Chapter 7- I can't believe what I've done

Eren's POV

I couldn't believe that Levi put me on desk today. Business was going by pretty smooth and he thought it would be better to just put me on desk duty.

I wanted to help out with the security and I thought he would let me.

I kept glaring at the computer screen at front of me when I heard the bell ring for service. Putting on my fake smile I looked up to talk to the customer. "Sorry about that, how may I help you today?" I took a closer look at the man and he seemed pretty young. He was also dashingly handsome. He leans in and puts on a breath taking smile. "I wanted to check into my room, underneath the name Marco." I felt heat rise to my checks as he leaned in closer. I turned to my computer and checked him in. When I confirmed it, I handed him his keys.

Our hands brushed a bit and he pulled it closer to him. "Could I take you out for dinner tonight?" My face felt hot and I nodded not really considering it. "I'll meet you at the hotel's restaurant when your shift ends." I nodded and cleared my throat to speak to him. "I end at 8:00." He smiles and kisses the back of my hand then leaves. After sitting there for 10 min I realize that I just screwed up big time.

I'm going on a date with another man and Levi is going to kill me.

I pull at the ends of my hair and stared at my hands. I remember the ring that Levi gave me and wondered if the man saw it. I'm pretty sure he did because I handed him the keys with my left hand.

Fuck! I am so dead when Levi finds out! I need to tell that man when dinner comes that I can't make it.

I hurriedly text Levi and ask when he ended work. Maybe just maybe he would be a little busy so I could cover it up. I heard my phone ring and saw that that he was calling me. Oh shit. "Eren I can't end work early tonight but just wait for me at the lobby. I'll be finished at 10:00 if not sooner." He sighed as if he was stressed. "Ok I'll just wait for you then." He rushed a goodbye and hangs up. I'm thankful he's busy but the weight on my heart is painful.

Well I could now say I was a bit more than 50 percent sure that I was gay.

I wished that Petra was here so I could have talked to her and maybe she would have stopped me or the guy would have talked to her. The thing is though, is that she didn't feel too well after 2 hours I arrived and left work early.

It was now 7:00 and I had about an hour left till 8:00. I stared at the glass doors and thought about my situation. When I get there I would be honest instead of beating around the bush and tell him I can't stay there with him and run the heck out of there. I think that should do it. I took track in high school and always got first place, so I could out run him.

About half an hour before 8:00 the man who normally comes for his shift walks in and waves to me. I smile and wave back at him as he disappears to check in. Just as I turned to face the doors, I felt cold soft hands grasped my torso and I stop in place. I cautiously turn to see who it is and warm lips peck mines, it was Levi. He ruffles my hair and gives me a questioning look. "Is that any way to look at your fiancé?" I scrunch my eyebrows and tilt my head to the right. "You look like you've seen a ghost." Oh yeah I did, if the person you're trying to avoid right now was considered one then sure I did. I threw on the most convincing smile that I could make and look up at him. "I was just caught off guard, no biggie." He laughs and I feel shivers from the way he laughs, it was attractive. "And you want to be part of the security." He shakes his head and walks away with a bunch of older men in suits. He probably has a meeting with them.

I glanced at the time on my laptop and it now read 7:55. I saw the man taking over my shift walk over to the desk and decided I would clock out now.

I made my way towards the back and clocked out. I gathered all my things in my bag and left it in my locker. I only took my phone and wallet with me since it would be about two hours before Levi finished.

As I made my way to the hotel's restaurant my palms felt clammy. Outside of the entrance stood the man named Marco. He glanced towards me and gave me a smile. A few more steps and I would have to decline him them make a run for it.

"Eren." He called out and hugged me. "Let's go in." He led me into the restaurant and I tried to decline him. "Wait, I just realize I have important business to run to. So I can't sit and chat with you." I glanced towards the ground and he lifts my face up towards him. "And what could that be?" We stood for about five minutes before I just gave up. Hopefully Levi won't show up anytime soon and no one would think we were on a date.

I shook my head and told him never mind. We were then seated at the right side of the restaurant and we quickly glanced at the menu and ordered. I wanted this over soon!

He made eye contact with me and we started to talk about life and what his occupation was and what was mine. I found out that he worked in the hospital as a doctor and was on a business trip. We continued to casually talk when out of nowhere I feel shivers run throughout my body.

I just so happen to glance at my left and saw Levi glaring at me and throwing Marco a look of murderous intent. I looked away and after 15 min I saw the men he was with stand up and shake his hand. After they left he pushed in his chair and made his way over.

Oh fuck.

I was forcefully pulled up and Levi clenched my wrist with so much force that it would leave a mark. "O-ow. You're hurting me." I manage to whisper to him but all I saw from him was hurt, jealousy, and malice. He held my wrist even tighter and faced Marco.

