Jessie: Hi People! Sorry about not writing a new chapter recently. I have been having some problems. Anyways, that will take WAY to long to get into.

I had writers block on this story and the other chapter I winged it. No I'm inspired! Here is the next chapter of Lost Love!

Disclaimer: I do not own Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel, because if I did, Angel would be dead or not exist! Preferably dead! I own all the charactrs

mentioned in the last disclaimer!

Chapter 7: Discoveries

Tara, who had come with them since they didn't know their way around Sunnydale, nervously stuttered; "M-m-may-be w-we s-should a-all calm

d-down." Rebecca sneered at her. "Calm down! My husband is a bloody vampire! One of the very creatures that I kill!" Meanwhile Nicholas

and Anne stared at their son in horror. "My baby is a vampire." whispered Anne in shock. She burst out sobbing and Nicholas held her as she cryed.

Buffy froze. Rebecca was Spike's, no William's wife? He had been married? He had never told her that! Spike, at the same time was not sure how

to react. His wife and his family had died 120-131 years ago! What the hell was going on!?

Both Spike and Buffy were startled when Rebecca lunged at Spike, stake in hand. She snapped out of her stupor and quickly jumped in front of Spike.

She grabbed Rebecca's wrist and twisted it behind her back, pulling her arm up until it was at her shoulderblades and she was on the ground in wincing

in pain.

Buffy snarled as her eyes flashed in an almost feral way. "Do NOT touch him unless you have a death wish!" Rebecca and the others, Spike especially

were startled by her odd behavior. Tara just looked concerned. "B-Buffy, m-maybe y-you s-should c-calm d-down." stuttered Tara. "Buffy, sweetie,

I need you to sing for me. Buffy took several deep breaths, closed her eyes, and then started to sing.

I can't escape this hell

So many times i've tried

But i'm still caged inside

Somebody get me through this nightmare

I can't control myself

So what if you can see the dark inside of me

No one will ever change this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

I can't escape myself

So many times i've lied

But there's still rage inside

Somebody get me through this nightmare

I can't control myself

Some what if you can see the dark inside of me

No one will ever change this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

Somebody help me through this nightmare

I can't control myself

Somebody wake me from this nightmare

I can't escape this hell

(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)

Some what if you can see the dark inside of me

No one will ever change this animal I have become

Help me believe it's not the real me

Somebody help me tame this animal

this animal I have become

Spike stared at Buffy as Tara cradled her. She calmed down and then smiled at Tara. "Thanks Tara, I needed that!" Then she turned and glared

at Rebecca, who was holding her arm that Buffy had broken. "Do that again and I'll make you wish you hadn't." she growled. Spike took that

moment to intervene. "Anyone want to tell me what the bloody hell is going on!?" he demanded. Buffy sighed. "The Council of Wankers told us

that twelve bodies were unburied in Egland and brought to Sunnyhell and brought back to life using black magic. This is them. End of Story."

He stared at them. "R-Rebecca? Is it really you?" he asked softly. "Yes, William, it is really me." she replied. Before she could say anything

more, he swept her into a passionate kiss. Buffy watched as a look of pain swept onto her face. Spike and Rebecca finally broke their kiss.

Spike's eyes held joy in them as he starred at her lovingly. He rested his forehead against hers, and murmured, "I love you Becca, and I'll never

leave you again. I've never stopped loving you after you died, and I'll never stop loving you now and for the rest of eternity."

Buffy held back her sobs as slipped into the shadows, not realizing that Tara was following her. "B-Buffy, are you alright? I-I know t-that y-you

c-care for h-him v-very- m-much. It was then that she broke down sobbing. "That's not it T-Tara! I-I L-love h-him!" she managed to ge out between

sobs. Tara'a eyes widened in shock. She knew that Buffy had feelings for the blond haired vampire, but she had never thought Buffy loved him.

It was then that she remembered Spike's words to Rebecca. "I am so sorry s-sweetie!" She kneeled in front of of the slayer and held her in her

arms and rocked her until she had stopped sobbing. "C-Come o-on s-sweetie, l-let's g-get y-you h-home." They walked back to Revello Drive

and got back inside, only to run into Faith.

Faith saw that Buffy's eyes were puffy and that she had streaks from where she had been crying earlier. "Buffy! What happened? Why are you

crying? Did someone do this to you on purpose? Do you want me to kick someone's ass?" she yelled, anger coursing through her at the thought

of her fellow sister-slayer being hurt.

Buffy was touched that Faith was reacting like this on her behalf. "It's a long story Faith." Faith put a hand on her shoulder, looked her in the eyes,

and said, "I have plenty of time to listen." Buffy nodded. "Let's go to my room."

Buffy's room, ten minutes later

They were finally in her room. They had made a detour to the kitchen and grabbed some ice cream, spoons, and other essentials. In otherwords, they

had grabbed some pickles, wasabi, horse radish, ketchup, crackers, chocolate and strawberry syrup, and bananna's.(A/N: I am SO gagging think about all

that together! I think I am going to throw up!) Faith watched as she put it all in the bowl with her ice cream. "Uh, B? That's REALLY disgusting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

said Faith, who was trying not to throw up. Tara nodded. "I agree to that statment!" Faith the jumped onto her bed. "Okay, enough distractions! SPILL!!!!"

Jessie: I know this is a short chater, but It's 11:15 and my mom is bitching at me to go to bed cause I have school on the morning. Buffy will spill her guts

when I get the next chapter up and Faith finds out about Buffy being pregnant. Ciao