It's been a couple weeks since his teacher agreed to be "fuck buddies" and nothing more. Eren greedily takes whatever the man gives, and always leaves wanting more. Armin hasn't questioned the love bites and hickeys all over him or where he's been going, thankfully. Mikasa and Jean did though.

His thoughts were scattered when an arm slung around his neck. "Just me and you tonight for drinks. Let's get smashed and stay the night with each other. What do you say, Eren?" He looked over to see Jean, only inches from his face. "Unless your little boyfriend is keeping you busy tonight?" Eren sighed. Levi wouldn't care, so what does it matter… "Okay. First, let me turn in my art project and then we can go."

Eren started walking to the art studio, praying like hell Levi wasn't there. His heart hurts too bad when he sees the man unless it's in private. Levi treats him like a normal student in public, but at his house he treats Eren like he's precious to him.

He ignored Jean's chattering as he opened the door to the room, heart sinking when he saw his teacher. Jean bumped into him when he stopped walking forward. "What's wrong?" Jean wrapped his arm around Eren's waist and looked at him with concern. He kept telling himself he didn't care. He faked a smile and looked up at his friend. "Nothing."

Eren walked over to Levi and handed him his painting. He felt somewhat happy when he noticed the man eyeing Jean. He wanted to see that face raging with jealousy. Eren walked over and slipped his arm through Jean's, who froze with shock. As they walked out of the door, Eren made sure Levi could hear him. "Am I staying at your place or do you want to stay at mine?" Jean giggled like a school girl and picked him up. "I'm not picky. But just so you know, I live alone." "Good. Your place it is."

As Levi watched the two walk out, he felt fire burning in his stomach. With clenched fists, he slammed knuckles down against his desk, a small crack ran through the wood. He squeezed his eyes shut and forced himself to calm down, breathing in and out slowly.

He doesn't understand why he is so upset. Eren isn't his, so he can do whatever he wants. But then again, does the boy's friend not see his marks all over Eren? His marks. That makes Eren his. Right?

Levi let his head fall onto his desk. His stomach wouldn't stop churning. He grabbed his head and tried to push out the images flashing though his mind. He thought of Eren, spread out and flushed… with that other guy.

Levi pushed himself out of his chair and rushed out of the room. The sooner he can get home, the sooner he can drink wine and relax. No more thinking of that shitty brat.


Eren changed into his favorite black button up and black skinny jeans. He glanced in the mirror and his reflection surprised him. There were bags under his eyes and he was pale. Casually sleeping with the man he loved was really getting to him. Wait… Love? Eren shook his head and fled his room, not wanting to think anymore.

He walked out to where Jean was waiting, standing by his car. "Let's go to the store and get some junk food and booze." Eren nodded his head and got in the car. They stocked up on chips and chocolates and cakes and everything else. "Eren, what alcohol do you prefer?" Eren looked around the alcohol isle until he spotted what he wanted. "Umm, whiskey?" "Damn. You really do want to get smashed, huh?" "I like the burn." Eren shrugged and walked off to the check-out line.

Eren's heart sank as he realized where Jean was going. "So you live here?" He glanced around nervously. Levi's house was right up the road. Who knew Jean could afford such a place. "Yea, with my mom. She's never home. So I pretty much stay here by myself." They pulled into the house next to Levi's. Eren gulped and opened the door with a shaky hand, cursing silently.

Walking inside Jean's home, he noted how different it was from Levi's. Everything was bright and had a happy atmosphere. There weren't any antiques around, instead there was empty, white walls and light furniture, giving it a modern feel. He sighed. This isn't my prince's castle. Eren blushed at the stupid thought.

"Grab a snack and we'll watch a movie." Eren nodded and grabbed a bag of chips and his bottle of whiskey. Jean started an Avenger's movie. After the movie ended and they ate half of the snacks, Jean suggested a game. "How about we play quarters?" Eren grinned. He's pretty good at that game. "Okay."

