This Fire
A/N: I keep
putting off writing but now I'm finally sitting myself down to get
this fic done. I hate writers who never complete their work and would
you look at what I'm doing!
Song at the end is This
Fire by Franz Ferdinand
I ran out of songs so I threw that one I
there…It works kinda.
Warnings: Language, male on male, a bit ooc
(xxx)
Groaning Heero opened his eyes using one hand to shield the light from his vision he sat up slowly glancing around the unfamiliar bedroom closing his eyes he let his head clear. It one quick jolt he remembered going to the club last night and getting piss drunk, he remembered making out with someone before his world went black. Glaring at himself he looked down to find himself in his black boxers. He blinked as he heard low voices, both male, coming from the hallway, from what he could he they were arguing he could finally hear what they were arguing about as they drew close to the door.
"I'm serious we should take him to a hospital, he was so wasted he could have alcohol poisoning or something and you just want to 'let him sleep it off' what if he fucking dies? That'll look way worse then us brining in a passed out guy." One voice hissed out, another deeper voice cut in "Yeah we'll I think he's just hung over, he'll be fine I mean if we bring him to the hospital and he wakes up freaking out they might think we did something to him, we could get in shit don't you think?" The deeper voiced guy had risen from whispering to a normal speaking tone. "Let's just open this door and check on him okay?"
"Fine whatever but if he dies it's your fault I'm taking no blame in it" Heero sat back against the headboard as the door swung open he let his glare slide off his face as to not scare the two young men who had just entered. Both were dressed in jeans, the brunette had a green tank top on, and the darker haired brunette was wearing a tight black t-shirt. The lighter haired one had his hair longer falling around his shoulders, and the darker haired one had his spiked up with hair gel. Both had looks of surprise on their faces, "Ah…you're awake" the lighter haired one spoke, the one with the higher voice, leaving the darker haired one to be the one with the lower voice.
Heero nodded, looking from the two guys, "I'm Matt" the lighter brunette introduced himself, "And this is Joel" the one Joel nodded, and Heero had a flash of himself and Joel grinding the night before. "Are…you feeling okay?" Matt asked, obviously nervous. Joel sighed "I'll get you some water" he stated and left the room, Matt stood there fidgeting while Heero looked around the room, Joel came back and handed Heero a glass of water then sat on the edge of the bed while Matt fidgeted some more looking at Heero, then quickly looking away, looking back, looking away, looking back, looking away until Joel kicked him.
Heero finished the water coughed to clear his throat then looked at the two men before sighing. "What happened last night?" He asked his voice came out quiet, as if he hadn't used it in ages.
Matt looked at Joel who sighed, "We were dancing last night you offered to buy me a shot, I saw Matt here, my boyfriend introduced you to him you called Matt cute and fukable, I asked if you wanted to fuck him you said sure, I asked if I could fuck you then and you nodded we came back here for that reason as we were getting down to it you suddenly jut blacked out and wouldn't wake back up. No we didn't keep….playing with you, we put you in this bed to let you sleep off all the alcohol, It was Matt who said you looked piss drunk, drunk out of you mind but I didn't give a fuck I mean you wanted to fuck so whatever…hey?" Matt glared at his boyfriend "Sometimes you're such an ass"
Heero laughed, a low chuckle which surprised both of the guys, "I said 'fuckable' what the hell did I drink last night that doesn't sound like me at all, no wait I really haven't been acting like myself for a long time now" Heero sighed and ran his hand through his bangs, "Today is Saturday" Heero stated but they took it as a question and nodded Heero groaned "What time is it?" He glanced at his watch and froze "its 3…in the afternoon? I need my clothes, where are they?" Matt quickly grabbed Heero's clothes from on top of a dresser and handed them to Heero who quickly dressed, checked himself out in the mirror and sighed. The clothes could pass for normal everyday clothes, just a little tighter then he'd normally wear to meet his friends, it might raise suspicion but he didn't have time to get home and change. "My car…It's still back there isn't it…"
"Joel can drive you back to the club" Matt offered glaring at his boyfriend Heero glanced at Joel who gave Matt a once over "Fine whatever don't get so angry at me over nothing" Joel glanced at Heero "What was your name again?" Matt looked to Heero as well, "Heero" was the monotone reply both men nodded. "Come on Heero lets ride" Joel jerked his head towards the door then strode out; Heero followed nodding to Matt as he walked past the jittery young man. Once they were in the car Joel turned the music up and smiled at Heero, who managed a small smile back. Joel sighed "It's really to bad I didn't get to fuck you…your really hot plus I think Matt wanted to see me fucking someone else, "You two have a open relationship?" Joel smiled "Naw that was the first time we were going to try something like that" Heero smiled "Sorry I passed out" Joel glanced at Heero "You serious?" Heero raised an eyebrow "I'm always serious" Joel grinned at Heero before turning to pay attention to the road again. One more turn and they were back at the club.
Grinning Joel leant over towards Heero "Maybe they'll be a next time hey? I really wouldn't mind fucking you…or watching you and Matt" Heero smirked "That'd be…interesting" Thy closed the distance between them and kissed, hard fighting for dominance with much tongue. Breathing hard they broke apart, when a loud knock sounded on the window Joel jerked and turned to face the widow while Heero calmly turned to see who was knocking and froze, his breath hitched in his throat his eyes widened. A pair of violet eyes stared back at him, neutral, nothing showing in those depths. "Hell Heero, I see you've been…keeping busy." Heero sat frozen in his seat his hand finding the door handle he carefully opened it and stepped out facing his violet eyed ex-love.
