A/N
Um okay guess the last chap sucked so here's the new one.

Logan's POV

I sighed and stared at Kendall. His eyelids fluttered and his nose twitched. I couldn't help myself as I leaned over, tracing his cheek, brushing a bang from his eyes. I cupped his cheek, loving the feeling of his skin beneath my fingers, the smooth skin of his baby face. I leaned close and pressed my lips to Kendall's still lips.
I watched Kendall's eyes fluttered open and he smiled as he spotted me. His lips instantly began moving against mine, rubbing our lips together as his hands moved down my back. He gently gripped my hips and pulled me up to sit on his lap and straddle him. I blushed, feeling my cheeks heat up as I placed my hands on Kendall's chest to support myself over him as we continued kissing.
I felt the need for air grow and eventually I pulled away. I ran my hands down Kendall's beautiful chest, rubbing his flushed pink nipples. I felt my face heat up again, but Kendall brought one of my hands to his mouth and kissed it.
"Baby you are so beautiful." he muttered, and then his hands went up to gently grip my hips, squeezing them and sliding down to my crotch. I groaned as his thumbs pressed gently and rubbed, and then he massaged my crotch. I groaned and moaned, bouncing a little. When I felt Kendall's boner rub against my ass, I bounced a little harder, pressing down hard. I felt his dick prod the area between my cheeks and I groaned.
"P-please baby? Please? Can we?" I whispered. I know Kendall's sister and mom were awake, so I didn't want to disturb their morning, but I couldn't help myself.
I was scared, bad. Today was Tuesday. Tuesday, surgery day. Kendall was leaving this afternoon, and my stomach churned at the thought. I stared into Kendall's big beautiful eyes and sighed a little. He squeezed my hips a little and smiled, making my heart raise back up a little.
"Yea baby. Sure." he smiled at me and leaned forward, pecking my lips as his hand dove into my boxers. I arched my back a little as his cool fingers met my heated flesh.
"F-" Kendall's hand came to cover my mouth. He smirked as he leaned closer.
"Shh...Be quiet and let me do allll the work."

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After our beautiful love-making, and a quick make out and romp in the shower, we washed and got dressed. I blow-dried my hair and left the bathroom, walking into our shared room to find Kendall sitting there. He was dressed and sat by a small duffle bag on the bed. He looked down at the ground and I noticed the courage he had from earlier was missing.
He looked...terrified.
I hurried over when I heard a small sob and I clung to him. He held me close and I gasped when he squeezed me.
"God, Logie I'm so freaking scared!" I held him closer and sighed.
"I know baby. But it'll be over before you think."
"Do you think so?" he gazed at me with those beautiful emerald eyes of his and I smiled, giving him hope. His lips turned upwards and I kissed Kendall on the lips.
"Come on. Let's get you ready."

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Kendall's leg jiggled up and down, him biting his thumbnail. I stared at him from the other side of the car, my own worry for my boyfriend growing. I reached across the car, and gripped his hand gently. He jumped and looked at me.
"Hey."
"hey." he smiled gently.
"Look you'll be okay, I promise." I leaned across the backseat and kissed him.
"EW, guys, not in the car." Katie groaned, rolling her eyes as she turned around in the front seat. I frowned at her.
"Thanks for the support, baby sister." Kendall scoffed.
"uh-huh." she returned to her DS game, tapping the screen and pushing buttons.
"Don't worry, Kendall. I promise, we'll be there when you wake up." Mama Knight smiled at him in the rear view mirror and Kendall settled back into the seat.

