Chapter 7.
I hate you...
Clares POV-
I couldn't believe it... Eli already had done...that...
I got home and wiped my tears, walking in.
"Clare Diana Edwards, where have you been young lady?!" I heard my mom yell as she came down the stairs.
"Would you please leave me alone for more than two seconds?! Seriously, Helen." I yelled back at her, not daring to call her mom; That had earned a small gasp from her, "I've been good, but still I don't have the slightest bit of trust from you?" I scoffed, "Why? Why do you and dad have to do this to me? You go and get a devorce, you see I'm unhappy here at home so why not just let me be and I'll be home when I get home!" I yelled and pushed past her and ran up the stairs to my room.
I hated her! I hate them both! I ran into my room, slamming the door behind me and locked it and then walked over to my bed and burried my face into my pillows, screaming into them. I started to cry... I couldn't help it. My mom and dad were getting a devorce and there was nothing I could do about it. Alli got her heart broken by Drew. I rolled my eyes. I always knew Alli was taking things to fast. I know I am with Eli, But he made me feel happy... Then I remember Julia and all my happiness is gone.
I heard a soft knock on my door, "Clarebear open up..." I heard my mom sigh.
"GO AWAY!" I yelled, "I don't ever want to see you again! You try having your family torn apart and alls you're left with is nothing." I felt hot tears slidding down my face. I don't care if I was being dramatic, I had every right to be. My sister was gone, my dad was moving and I was stuck in the middle of it all.
"You don't mean that. I know you don't. Things will get better, I promise you that, Clare. You may hate me now, but you'll soon understand why we made this choice. We don't mean to hurt you in anyway or form." She said and I heard her walk away from my door.
I tossed my pillow at an old photo of My dad, my mom, Darcy and I. I'd remember that day. We had just had a picnic for my moms birthday. My mom and dad were happy then... We all were... after Darce left, nothing had been the same. The days seemed to get longer and seemed a bit slower..
I picked up my book bag and took my iPod out, putting in my ear buds and unlocked the screen. I put it on my playlist. I laid there, thinking, the sound of happy music flowing threw my ears. After about three songs, Not Ready To Make Nice by The Dixie Chicks came on. Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I shouldMy thoughts shifted to Eli. Do I forgive him or do I stay mad? Plus, he never even knew I was alive at the time...And I was with KC. I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I shouldI decided I was going to forgive him. I picked up my phone to send him a message...
Elis POV-
I had been laying on my bed ever since Clare had left. What in the hell was I going to do, Beg for forgiveness? I then felt my phone vibrate and saw I had one new text message so I opened it;
"From: ClareBear Hey, can we maybe meet at the ravine?...;/"
I instantly sat up to reply back
"To: ClareBear Of course, see you in ten."
She walked over to the car and got in, looking at me and I turned to face her as well.
"Clare... Can I just say I-" I was caught off gaurd when I felt her lips press firmly against my own and we shared a soft; simple kiss. She pulled away and looked into my eyes.
"Eli, I wanted to meet you here to tell you, I shouldn't of got angry in any way at all at you for something that happened in the past. You didn't know I was here; on earth. And I didn't know you. I was with KC at the time as well." She said and scooted closer to me and I looked at her.
"Clare, I'm glad you forgave me" I sighed out, letting a small smirk form on my face.
I didn't know what to write about for a long time. ;p But, chapter 7 is up now.
Not sure what to write about for this story...
