn't having a good time. He was obviously enjoying himself, and let's be honest…its me. Why wouldn't he be enjoying himself. But I do feel a little bad about putting him in that situation. Zeke deserves to be with someone who really appreciates him, and who would appreciate his dedication. I know that everyone thinks I'm cold because I always turn him down, but what would they have me do? I'm not going to pretend to like him when I feel absolutely nothing towards him. I suppose what I did tonight was a little cruel, but even I can only handle rejection so much until I hit the breaking point, and tonight was that point. I'm not proud of everything that I did today, and I won't be proud of everything that I plan to do in the next few days, but it will all be worth it in the end when my plan works out and me and me and Troy can be happy together.
Speaking of the plan, I've come up with an addition. I need to get closer with Troy. When him and Gabriella are finished, he needs to know that I'll be there for him, and that I'm interested in more than friendship. Maybe if I had done those things a while ago I wouldn't be caught in this mess now, and Troy would be lying next to me right now, as happy as anyone's ever been. In addition, becoming closer with Troy will help the plan. I know how to create mistrust between him and Gabriella, but I still need a way to completely drive them apart. To do that, I need to find a weakness. Troy isn't perfect. I know that because if he was he would see that Gabriella isn't the one for him. All that I need to do is figure out just what Troy's weakness is, and exploit it so that Gabriella drops him straight into my arms.
Let me know what you thought.
Thank you for reading.