A/N - If there are lines being spoke without direct indication of who , it's just back and forth speaking in a pattern form. This black butler story takes place in modern time, Not old times like in the Anime/Manga. I do not own blackbutler/kuroshitsuji or the characters. I do own the plot of the follwing story. I do not own any brand name items, companys/businesses, or merchandise in my story. All credit goes to rightful owners
By the time two boys finally got home the atmosphere felt like it would settle down, the moment they walked throught the door little communication was used ciel went to take a shower and sebastian desided he would make dinner.
Sebastian had finnished making dinner , ate and was sitting on the couch one leg laying across the cushions other on the floor, trying to relax with reading but felt worryed the other boy was taking long just to bathe when suddenly "sebastian"
he looked over the edge of the couch " hm? had a nice shower?"
"sure, what did u make?" Ciel was drying off his hair with a towel around his neck wearing shorts and one of sebastians sweaters, it was slightly big on him , but he wore the others clothing quiet often at home and sebastion like it , it made ciel so cute like a little kid that wanted to be hugged
"Pork cutlet Donburi your bowl is in the microwave but it should still be warm"
sebastain hurd the footsteps wander off into the kitchen and back towards him he figured ciel was going back to him room because of todays ocurance, but then hurd a flop , and movement was felt on the cushions, he closed his book and put it on the coffee table and the smaller of the two leaned back on the ravine haired boys chest with his knees huddled up eating his warm dinner
sebastian sighed a little annoyed, ciel slurpped his noodles and looked up at the teen
"whats wrong with you now?"
"I was in the middle of reading"
"but you always let me sit like this cant you just read around me or something"
"what, going to read the book with me this time"
"depends what book it is, you could even read it aloud to me"
"its the secret garden"
"that book again havent you read it about a bagillian times AND watch the movie?"
sebastian wrapped is arms around ciels waist and placed his chin on his head
"eh?"
"i simple enjoy the book so whats wrong with me rereading it a couple of times atleast its not like your obsesion with alice in wonderland"
"wha- it's not an obsesion it's a great storie!" ciel knew it was kind of an obsesion he even made is own version of the dress and wore it to school but a lass he was in dehnile
sebastian chuckled and reached over and grabbed the book holding it open with one hand so that he could still hold ciel with the other, ciel put his empty bowl on the table and read along sebastian ocasianly having to fip the page back because sebastain read to fast for him
its was quiet and they had probably read a hole two or three chapters making ciel bored he wasnt one for reading so he started thinking about earlyer today, yes it was true he like sebastian he had for a long time but didnt realy think sebastian like him, there was somethings they did that some couples might do but he didnt realy think to much about it and he didnt think sebastian did eather they grew up together and were close and acted that way as if naturel and it was for him, he thought into it every now and again but not greatly. the thing that was bugging him was the fact that sebastian had to find out about him and alois the way he did, alois was a sex friend, that was it, he knew there would not be anything real between them, atleast not to him, he knew alois had wanted to do it with him and it was okay with ciel because he was using him for a substitute for sebastian , and he figured he was a substitute as well, he knew it wasnt the right thing to do but it was the only thing he could think to do at the time and went with it, but now he was going to have to fix it, big time
"um, hey, sebastion"
"hm?"
"do you ... really..love me like you said today"
"yes i do" he said placing the book on the table and looking down at ciel
ciel looks up putting his head on sebastians shoulder and grabs the hand wrapped around his own waist and holds it
"does that mean your going to hold me like normal"
"yes"
"cook for me still"
"yes"
"get up on time for school"
"hm, no promisses" sebastian smileing knowing ciel was taking the few words into consideration
"well, um will you.. ki.. kiss me" he said it in a soft voice slightly hoping sebastian didnt hear him, he leaned his face into sebastian neck
"eh?" ciel only got a second of confusion befor sebastian used his free hand to hold ciels chin so he could kiss him lightly on those pink lips making ciels face the color of azaleas, the boy looked like he was in a trance when sebastian pulled away , sebastian grabbed the book and started reading out load as though nothing happened, ciel just currled up even tighter, feeling guilty for his actions from today, now not wanting to face sebastian, knowing any second he could brake down into tears from the guilt and regret, he wondered how bad he hurt sebastian , what will happen if he pretends if non of this happened , and how long will things stay like they once were, he had to many questions with no answers
hey there guys if ur reading this chapter then i hope you know that the other chapters have been fix! i had read throught them and had saw that a few words were missing from what i had origanaly wrote, but it does not effect the storie in any way! Yay! :D
because these parts were missing, from what i had seen, here is some information from previous chappies! - madam red is ciels teacher, undertaker is nurse/science teacher, and home ec teacher is fred aberline.
if there are any goof ups at all pleaze tell me! ^w^