A/N: So I'm 20 it's about 10:00pn on a Saturday night and nearly everyone I know is out and I'm currently sitting on my couch and right around the time when I texted my friend I was bored and got back, "On a date talk later. Too bad that fanfiction site can't find you a boyfriend or at least some more friends." I decided to write a new chapter and live vicariously though my characters.

So this is for anyone else who has nothing to do on a Saturday night.

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Jacob POV:

It was about 4:30 in the morning when I awoke with a start after Quil kicked me in his sleep. I tried getting back to sleep for about 20 mins before I have up. Due to touring my sleep pattern is all over the place. I finally gave up instead I went into the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water and apple before sitting down at the table flicking through the catalogues on the table, when Leah's door opened, and out she walked her hair and makeup down wearing a plain white top and black pants,

Noticing me sitting there she jumped back slightly in surprise,

"Sorry I didn't mean to frighten you."

"No, no its fine just not used to other people being in the house is all, why are you up at this time? Did I wake you?"

"Nah that would be Quil's big feet kicking me. What about you? Why are you awake I'm assuming I didn't wake you since you have you hair and makeup done."

She smiled slightly, "No you did wake me I just look this fabulous all at time, no that's a lie, I'm just about to leave to go to work!"

This confused me, "I thought you worked at night."

Almost instantly she became nervous, almost like she didn't want this subject to come up, "I do, I work at the supermarket the mornings then some days at a small bookshop not too far away and at nights I work at an arena. So I'll probably be most of your shows."

"Three jobs? Wow that's a lot do you have to work three jobs. I mean I know it's not my place, you don't have to answer if you don't want too" I trailed off feeling uncomfortable after all I didn't really know this girl I've only spoken to her a handful of times.

"No its ok I don't have to money issues but there's other reasons for working so much and keeping busy." By now she had finished gathering her stuff and came to sit down beside me, almost absentmindedly grabbing my apple and taking a bite from it.

We sat in comfortable silence passing the apple back and forth, when suddenly I couldn't hold back what I've wanted to say since I ran into her this afternoon, there was something I needed her to know."

"Leah I was just wonder about that night 2 years ago at the lion? Well after wards you might have heard the song, "what makes you beautiful" and I just needed to tell you that I wrote it for.."
She jumped up from her seat cutting off the last of my sentence, "I got to go sorry." and with that she hurried away without so much as a backwards glance.

I heard the front door close, "you. I wrote it for you." I whispered into the empty air in front of me.

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Leah POV:

Driving to work giving myself a stern lecturer, I mean it's been two years and I still can't think straight when I'm around him.

What's worse is I'm still so hurt by his actions. Let's be honest the first night was perfect. Then came the backlash. And it hurt me a lot but I could put up with it thinking that at least Jake thought I was special. Until that press release came out, saying that I was nothing more than a fan, that's the only reason he was ok being seen around a fat girl like me. Then I lost my family and right when I needed it I heard that stupid beautiful song which I stupidly convinced myself it was about me like a hidden message. Until the pictures of him and Bella Swan the most famous pop princess of our generation dancing, holding each other so intimately.

And I wasn't angry at him or anything after all it was me I am angry at. In reality it was me who believed that he being friendly must mean he likes me. It was me that allowed that photo of those two together overshadow my sadness for my family's death. It was me who believed that Embry would always be by my side and mostly it was me who believed I was anything more than a completely average girl whose family didn't even want to be around.

Then yesterday and even this morning I forget the truth and convinced myself over and over that he likes me. I can't do that again; I have to be smart, keep reminding myself that it's not like that. But that's harder than I thought when he looks at me like he does. That's why I had to leave so quickly I knew what he was going to say, that he wrote the song for Bella.

My internal anger flared here I was once again letting this boy overtake everything in my life it's like all the barriers I have that stop me getting hurt again are nothing more than paper compared to the sledgehammer that is Jacob Black.

It ridiculous I mean this instant for all I know he's on the phone to his manager and are grabbing their stuff to head to the hotel right this second.

And I'll never see him. I mean them again.

And once again proving how weak I truly am that thought was enough to send tears streaming down my face.

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Jacob POV:

After Leah left I headed back to sleep.

We then spent the day hanging around Leah's house watching movies playing play station. It was one of the rare days where we had to do no press; it was about 2:00 pm when Emmett finally got a hold of me. He was more excited than a 2 year old girl to hear that not only had I run into Leah but that we were at her house. He was with me acting as security the night I met Leah and smacked me up the back of the head for letting her get away without even her number.

We spent a long time figuring out what we were going to do, were we going to continue using dopple gangers now we've figured out the kinks, like giving them our wallets. Where were we going to stay? For us we would rather stay her at Leah's it was comfortable here, but agreed we needed to check with her when she gets home.

The phone rang later that night at about 6:00 we all froze not sure whether to answer it for Leah or not, luckily it wasn't long before the answering machine picked it up. Almost immediately a male's voice echoed throughout the house.

"Leah you there? Hello! No answer alright so your either ignoring me still
Or your doing what you've always done and working to keep yourself busy. God Leah don't you realist you can't keep this up I want Leah back. I know you think I abandoned you I didn't I had to leave but it's nothing like what happened with your fa..."

Leah who had just entered the front door upon hearing that voice ran to the answering machine picking it up and threw it across the room. We all sat there shocked, from my limited time with her I knew Leah to be sassy and a little bit cheeky but not violent. It wasn't till Leah realized what she had done that she gasped loudly placing her hands over her mouth.

Paul walked over to Leah and gently placed his hands on her shoulder pulling her into a hug. It had been 2 minutes since Leah's gasp and not a single noise had been made since then slowly getting louder and louder sobs began escaping Leah's mouth being slightly muffled by Paul's jacket.

We sat horrified as this girl broke down in front if us. Until Paul placed one hand under her legs and carried her up the hall into her room.

Before this I only guessed something was different with Leah, judging by her sometimes hesitance to answer anything her dramatic weight loss but now hearing those heart wrenching sobs I realize it's worse than I thought.

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A/N: Alright there we have it. Have to say right now this story is a bit sad and confusing so didn't really help with my mood, but I know it's going to get better. And ass always read and review

Love you all Alli