Did you guys like the last chapter? Heres chapter 7
Chapter 7-making decisions to fix yourself
JJ had been realized from the hospital and was sat on the sofa wrapped in a blanket she was still a bit cold but the doctor said she would be like that for a couple of weeks, she wrapped the blanket around her shoulders and laid her head back on the cushion she had, had the abortion are as a bit saw from it, she was glad to have some piece and quiet while Will and Henry went to the supermarket as there was no food in the house. She got up from the sofa and walked into the kitchen and made herself a big mug of hot chocolate to warm herself up. She sat back down on the sofa holding her mug and turned on the TV getting lost in her thoughts. She was trying to focus on how she could become herself again but she was just scared that when she tried to get close to Will again she wouldn't be able to let him in. She closed her eyes forgetting about everything and just cleared all her thoughts. She was woken up to the front door slamming she jolted out of her sleep to see Henry running into his play area and started playing with his toys. JJ got up from the sofa and walked into the kitchen to see Will unpacking bags of food.
JJ-hey
Will-hey you okay?
JJ-yeah yeah I just fell asleep
JJ picked up some of the food out of the bags and helped Will put them away once they had finished they made lunch and all sat down and ate some sandwiches JJ smiled as she watched her son enjoy his lunch and be his normal happy self she didn't get how someone could be so happy but then remembered that he was 3 years old and didn't understand what was going on. Once they had cleaned up JJ sat back down on the sofa wrapping the blanket back around her when Will joined her wrapping his arm around her shoulder, she laid her head onto his chest as he stroked her hair.
JJ- I'm scared
Will-of what?
JJ-letting you in again
Will-you know I'm not going to hurt you right?
JJ-I know, I know its just every time I feel like I can let you kiss me I just see him and I can't…
Will pulled JJ's face towards him so she was looking him into the eyes
Will-close your eyes and think of me only me
JJ closed her eyes and did what Will said, he
Leant in and kissed her softly on the lips she kissed him back for a couple of seconds before she jolted away from him
Will sighed knowing it was hard for her.
JJ-I'm sorry
Will-it's okay it's just going to take time I'll be here when you're ready
JJ nodded biting her lip and laid her head back down onto his chest.
Will-how are you really feeling you know after.
JJ-its swore but I'm okay I don't feel anything about what I did
Will-that's okay
JJ-you know I've being thinking and I really want to get back to my normal self so I was thinking of taking some time off work.
Will-yeah how long?
JJ-I don't know yet I was just going to see how I feel first then decide what I want to do.
Will-okay well if that's what you want to do I fully support you.
Later that evening JJ was finishing getting Henry settled for bed bathing him and reading him a bedtime story, She helped him into his pajamas and watched as he climb onto his new big boy bed. Once he was snuggled up she sat next to him pulling out his favorite book and started reading it to him until he fell asleep, she ran her hand through his soft blonde hair and kissed his forehead leaving his room, turning off the night light closing the door behind her. While JJ was getting Henry settled Will thought it would be a good idea if he did something that could help JJ relax, he walked into their bathroom and started the hot water into the bath tub pouring in the bubble bath, he walked over to one of the cupboards and pulled out the set of candles that were in there and set them up around the room, once he had set them up he started to light them and watched as the bubbles grew in the bath turning on the cold water so it was boiling hot. He went into the kitchen and got out a bottle of wine and 2 glasses to put them in and placed them into the bathroom. He went back into the bedroom and waited for JJ to return knowing she would need a nice relaxing evening just the two of them.
Once JJ had left Henry's room she walked into her and Will's bedroom to see him sat down on the bed she smiled at him and walked in front of him taking hold of his hands.
Will-hey you
JJ-hey he's out cold
Will-good that means we can have a nice peaceful evening to ourselves
JJ smiled at Will and nodded ,that's all she wanted a nice evening where she could just be with Will and become herself again she looked around the room and then saw a flicker come from the bathroom.
JJ-yeah that sounds good think I'm going to have a bath care to join me?
Will-id love to
JJ walked towards the bathroom and opened the door and was shocked to see a bubble bath waiting for her with candles and wine, she smiled and turned around to Will who was stood smiling at her, he walked towards her wrapping his arms around her waist walking them into the bathroom, Once they both undressed and got into the bath Will pourd them both a glass of wine handing her one of the glasses, JJ took the glass and laid her head back on the side of the tub closing her eyes.
JJ-this is amazing
Will-I'm glad you like it
JJ-I love it thank you
Will-you deserve to have some time to relax
JJ smiled and sat up moving slowly so she was sat in front of Will. She leaned her head onto his bare chest as he wrapped his arms around her stomach and kissed her head. She was glad she had Will in her life and that he would always be there for her ,she had never met anyone who had loved her so much and she was so happy she could have that and she felt the same.
JJ-thank you for everything
Will-what you mean everything?
JJ-just everything you've done you gave up your life in your hometown to be with me and put everything on the line when I'm hardly ever here and I never see you or Henry and for looking after me through all of this
Will listened to what JJ had to say as he splashed the bubbles around them both slowly and leant his head on top of hers.
Will-and I don't regret doing any of that because I love you with all my heart you're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm always going to look after you.
JJ-I know and that's why I'm so glad I have you I don't think I could have done any of this by myself
Will-you are the strongest person I know and you are going to get through this and with moments like this that is going to happen you know why, because you haven't let that monster take all of you your still you, you he might of taken some of you but he will never take all of you.
JJ let a couple of tears fall down her cheek before she turned around and kissed will on the lips deeply, she missed his soft gentle touch and how every time they kissed a spark would run through her body like when they first kissed. After they had both dried off and changed into their night clothes JJ got into bed and snuggled up next to Will drawing circles onto his chest.
JJ-I can do this
Will-I know you can
JJ kissed Will's chest and placed her head onto him and closed her eyes falling into a peaceful night's sleep. Will stayed awake watching her as she spelt for her first time without having any nightmares of what he had done to her. He knew that her spending time away from work and just with him and Henry and by herself would be good for and make her be herself again , all he had to do was waiting and he was willing to one day he would have his JJ back and on that day he wouldn't take it for granted he would do the one thing he has being waiting months to do he will ask her to marry him and hope she says yes.
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