Summery: Jess loved her. Rory said she loved him. So why is she saying she doesn't? Literation,cause everything else is a waste to write.

OHMYGOSH! I'm soooo sorry! SO SO SO Sorry for the non updating! lol I was busy with school, and the whole 'what the heckoronie should I write?' but I hope this looooooooong chapter will make up for it!

Chapter 7: Whats his goal now?

Previosly:Rory's P.O.V
"Im pregnat." I let tears fall."Its not yours." His face broke again,as he wiped away a single tear.

"Whos is it?"He asked quitely.

"Its not important," I said quickly.

"Who Rory!" He replied.

"Jess..."

"WHO RORY?" he said again.


I mumbeld a quick responce as quitely as he asked. He nodded slowly,processing the information,and left,heart broken and in pain.

Lorelai's P.O.V

"Mom,what do I do?" She cried.

"Dunno,"I replied coldy.

" I...I didn't...Oh...mommy!"She sobbed,my heart broke as I pulled her closer. I was sad,I was dissapointed,and angry even, but Rory is my daughter.Mine. I wasn't about to stare at her as she sobbed herself to sleep.

-----------------------------NORMAL P.O.V------------------------------------------------

He walked warily, his brown eyes seriose. Focased. On the ground,watching as the wind picked up dry leaves and tossed them about. He felt...lost. Confused. Alone.

Why was this happening to him? He thought... He thought that they we're right. He thought she'd be the one. He knew she'd be the one. He was so happy. So... inlove. So complete. He'd do anything to have her again. Anything. But now... it seemed impossible. He felt like he was reaching for a star in the middle of the day.

He sat down on the bench, his knees felt weak. He felt weak. Jess sighed, could he even walk to the diner? It seemed near impossible.

"Once it smiled a silent dwell,where people did not dwell,they had gone unto the wars,trusting the mild eyed stars." He silently quoted. Rory hated that quote... it made her sad. He remeberd that day.

FLASHBACK

"Once it smiled a silent dwell, where people did not dwell." A poet quietly said in a deep,husky voice.Rory shiverd.

"Whats wrong,babe?" Jess had asked,handing her a cup of coffee.

"That poem seems so...dark." She whisperd.

"Sorry." He appoliged.

"I don't mind.." She smiled,and kissed his cheek. He grinned. He so loved this girl.

END

The thoughts brought tears to the corners of his eyes. He'd never have this again. He'd never be that happy again. Everything he worked for...everything he tried so hard to get for her... was over. They we're over. What use could he do now? He... he always had a goal for each day. Make her smile.

What was his goal now?

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Normal P.O.V

Rory layed on her soft, comtable bed, pillows under her and blanket up to her chin. The room was dark, except for the pink, blue, and green lights from her Powerpuff Girls night light.

How far is that? She does the breaking? She does the cheating? She does the different-man-impregnated? Yet Jess is still the one, appoligizing and trying to fix everything. And Rory's laying on her bed, comtable as can be, with everything she needs arm length away. Not far.

Nothings far anymore. She thought angrily, sqeezing on her stuffed animal tightly. I can't believe I was so stupid. I can't. I was... he... oh!

Rory was crying now. She hadn't even relised it. But she was. Tears were freely flowing down her flushed cheeks and onto her Winnie The Poor stuffed bear. Why was she so stupid? Why? She loved Jess. Loved. And not that puppy dog love. Not that 'i love you,' giggaly crap! She was inlove with him so bad it hurt. And now... none of that mattered. Why did this happen? Why?

It didn't seem far. "Rory are you okay?" Lorelai's soft kind voice broke threw her thoughts.

"Its not far, mom!" Cried Rory, bawling louder and sadder every moment.

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Lorelai's P.O.V

I hate that kid. Boy, do I hate that kid. I finially figured out who Rory did that big uhh uh with. Him! That demonic Lindsey-loving- taylor-worshiping boy! I hate him! How dare he? I can't believe this happend! I can't believe it! Ohh... I want to kill that poopy poopenhimmer!!

Flashback-

Lorelai walked into Doose's. She didn't really want to be in the prying eyes of S.H but her and Rory were out of their most important items.

Snatching a few peices of food, some chocolate, a band aid and some soap she headed for the registor.

"Hey Dean, " She smiled at him, a quick not to important smile.

He looked up... his eyes scared... his face full of shock. " He...hel...hello." He stammered, in a 'AHH IM GUNNA DIE' voice.

"Hello." She laughed at him. "Whats up with the whole Mr. Dr.Suess Stammering?"

"Uhm..." He started but looked up when a new customer came in the diner. Lindsey? With big red puffy eyes?

"I hate you, Dean! How dare you?" She screamed, an angry Mrs.Lindsey Mom came in with a short rant of how evil Dean is.

"Oh,." She looked shocked at Lorelai. "Supprised to see you here."

"Why's that?" Lorelai asked, awful confused.

" Well figured you'd be with that slut of a daughter."

"Excuse me?" Lorelai barked.

"You know, " Lindsey added snarkily. "The one who breaks up marriges by sleeping with women's husbands... like Mr. Dean over here." She finished then walked away, and out of the store.

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Dean's gunna be the father of my grandchild. And I hate him more then hell itself.

A/N. How is everyone? Whatcha all think of this?? hmm??