"Don't you fuckin dare come any closer to my fiancé." He spat the words out with so much venom that I cringed at every word. He pulled me close to him and turned to walk away pulling me with him. Before we got any further out of ear shot from Marco, Levi said something that confused me. "Tell Kenny to fuck off." He said it loud and clear for Marco to hear as he glanced back at him and then looked away. I looked at Marco once more and he held an amuse look.

We exited the lobby and were now in the garage. His gripped was still harsh on my wrist and I saw that blood dripped from it. He unlocked his car and shoves me into the passenger's side and buckled me in. He shuts the door close and muttered 'fuck'.

The only thing that kept me from breaking down because of my guilt was the pain and blood trailing down my wrist. If I wasn't on lobby duty then maybe I wouldn't have gotten into this mess. I heard his side of the car open and shut close and he started to speak. "Eren." I could see that he tried to calmly speak to me but anger was clear in his voice. "Eren, look at me." I didn't dare disobey him and slowly but warily looked at him.

I knew he wanted an explanation so I quickly spoke before he did. "I'm so sorry Levi, please don't hurt me. I made a mistake, I didn't mean to go somewhere with him. We were talking and next thing I knew it, I just agreed to go with him. I wanted to make things right and fix things on my own but I couldn't and I'm so sorry Levi, I-I'm sorry Levi, I'm sorry please don't hurt me." I felt a hand brush away something wet on my face. I was crying. Shit I was crying and I'm fucking at fault.

Sobs were filled throughout the silent car and Levi continuously wiped away my tears. Once my tears dried up and I stopped crying a waterfall he glared at me and I felt terrible all over. "Don't ever do that again. If I ever see anything like it again then I will not hesitate to kill the man or be it a woman." His eyes held a murderous intent and I knew it wasn't impossible for him to kill someone. He eyes soften after a minute and reach out to hold my hands. "And I will never hurt you but if it comes to it just now that it's for your own good." He gently touches the wrist that's covered in cuts and apologizes for it.

He reaches for the back and takes a first aid kit. I don't ask questions because come on, my fiancé is in the mafia. He disinfects and quickly bandages it. He looks up from my wrist and gives me a small kiss.

The rest of the ride home was silent and it did not help the feeling that was in my gut. Levi didn't say anything afterwards and I didn't feel like I had the right to talk to him. He didn't even glance at me like he usually does. I can guess that he's really mad.

Once we were in the house. I left him to go to our room first to just give him some time alone. I sat on our sofa staring aimlessly at the wall. I felt my eyelids begin to slowly close and I was asleep.

Levi POV

This shitty brat somewhat cheated on me. How dare he think he could do something like that when I gave him so much.

I furiously clenched my hands and thought back to the man he was with. At the back of his neck was the tattoo that symbolized Kenny's mafia. That bastard of a fucking uncle. To use someone to steal my fiancé and use him is an underhand trick. He's making a move and I need to keep Eren safe.

I called Hanji and before I could say anything she apologize furiously saying she didn't notice that tattoo on his neck. She kept apologizing and I had enough. I told her to do a better job and hung up. I just wanted to clean myself of today's grime and sleep.

I took a quick shower and went to go look for Eren. "Eren." I called out to him. No answer. "Eren?" I felt panic rise in me. I rushed down the stairs and found him sound asleep on the couch. I let out a breath. I never had any problems with the security on my home but with Eren with me, nothing ever seems safe unless he's in my sight. I made my way to carry him up to our room, when he started to whimper. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry Levi!" Tears fell from his eyes as they shot open and Eren rubbed at his eyes to stop from crying.

I was in a frantic state because he wouldn't stop crying. So just like my mother I hummed a song. He must of felt very bad if he wakes up crying like this. After a while I sit him down on the couch and he hesitantly reaches out for my hand.

What a brave shitty brat.

I let him take it and he puts my hand close to the side if his face. "I'm sorry Levi. I didn't mean to do that. It was... I... I was thinking." I give him a very small but noticeable grin. I might as well take advantage of this situation. "You could do something to make it up to me." At those words his eyes lit up like a pumpkin on Halloween. "You could make out with me." He blushes and looks away. He gives a nod and wait patiently.

After the most dreading wait and decided maybe he wasn't ready. Before I could speak he crashes his lips with mine. It last pretty long with none of us breaking out for air. He grips my hair and deepens the kiss. I feel my lips curl into a smile but he lets go and we're both left panting. I look at his flustered checks, how cute. "Not bad brat." He looks away still gasping for air. "I forgive you, but we could always go for another kiss." I pulled him in for another and he leans in to it. He's shitty for doing something stupid but I forgive him. For now I'll pick the choice that I will least regret, and that's making out with the bright eyes brat across from me.

Author's Note-

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