"Duo…what are you doing here?" Heero finally managed, not liking the feelings running through him at the moment, the one he hated the most was the shock. His old Gundam Pilot skills were screaming at him for letting hi guard down. Duo smiled a bright flash of teeth "Oh you know just in the area" He waved his arm vaguely then turned towards Heero, "we couldn't find you yesterday Quatre was having kittens looking for you, so we put out a look for you car and lo behold! It's found here, of all places I was the closest so I deiced to wait." The smile as still on his face but the look in his eyes was deadly. "I should shoot you Heero Yuy, I don't give a fuck! The guys are telling me you're depressed, on the verge of falling into alcoholism, that you've stopped living and have jut been existing, that I should come back and talk with you. Instead I find you making out in a parking lot, you don't looked to depressed to me Yuy" Duo let out a bitter laugh Heero moved away from Joel's car, Joel was watching with a startled expression on his face. Heero turned to Joel "Go home to you boyfriend Joel" Joel nodded "See yah Heero"
Heero and Duo both watched Joel back out and drive off his music blasting. Duo turned to Heero "Boyfriend?" He questioned, Heero nodded before moving past Duo towards his own car, not looking the other man in the eyes. Duo trailed after him "What was that? He cheating on his boyfriend with you" Heero shook his head no and kept walking when Duo grabbed him around the shoulders "Then what?" Heero sighed, I was at this club last night meet them both we were heading back to their place when I passed out from the alcohol they took care of me until this afternoon when I woke up. Joel and I were just playing around with each other, that's all you saw." Duo just stared after Heero, "You've opened up so much Heero…but in all the wrong ways, you fucking moron, you're like the town slut now." Heero winced "I don't fuck around that much Duo; I just get drunk a lot. I don't go to the clubs to find someone worth sharing a bed with; I come to these places to forget everything…" He let the words 'forget you' hang in the air between them
Duo sighed and racked
his hand through his hair "I don't get it if you loved me so much
then why? Why did you have to break what we had?" Heero shook his
head and stared at the sky. "I have no excuses I'm an idiot"
"Yeah, you are" Duo stalked past Heero to his motorcycle, Duo
suddenly snarled and kicked the bike before wincing and grabbing
foot, wincing once more he dropped to his knees and ran his hands
over his new baby's chrome making sure he didn't scratch the
paint or dent the metal.
"I hate this! I hate it! I love you!"
Duo screamed facing Heero, Heero froze his eyes going wide. "I love
you too" Heero whispered, Duo screamed again yanking at his hair,
"Why can't I hate you? Why can't I slam my fist into your face
say I hate you and walk away find someone new? Why do I still love
you?" Heero shook his head, and Duo grabbed him by the shoulders
smashing their mouths together in a heated and violet kiss. When they
broke apart both men were breathing hard their lips swelling. Lust,
love and hatred swan in Duo's eyes, Heero groaned reaching out to
grab Duo's jacket. Duo let him, they both stood there in the empty
parking lot staring at one another "Fuck you" Duo snarled then
pulled Heero in and kissed him, Heero startled opened his mouth and
Duo took over the kiss Heero had one shocked thought 'When did Duo
get so dominate?'
Staggering apart for the second time they both walked away from one another before Duo whispered, "I'm re-joining the Preventers" Heero turned to face Duo "You…are?" "Yes, I need to be with you guys my family…" Heero moved closer to Duo reaching out for him again Duo took a step back, "I'll try again with you Heero, I can see your hurting, we're both hurting Katt's right, we need each other to heal. I love you still and you love me, so lets try it again Heero. This time though, you cheat on my and I'll blow a hole right through your forehead." Heero gave a quiet dry chuckle, "If you serious about…taking me back after what I pulled I promise to never, ever cheat on you again."
Duo stared at Heero and raised his hand Heero clasped it "I promise" he repeated Duo shut his eyes turning his head to the side "Fuck you, dammit I love you and I know your telling the truth" Tears slid down Duo's face as he turned to Heero he gasped tears slid out Heero's eyes as well, a sight Duo thought he'd never see groaning in unison they grabbed each other and kissed arms wrapping tightly around the other they stood in silence hugging. Until Duo laughed "But no sex for a while Heero, we're going to date, get back into the feel of on another" Duo smirked a mischievous little smile, Heero laughed "If it's you I'm waiting for I can hold of, I can join the world of celibacy if it leads to us together again Duo." Duo blinked "It's just my body your after isn't it? I mean I know I'm sexy but really Yuy…" Duo gave a cheeky grin groped Heero's ass he quickly turned away, "I'll staying with Quatre right now, pick me up tonight at 8:00 think of somewhere nice for our date Heero. Bye bye!"
Heero stood in the parking lot staring after Duo he was sure the look on his face was priceless for Duo left laughing hysterically. Duo was going to kill him with teasing, until he finally let Heero back into his bed. Sighing Heero smiled ,that was his Duo alright closing his eyes he decided to drop the club going, try and drop the alcohol, if him and Duo were starting over he wanted to do things right. He couldn't fuck this up, he loved Duo and thanked whatever stars that Duo still loved him enough to try again.
Eyes This fire is out of
control Eyes
Boring away
through me
paralyze
controlling completely
Now
There is
a fire in me
A fire that burns
I'm going to burn this city
Burn this city
This fire
is out of control
We're gonna burn this city
Burn this
city
This fire is out of control
We're gonna burn this city
Burn this city
This fire is out of control
We're gonna
burn it
I'll Burn it
I'll Burn it
Burn it
down
Burning a way through me
Overwhelm
Destroying
so sweetly
Now
There is a fire in me
A fire that burns
-End-
A/N: The ending wasn't as corny as last time, yay! Last time it was so sweet my teeth hurt just reading it. It's very OOC but that's just how it is, m'kay? xD
