I DON'T OWN THE FOSTERS, IF I DID THAT WOULD BE REALLY AWESOME BUT SADLY I DON'T.

('THE WHOLE WORLD IS AGAINST ME')

Callie knew, Callie knew that the whole world was against her. This just proved it to her. What happens when Callie gets sick Christmas eve, how will the family take it? Will relationships end? Will this be the last straw for Callie? Will anything ever be the same again?

AN: So this story was requested by a reader and I hope I do it ok. I promised I would write the story and so I am. :)

Things to know before reading:

JUDE IS ADOPTED

JUDE IS CALLIES HALF BROTHER LIKE IN THE SHOW.

CALLIE HASN'T STARTED LOOKING FOR THE QUINNS.

Previously:

Lena placed her hand on her wifes thigh to give her support. Lena could read Stef and could see what she was going through and trying to do.

"Yeah." Kate sighed and she looked over to the stairs. Something she usually did to see if Callie had changed her routine, but she never did.

"We are going to do anything to get her back." Lena explained, rubbing Stefs thigh softly to give her comfort, remind her that shes there for her.

"I know, im here to help. Bill and I are going to help you, its just up to her." Kate explained as she looked to Bill for his confirmation. She got a nod in response.

"We know." Lena sighed out.

"Im..Im just gonna..." Stef rambled pointing outside. Lena nodded and watched her wife go.

Stef stood up and headed outside for some fresh air. She didn't want to cry in front of Bill and Kate, so crying outside was the best option.

xxxxxxx

Callie sat on the couch staring into space. She was thinking about her possible future. What would she do when she aged out of the system? How would she survive? Those sorts of things ran through Callies mind every minute of the day, ever since she left the Adams – Foster household.

Callie was suppose to be doing her assignment for school but she couldn't stay focused enough to do it. Focusing lately was becoming impossible but she tried.

The other kids were around the house doing their homework, most preferred to study and do homework in their rooms.

Callie didn't know how long she had zoned out for but the next thing she knew, was Kate calling her name. Shaking her head a little to snap herself out of her daydream, still keeping her head down as to not make eye contact, something she had been doing for days now.

"Callie." Kates voice rang in her ears but she didn't look up.

"Callie, look whos here to see you." From the corner of her eyes, Callie could see more then one set of feet. She slowly looked up and just stared at them with wide eyes yet they were blank, no emotion at all.

Callie just stared. She had no idea what she was feeling but all that she knew right now was that she had to get away from them.

"Oh my." Callie heard and saw Lena whisper as she put her hand over her mouth and her eyes began to water with unshed tears. Callie looked away. She knew how much she had changed but she really didn't care.

"Hey Callie." Stef stepped forward with a small smile. Callie could see she was hesitant but also hiding her emotions, not too well because Callie could see right through her.

Callie didn't know what to do. Lena and Stef were here because she wouldn't talk to Bill. Bill brought them here so they could try to get her to talk to him. She wouldn't give him that satisfaction.

She gave the four of them a last glance over before she stood and gathered her things.

"Callie." Kate called as Callie gathered her things. Callie just blocked her out and gathered her things faster.

"Callie." Kate called again as Callie disappeared up the stairs without a glance back.

If Callie had glanced back she would have noticed the last person standing with Lena, Stef, Bill and Kate. Her brother Jude, the one person who could probably make everything alright.

xxxxxxx

Callie curled up on her bed, tears that she had kept hidden for days slowly started to fall. The people she cared about were down stairs and she didn't know why they were here other then Bill was desperate for her to talk.

Rolling onto her other side, Callie looked out the window and up at the sky and let out a little sob. She sniffled a little and wiped her nose.

"Mom, can you hear me?" Callie whispered to herself as she looked at the sky. She needed someone to talk to desperately and the only one that she could really talk and that would understand was her mom.

Callie hugged her pillow tightly and continued to sob softly and look at the sky. She wanted her mom to answer her back but she knew it would never happen. She was alone in this world and she did that to herself.