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"So, basically, you have benign prostate cancer. Which means, we're going to remove the parts of your prostate that are infected, and the other parts with the cancer cells?"
I watched Kendall's eyes go large and he shivered gently.
"a-and how will you do t-that?" the doctor, a new one by the name of , smiled warmly.
"The surgeon will insert a scope through the tube that carries urine from your bladder out of the penis. This tube is called the urethra. A special cutting tool is placed through the scope. It is used to remove part of your prostate gland using electricity." Kendall went pale, and I was tempted to squeeze his hand. I turned to the doctor.
"And have you decided on what anesthia?"
"There are different kinds?" Kendall cried. I ignored my boyfriend, who started shivering a little. Despite the times we'd spent in the hospital from hockey as little kids, Kendall ALWAYS had a HUGE fear of doctors and hospitals. He absolutely despised them.
"General anesthesia, or spinal?" the doctor looked a little confused, but Kendall cut him off as he opened his mouth.
"W-What's the difference?" I turned to Kendall and smiled warmly at him.
"It's okay. General is medicine that makes you sleep, and be pain- free. Spinal just keeps you awake and pain-free."
"G-general! I-I choose general!" Kendall looked so scared. I walked to him and sighed, sitting next to him on the bed. At the moment I didn't care who was in the room, Mama Knight, Katie, or the doctor. I traced Kendall's wet cheek, wet from his tears, and I smiled.
"I promise, you'll be fine."
Kendall looked at me and smiled when he saw the truth behind my eyes. He squeezed my hand.
"I'm fine if you're here with Me." he mumbled. I smiled and Kendall took a deep breath, before turning to . He looked a little shocked, but cleared his throat as Kendall smiled.
"I'm ready."

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I watched as Mama Knight walked back and forth, muttering and chewing her nails. Katie sat still, kicking her legs back and forth, tapping on her DS.
"How can you play at a time like this?" I frowned at her. She never turned away from her game, but frowned.
"I trust doctors, unlike Kendall. He's going to be perfectly fine." she went back to her game and I looked at her mom.
"Mama Knight?" I stood and walked over to her, placing a hand on her shoulder. She wiped her eyes quickly.
"Yes?"
"He'll be fine. I checked this hospital; it's one of the best in Hollywood." I whispered. She nodded and looked at the doors they had taken Kendall through not long ago. She stared for a moment before turning towards me. She chewed her thumbnail and rubbed her eyes.
"How long does the surgery take?"
"An hour."
"Post-op?"
"About an hour."
"And how long will it probably take him to wake up from the medicine?"
"Another hour." I whispered. Mama Knight gave a small sigh as she sat down.
"How long has he been gone?"
"About thirty minutes."

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As soon as the doctor appeared, a surgeon at his side dressed in scrubs, we all stood and hurried over.
"Is he okay?" Mama Knight asked.
"Did the surgery go fine?" I said quickly. I clutched my hand to my chest and bit my lip.
"Yes the surgery went perfectly fine. About a week of radiation and he'll be ready to go home." the surgeon smiled and I suddenly had another thought.
"w-what if the cancer does a relapse?" the doctors glanced at each other. sighed.
"Most likely he'll need chemotherapy, and then his prostate gland will need to be removed."
"And if that doesn't work?" Mama Knight had her hands clasped together in a tight grip. Katie stood behind her mom, her eyebrows knitted together. I knew the eleven-year old was smart, but she clearly couldn't understand, and it made her upset. gave us a grim look.
"Chemotherapy continues until..." he trailed off. We all looked at each other with grim looks and Katie stepped forward.
"When can we see him?"
"You may see him now. He is in room 313." the doctors nodded at Katie as she smiled.
"But be careful, he might still be woozy from the anesthetic." the surgeon said before turning and walking away. We waited until they left, before I ran for Kendall's room, ignoring the doctors around me. The nurses yelled and I dodged people in wheelchairs. I slid open Kendall's door and stopped when I saw him in the bed.
He was asleep, his face pale, his eyelids fluttering gently. His nose didn't twitch and he had a few I.V's hooked up to his wrist, one in his arm. I gently walked over, my hand clutching my chest as my heart thumped hard in my chest. I slowly walked over, pulling the chair close. I sat down slowly, before I reached over and gently grasped Kendall's hand.
I gently stroked Kendall's cheek, giving a grim smile to myself as I waited for my lover to wake up.

A/N
Ehhhhhh sort of dramatic but oh well...next chapter will be the surgery and stuff in Kendall's POV so be looking out for my next update!

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