New Beginnings Chapter 7, a twilight fanfic

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Chapter 7

BellaPov

When we had finally arrived at the Cullens house I felt nervous and excited and all of the talk Jasper and I had I didn't even think about his family, what if they didn't want me? I am a lot to take on I mean I have Naima to consider. If I change I will want to go back into her life at one point. What if they didn't like me? I had felt a lot of emotions in the past day and one of which being that I wanted to be with Jasper, now that I found him I didn't want to leave him. I needed help and I wanted to accept his offer of turning but if the Cullens didn't want me then I guess I need to find another way, I'm sure Jasper would turn me himself right?

I must have been in a daze because I can't even remember the drive over and I couldn't even focus on getting out of the car on my own and it wasn't until Alice shook me out of my reverie and gave me a hug, followed by Edward.

"Don't worry Bella...the family are very excited about you joining us if that is what you choose." He whispered low enough in my ear so that all of the humans could not hear. As we broke apart I felt this instant connection to Edward and I almost didn't want our hug to end he was the protective big brother I never had. He smiled a huge smile at me as I could tell my thoughts were amusing him, stupid, mind reading teenage geriatric! At this he was nearly in stitches laughing causing my whole family and his to stare at him like he was a crazy person.

"Come on Bella, ready to go in?" Jasper asked while he threaded his fingers into mine and I was nervous and I was unsure of myself, once I go into this house my entire future is gonna change...deciding to bite the bullet I just nodded and walked up the steps toward the mansion which looked even bigger that what it normally does, was it this big yesterday? What am I gonna say to them, hey I don't wanna die so can you kill me? Yeah because that's gonna work out well.

This whole situation is ridiculous I mean if anyone heard my story they would lock me up in a loony bin. Teenage mother, dead baby daddy, dead parent and step-parent, vampire boyfriend and wolves as step-siblings what the hell? Even I want to lock me up right now. Edward was practically pissing himself laughing at me.

"What are you laughing at Edward?" Jasper was curious and smiling at him like he lost the plot. "If it is possible Edward have flipped, became unhinged." I laughed along with the others I was to bust laughing I didn't realise I had reached the living room.

I walked into the living room and saw Carlisle and Esme standing smiling at me, the latter giving me a hug..."Welcome to the family Bella..." she whispered into my ear causing me to pull her tighter and whisper back "thank you" This really is a family and I am feeling closer and closer as time went on.

I turned and saw Rosalie and Emmett sitting on the leather chair with Rose on his knee..."HEY BELLA!" Emmett was overly enthusiastic toward me and Rosalie gave me a smile but was so preoccupied with Naima who was out of The car seat quicker than I could say blood and was giggling as Rose played with her. In that moment I could see the pain in her eyes this girl is a survivor...whatever she went through as a human obviously made her a strong vampire, I was looking forward to get to know her the most.

Alice and Edward who was staring at me with shock and pride were sitting together on the loveseat not touching as much as Rose and Emmett but side by side with knees, hips and hands connected on one side. Peter and Charlotte were sitting in the window seat in a very security, protectiveness stance about them. Every single couple were made for each other, they were like magnets...one moves so does the other.

"...no of course I agree..." I was broken out of my head yet again by Charlie and Carlisle deep in discussion in the corner.

"Dad...considering this involves me what do you say the conversation gets moved over here?" I asked as I sat down on the floor beside Jasper and closest to Rose, Naima and Emmett. Naima was sitting on Rose's knee and playing with Emmetts leather wristband which had the most beautiful Crest pressed to it.

"Sure sure Bells I will indeed..." Both men sat down beside their partners, I was only noticing Leah and Seth were not here.

"Where is the other two?" I asked as Sue laughed.

"As soon as Seth found out about the media room in the basement he was sold and Leah went shopping with some friends we dropped her off on the way." I only nodded and noticed my hand had not left Jaspers the whole time. Everyone sat in awkward silence for about thirty seconds before I decided to jump in.

"Ok so...Jasper gave me options last night and I just wanted you all to know them because in the long run they might include all of you." All of them nodded and smiled at me while Naima giggled and reached out for Emmett whom was blowing raspberries on her arm.

"Bella, before we look at worst case scenario I have came up with a few medical options. There is a doctor doing a clinical trial I can get you in. The treatment is an IL2 triple cocktail of drugs designed to attack the tumour from growing and spreading to the rest of the body. You would need to come to the hospital tomorrow for some tests." I was shocked because every other doctor and told me no and it's too aggressive and yet this would allow me to be with my daughter for longer so obviously I am gonna go for it.

"But...if the drug doesn't work them I have Charlie's permission to resort to plan B..." I nodded at him and smiled.

"Bella I want you to understand this...after your transition you would be at your most volatile and uncontrollable. You wouldn't be able to see Naima for a while." I already knew that and I had a sneaking suspicion Charlie did to because his face didn't seem to change or react in anyway. What should I do? My daughter is my world and as I sat there looking at her in Emmetts arms I realised that I need to at least have the chance to be there for her as a human just a little bit longer. As I glanced around at everyone I felt my entire throat constrict and close.

"So Bells...what are you going to do?" Dad was looking at me with such hope and I have to try for him and Naima. I just nodded my head and looked at dad.

"I have to try Dad...Naima needs me and I need her." I don't know if I could bear being away from my baby girl for any length of time so a year would kill me.

"Bella I don't want to lose you baby..." I could see my dad start to have tears in his eyes. And I do not want him to hurt, if I try this treatment and it doesn't work...then what? I stood up and hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear..."you won't lose me..." He held on for dear life and I looked over to Jasper who smiled at me.

JASPERPOV

The gears were turning faster and faster in her head and I could see the strength and determination in her voice as she explained to her father what she was thinking as she walked over and sat back down beside me, her hand subconsciously found mine again.

"Bella...plan B will still be an option if the treatment fails to work." It sounds bad but I kinda wish the treatment doesn't work. For my own selfish reasons I want to spend the rest of my existence being with Bella and loving her the way she deserves to be loved. Edward glanced at me and gave me a heavy dose of understanding and approval.

"Ok...well how does that work?" I kinda zoned out as Carlisle explained to her and Charlie the changing process.

It felt good to know I had the support of my family when it comes to Bella, I would have hated it to come down to a choice, I mean Bella is my mate but the Cullens are my family and that's what we are...a family.

"If it does work then I will be cancer free?" I could feel her squeeze my hand even tighter and the waves of worry radiated from her so I tried to hit her with a small dose of calm and apparently that worked because I could rapidly feel her hand loosen off a little.

"Well that is the idea...but the side effects aren't good." Carlisle...I am so glad I have him in my life because I couldn't do this without him. As he continued to talk everyone in the room was getting a little overwhelmed at the IL2 treatment side effects. How can I help her? I love her...I do and I have spent all my life waiting to be with her. God please someone help me.

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