"Im so sorry mom. Im so so so sorry mommy. I messed everything up for myself, I broke the promise of always being there for him when I got tossed into Juvie. Its my fault we got tossed around so much and now he hates me. I ruin everything for him. What do I do? Will he be alright there without me? Mom?" Callie asked, praying that she would get some answers, maybe her mom was angry at her for breaking her promise. She tried, she really did but maybe that wasn't enough and now this loneliness she felt was her punishment.

"Please send me a sign to show me what to do...please...please, just anything. Mommy Please?" Callie tried again, begging and sobbing.

"Callie...Cal, Can I come in?" Callies breath caught in her throat at the voice that she had just heard.

Callie couldn't remember seeing Jude with Lena and Stef down stairs and she wondered if this was her sign from her mom, maybe her mom was helping, maybe her mom wasn't angry at all and understood the positions Callie had been in and was in.

Callie felt the bed dip at her hip and a hand on her shoulder. She let out a little sob as she familiar touch of her brother ignited her body with love. Love she had missed, love she had craved and now he was here in her room.

Callie didn't dare turn around, she didn't want her brother too see her in the state she was. She looked a mess, not the strong, independent, confident woman she had been portraying. Right now she was a broken, blubbering heap laying on a bed.

Callie heard Jude take a deep breath and release it as he stroked her arm and squeezed it to show her that he was there. She knew that was his way of getting her attention. Her attention he got even though she wasn't showing it, he knew she was listening.

"Callie. I just came to tell you that Im sorry. I don't hate you, none of us do. We really don't. I have no right to say that I hate you and that you ruin everything. You protected me, loved me and cared for me all these years and I never thanked you enough for everything you gave up to make sure I had a good life. You sacrificed your happiness for mine and I am forever grateful." Jude got out. He could feel Callie shaking underneath his touch and he couldn't help but let the tears fall from his eyes at the sight of his sister, the pain she must be feeling after sacrificing everything she had to give him a better life, to have it all thrown back in her face.

"Cal." Jude sighed out. He stood from the bed and walked around to the window side of the bed so he could look Callie in the face. He knelt down so he could see her face. She closed her eyes and put her left hand across her face so he couldn't see her eyes. Mainly so she couldn't see the look of disappointment in his eyes.

He wasn't giving up that easy. He reached across with his left hand and took Callies right hand that was resting under the pillow supporting her head. He gave her hand a squeeze, his show of support and love.

"You held me when I was upset, you wiped away the tears, you fixed any sores and you chased away my nightmares and fears. Now its my turn to look after you and make sure you have a future, a good future. No one can replace you Callie, you're my big sister. Your future is with me, Callie. Im nothing without you. Please come back home. I miss you, we all miss you. I love you Callie." Jude finished with a sob. He leant down and placed a gentle kiss on her cheek and wiped away a stray tear that fell down her cheek from under her hand.

Jude stood from his kneeling position, he went to release Callies hand. Her grip tightened on his and wouldn't let go. Jude gave a small smile, even though Callie couldn't see it with her hand in her face.

"Ill come back tomorrow. Ill come back everyday if I have too. Just please, when you are ready, come back to us, too me." Jude reassured his sister. He pecked her cheek again and wiped away another one of her tears.

"I love you Cal." Jude said as he left the room with a smile. He had hopefully gotten through to her but she still loved him, she had squeezed his hand and hadn't let go. She was still his Callie, all that needed to be done was for her to come back out of the shell she had created and smash the wall she had built up.

Jude was determined to pull her out of the shell and smash down that wall, one way or another he was going to do it. He was going to get his sister back.

"I love you Jude. Always have, always will. " Callie whispered when Jude walked away, he was too far away to hear her.

Callie moved her hand from her face and smiled a small smile. She understood the sign her mom had sent her and couldn't help feel a little better. She just didn't understand what the sign was telling her. Only time would tell.

"I love you Mommy, thank you."

SORRY GUYS, JUST A SMALL ONE TODAY.

MORE TO COME.

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