Authors note: And now with great pleasure I give you the next installment of PSSOM

Paul and Leah

Authors Note: Its my great pleasure to give you the next installment of PSSOM, "All of My Love" "Two Steps Behind" , unfinished for nearly 6 months now i decided to bring it back and finish it in all its right! i hope you enjoy!

All Of My Love/ Two Steps Behind

Pauls POV

Time passed slow for me now.

It was amazing how so many things had changed. For me and for my Leah. Me Paul again. It wasnt long ago that Jacob imprinted on the half vampire imphant "Renesme." It wasnt long ago that I defeated Sam and won my honor. And my mate's.

But in the end I guess it didnt matter how many things had changed compared to the impact they had on our tribe, on me. Sue, Leah, and Seth. Had moved in with Charlie Swan. Go figure right. Turns out they sort of have a thing. Not so lucky for me. Jacob stays at home with his dad some, but mostly with the Cullens.

He's supposed to be my Alpha. But I gues saying it and meaning it is an iffy thing. I had no desire to be in the middle of it any longer. I had lost it all, my Leah and my pack.

And in the end, i didnt even get her back. I stay in my home like a hermit. on my couch starring out of the screen door. Just another Saturday for me. Only my happy summer days are long gone and now everything is turning cold and complicated.

Sam just left. We were needed again. A large clan of bloodsucking vamps were coming to Forks for Jake's imprint.

It was our fight for the tribe again. Me along side my mate. But things were different and cruel. And I still felt no guarantee for our reunion.

Perhaps mabie. But in the end who knows.

xxx

We stood just off the clearing. Snow already beginning to coat the feild.

It was familiar. Memories of our battle against the new borns flood the minds of my pack. I had rejoined them, of course.

Unable to turn my back on the brothers of my tribe. Even Sam.

We could all smell them the moment the bloodsuckers entered the clearing. Pale white faces, red cloaks and the smell of death and human blood.

It was sickening. I heard low growls from my brothers. And eyed my Leah and Seth who were practically close enough to touch although they werent.

The vampires looked a little surprised as we entered into the feild.

Mabie even frightened. But I would never fully attest to it.

The doctor spoke to them.

And then Jake, Edward and Emmett took the small child across the line.

Jake growled and snapped at the one called Aro the leader of the Volturi, as they turned to cross the clearing again.

The Vampire, Aro quickly adressed the beautiful blonde woman that was with them. She wasnt in red. And her eyes were amber. I vaguely recognized her scent from Bella's Wedding.

I watched her murmer a quiet sorry to her sisters right as her body was ripped apart and engulfed in flames.

The Two Sister screamed in outrage.

We prepared for it to happen now.

If it would happen we would be the first to attack.

They were quickly blinded, and made to ease.

It wasnt time. Not yet. I didnt drop my defensed in the slightest.

I wathced as the red eyed woman, Jane used her ablility to cause Edward pain, and Then she wasnt. It was a Testament to these monsters to say the least. That with Bella and her gift theirs were useless.

Dark waves rolled in from her brother, Alec but they couldnt penetrate the sheild.

The Volturi looked outraged.

Aro concluded at they couldnt know what the child would bring to their existence. And would have to be eliminated.

The pixie vampire Allice and her Mate showed up a moment later.

She went to him grabbing his hand.

She could see what we couldnt.

But what we all knew.

That most if not all of us would die.

I only hoped that my Leah would survive. and So would Seth. But a dark foreboding in the air told me that she would perrish protecting the vampires who were kind to her. She would stay loyal to Jake and them. She would die for them. It was who she was.

If I would die it would be for the tribe. Just in my reckless nature. Hot headed Paul Lohote resident asshole and bad boy. It was who I was. And If I died in this clearing at this moment i would be content knowing that I did all I could. And that was just doing me.

My eyes turned to my Leah. Who's eyes met mine in an instant.

I cocked my head to the side, and her tail wagged for a moment.

Then our focus was back on the bloodsuckers.

It seemed like forever before Aro released her hand and he had a pained look on his face.

"Thats your future. Unless you choose different." She said seriously. His shifing eyes looked over all of our faces.

Wolves and Vampires standing together against them.

When the Cullens were questiond again, another witness was brought foreward. A man who was just like the young girl. Only half and 117 yeard old. The cullens to thrilled to see that the child would live a long life.

And the volturi seemed satisfied for now. Though they would probably never forget us or this day as the day they were bested by vegetarians and Shifters.

Hugs were passed all around. Happy faces and smiles.

