Chapter 7 (I don't own anything) Read and Review pretty please!

Deanpov

I trip over everything in the room practically as I hear Bella's glass breaking screams. I make my way to her room rubbing the sleep from my eyes. She squirms around under the sheets. I hurriedly pull them back and she's punching the mattress like someone's full on attacking her.

"PLEASE NO MORE!"

Sam's peering in as I try to wake her without getting hit myself.

"YOU'RE NOT HIM!"

I narrow my eyes and shake her on the shoulder.

Her eyes open and she literally scoots herself back flying off the bed huddling into a corner of the room. I come towards her and she winces and covers her face as if I was going to hit her.

"Baby girl it's me."

"Not you're not HIM you demonic son of a bitch quit using him!"

I sigh and motion for Sam to give it a try. He nods and slowly kneels down.

"Bells hun… It's Sammy."

She grabs at her temples and starts rocking.

"Weren't the racks enough?! Quit using Dean!? Please…" She lays into a fetal position.

"Who's using Dean?" Sam asks softly reaching to her.

"Dean! Run her a bath make it cold!" Sam yells as he touches her forehead.

My heart flips and I rush into the bathroom.

Sam picks her up and places her in the tub he grabs the shower hose and starts to spray her down.

"I'll get the Tylenol."

I come back with a glass of water and the Tylenol and Sam looks to me as he's holding her and rocking her.

"She's awake now."

"You mean she was still asleep?!"

He nods.

"Jesus!"

I get her to take the pills and she starts to shiver. Sam cuts off the water and I get her a towel.
"Dean?"

I nod carefully approaching her.

"It's me baby."

Her bottom lip quivers and she holds out her arms to me. I nod and take her out of Sam's.

"They won't stop Dean they keep sending you in there."

"In where sweetheart?" I say as I lay her down on the bed.

"They'd take me off the racks and send me to a room they'd sewed my mouth shut so I couldn't talk. They placed over my face so it was covered but I could see everything. They kept sending you in there. I knew it wasn't you but it looked like you I remember trying to talk to you but I knew it wasn't' real nothing in that place is. They used you to torture me."

The room starts to spin on me I feel nauseas.

"Bella…" I whimper in disbelief.

"Dean…?" Sam says looking to me.

"Sammy…" I say and I fucking pass out cold.

"Hey…"

"Come on Dean wake up."

I come to and see Bella and Sam looking over me. I glance at Bella in disbelief and rush to the bathroom and start to puke.

"Man what's come over you." Sam says looking over me

"Dean?" I hear Bella in concern.

"Don't let her in here Sam."

"Man what the hell has come over you?"

I look to Sam and can't hold it in anymore.

"Just give me a sec baby girl I'll be right there ok." I force out but wanted to die.

Sam pulls the door to.

"Sammy…"

I cry into the toilet.

"Damn Dean…" I feel his hand on my back.

"What is it?"

"That wasn't an illusion Sam that really was me. Remember what I told you about the ones I'd tortured. I fucking didn't know. Fuck Sammy I didn't know she was there I didn't see her face!"

Sam sighs and helps me up. He hugs me.

"I did terrible things to her Sammy. I hurt my baby girl and never knew it was her."

"Look we'll figure this out. But you're going to have to come clean to her and tell her the truth."

"How the hell do I do that how do I tell that girl with everything she's been through that the one son of a bitch that was to protect her was the one that made her time in Hell even worse!"

The door opens and I know she heard me as she's giving me that look.

"It was really you?"

I close my eyes and look to the floor in shame.

"You did all that to me!?"

I nod.

"I didn't know baby girl I didn't I…"

"You were willingly torturing people!"

I gasp trying to catch my breath.

"Who are you Dean Winchester?" She says and my heart shatters into a million pieces.

She makes her way over and punches the shit out of me. Baby girl doesn't slap she knows a good right hook. Hell I'm the son of a bitch that taught her. I just never thought I'd be at the receiving end of it.

"Watch her Sam. I'll stay away from her but please you can't leave her alone yet."
He nods and heads out of the bathroom. I go to the sink and go to wash my face off I look in the mirror hating the son of a bitch before me. "YOU DICK!" I mutter to myself.

I dry my face off and make my way out to the patio to give her some space. Only to find baby girl never seizes to amaze me and I'm an undeserving god damn son of a fucking bitch. She comes out slamming the patio door I'm expecting to get punched again. She slams down a beer and has one for herself and she slams down a bottle of whiskey in the middle of the table.

"So you wanna stay away from me to now huh?" She says looking to me bitterly.

I close my eyes.

"Look at me Dean!"

I look into her eyes as she's downing her beer she crosses her arms. We both sit in silence for a bit and she reaches over pouring us both a shot.

"Don't make me drink alone Dean."

"Bella… I…"

"Why'd you do it Dean?"

I down the shot and take the beer to the label not able to look her in the eyes.

"You tortured me for months in Hell and you can't even be man enough to look me in the eyes and tell me why?!"

I turn back and look into those big brown eyes once again the tears fucking come down.

"I didn't know… Baby … I … God!"

She nods and grabs the bottle of whiskey drinking it from the bottle crying herself now as well. She hands me the bottle. We both sit in silence drinking and looking to one another.

"I got time off the racks and off my own torture by accepting a deal to torture others."

She nods and closes her eyes.

"I'm so sorry baby girl. Jesus…"

She nods again biting her lip.

"Hell I probably would have accepted the deal myself Dean."

I shake my head on this. She wouldn't have I know her. She would have stuck it out and bared it all because she wouldn't hurt others like that. Her bottom lip quivers and she takes another swig of whiskey… Baby girl hates whiskey… I sigh in thought.

"You still wanna stay away from me Dean?"

"I hurt you Bella hell I hurt you worse than any other motherfucker out there!"

"Then fine Dean walk away just leave me alone like everyone else!" She slams her fist on the table and I wince.

"Why would you even want me around after what I've done!"

"Dean of course I'm fucking pissed at you! Part of me even hates you! But you got to remember we were both there together a lot of things happened that neither of us are proud of. You couldn't see me…" Suddenly Bella gasp out and shoots back in her chair.

"Bella!" I call out worried she'll fly damn near off the patio.

"They knew!"

"Knew what?!"

"They knew you'd know me! Dean this was a set up! They knew you wouldn't torture me unless…"

Dear God she's right…

"Think about it Dean how many did you torture and how many had a fucking potato sack over their face and couldn't talk or scream for mercy!"

Shit!

"They probably knew I was in love with you." I slip out…

My eyes suddenly widen and I look to the fucking whiskey in blame.

"What?" She says looking to me.

I swallow back and sigh.

"I meant…" Fuck man..

I pinch the bridge of my nose.

"That you were what?"

I stand up and just go with it might as well.

"That's right baby girl I'm in love with you have been…"

"You go from admitting you tortured me in Hell to admitting you're in love with me?"

"It's kind of a thing of mine. Torturing women then telling them I love them."

"Damn it Dean how fucked up can we be?"

"We? You mean me?"

She bites her lower lip shaking her head. She starts to cry and puts her hands to the patio.

"I'd been in love with Dean Winchester for a few years now. I just always thought you saw me as kid Bella. I never thought you'd ever see anything more in me."

What did she just say?

"You say a few years… What about this Edward guy?"

She half smiles.

"I was in love with him or so I thought. What I felt for you though was different and deeper. I honestly just never dreamed you'd see me that way Dean."

"Huh…" I say in thought but got that shitty Dean smile on my face. One I don't deserve.

So baby girl's in love with this son of a bitch?