Jean grabbed a glass and a quarter and placed it in the middle of the coffee table. "You go first, or me?" "You can." Jean's face lit up. He grabbed the quarter and bounced it on the table, ringing the cup perfectly.

Eren's eyes widened. He might be fucked. "Okay, Jeager. Take a shot." Eren sighed and lifted his bottle of whiskey to his lips, letting the liquid burn down his throat. Jean picked up the quarter and bounced it again, ringing the cup. "Fuck, Jean. How often have you played this?" He downed more whiskey. "Often enough to whoop your ass at it." Jean smirked and continued to ring the cup.

After many gulps of whiskey, Eren was about ready to give up. His nose was already numb. Before he could call it quits, Jean finally missed. "Yes! Payback you mother fucker!" Eren grabbed the coin and bounced it into the cup. "Drink up, bitch." Jean sighed. "Eren, you're really feisty when you're wasted." "Shut the fuck up and drink." "You have a potty mouth too." Jean took a swig of his vodka. Eren continued ringing the cup until they were both equally drunk and Jean called quits.

Jean glanced over at Eren with a goofy grin. "I have another game we can play."


Levi was snuggled in his bed reading a book and sipping on his wine. He tried so hard to get Eren out of his mind. The boy was driving him crazy. He's never felt this way before. He doesn't care about Eren… right? Right.. Eren is just a toy for him. He's just a fuck buddy with no strings attached. He seriously doubts Eren will sleep with anybody else, seeing as he can get laid by Levi whenever he wants.

He jumped at the sound of his phone ringing. He glanced down and saw Eren's name flashing across his screen. Levi hit the answer. "Hello?"

"Jean! You're too fucking big." "No, I'm not. You're very flexible. Just stay still for a minute." "Jean! Seriously. You're huge! Just do the tip. If you just do the tip it won't be so bad."

Levi froze. He heard panting and grunting. He felt sick on his stomach. Eren must have accidentally called him.. Some timing..

"Eren, ngh… grit your teeth. I'm moving." "Jean! Ah!" Eren screamed out and –

Levi hung up his phone and threw it across the room. He's never truly cried before, but now, tears seemed to be streaming down his face. Why… Why does he felt betrayed and heartbroken? He downed a whole bottle of wine and took a couple muscle relaxers. He let Eren's face be the last thing in his mind before he passed out.


"Dammit Jean! Why didn't you just use the tip of your finger?" Jean pouted. "That's cheating. It said left hand on green. Not left pinky on green. Dumbass." Eren shoved his friend off of him. "I'm never playing twister with you again. You suck at it." Jean pulled Eren on top of him.

"Fine then. Let's fuck." Eren laughed and placed his hand on the other boy's face. "No way. I'm going to bed."

Eren sat down on the couch and pulled out his phone to check the time. He saw a missed call from Armin and a call from… No. It says he called..Levi. His heart sunk. What all did Levi hear? Nothing bad, surely. He hit call. He started worrying after several failed attempts to get in touch with his teacher. Maybe he should check on him.

"Hey Jean, I'm going somewhere." Without waiting for his friend's reply, he rushed out of the house and headed down the street towards Levi.

He opened the door and called out to his teacher. He walked to the living-room to find it empty. He was becoming more and more nervous. He rushed up the stairs and pushed open the bedroom door. His heart sunk. He saw an empty wine bottle at the doorway to the bathroom. He slowly walked over to it, his hands trembled. Glancing in the bathroom, he felt his stomach churn and had the urge to scream Levi's name. He rushed over and kneeled down next to the man, eyeing a pill bottle on the floor.

"Levi…" He whispered. Eren gathered the man in his arms and held him to his chest. He placed Levi's head against his neck just so he could feel the soft breaths. He squeezed his eyes shut as he cried silently. He eventually drifted off to sleep on the tile floor against the bathtub with Levi curled in his arms.