The somber onlooking of the two sister at the small fires just drifting small embers into the air.

Sam Howled and called us to go. We were finished her.

I looked to my Leah, who was looking between them and us. I howled and took off after my pack. I didnt look back.

(Part 2: Two Steps Behind)

It had been a week since all the vampires who were visiting left. And I had yet to go and see my Leah. And she hadnt come to see me.

It was like were on opposite sides of the line now. She was loyal to another.

I layed on my couch face burried in the cusions. I heard someone come in quietly and ignored it. As I did all visitors as of late. Though I could smell it was Sam.

I could feel his eyes on me from the door.

"A Lot of people didnt understand when I chose Emily over Leah," He started quietly. " It was a hard decision even with the imprint. I loved her. For a long time. Emily was lovely and nice. But Leah was the fire, and the flame. I gave it some time a few nights. And with each night was a new dream. Myself and Leah happy together off at colledge, both becoming Lawyers and moving to the big city. Another where it was Emily and myself, we were in the small home where we live now. Happy and smiling together. Surrounded by my pack mates, you and Leah and Jake and Seth included. All of us were Happy. The last was confusing. It made me angry and Sad and unsure but in the end shaped my decision. It was the Leah that I knew but she wasnt. She was older, more mature. Attached to her hand was a small boy. He was mabie five. She smiled brilliantly at him, and looked at his with the most love I'd ever seen. He didnt look like me and I was no where to be seen. She called him her Paulie just as I woke up. I didnt understand what was different with the last dream until I had chosen Emily. Until I saw those images of you and her in your head that day. I stayed angry trying to pull you apart. But then one night i realized that the young boy with her was yours. Yours and her's. You were destined to be together just like Emily and myself. The fates had decided."

"What are you trying to say Sam?" i asked warrily looking up to meet his eyes. He look older and wiser than he had when this all started. And I could respect him in that. It had been a long road. But dreams of what couldve been meant nothing to me now.

His eyes became serious and dark and his voice was rough when he spoke. "That you need to get your ass us and go get her. Or are you going to continue to let your absolution and happiness exceed you at every turn?"

I was stumped, my eyes and mouth wide. Every thought of us passing through my mind. Sweet sugar and kisses. Laughs and comforting embraces. The smell of the rain and the firefies dancing over the water and through shimmering brown orbs.

I blink once and twice. Sam was gone. I paid no mind. He had left while I was deep in thought.

I jumped up, it was twilight, the sun would soon set on the day. The snow was still heavy on the ground. I grabbed a bag from my closet, one I had not touched since becoming a wolf.

I Hoped it would give me strength.

(LEAHs POV) sue and charlies house!

I sat around the small table looking on the the happy faces of my mother and brother, and Charlie.

He was akward but ok, and super understanding about the werewolf thing.

Jake and Renesme were here. The child perched safely in my alpha's lap.

I miss Paul. Turned from the clearing without speaking to me that day.

I knew their would be consequinces in what I had done. I had left the pack. Left with Jake. Left my Paul.

I didnt go to him.

I didnt know how to fix what i had broken.

How to mend the bond i had shattered to get away from Sam.

I missed him. I still loved him, but in the end it means nothing.

Their was soft strumming of an acoustic guitar. Jake, Seth and I heard it before the others. But they looked just a confused as us as a soft voice joined the acoustic when they did hear.

I felt something in my heart in that moment and rushed from the table, flinging open the doors. I felt the others follow, but was mesmerized as my Paul stood in the driveway strumming a singing the soft tune. . . .

Walk away if you want to

it's ok, if you need to

you can run, but you can never hide

From the shadow that's creeping up beside you

There's a magic running through your soul

But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)

I'll be two steps behind you

(Wherever you go)

and I'll be there to remind you

that it only takes a minute of your precious time

to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Take the time

to think about it

Walk the line, you know you just can't fight it

Take a look around and see what you can find

Like the fire that's burning up inside me,

There's a magic running through your soul

But you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)

I'll be two steps behind you

(Wherever you go)

and I'll be there to remind you

that it only takes a minute of your precious time

to turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

There's a magic running through your soul

but you, you can't have it all

(Whatever you do)

I'll be two steps behind you

(wherever you go)

and I'll be there to remind you

that it only takes a minute of your precious time

To turn around and I'll be two steps behind.

Two steps behind

yeah, baby

two steps behind

ohh, sugar

two steps behind

The sun had set and the moon was shining bright over the snow as he finished.

He looked at me with a gaze that said it all.

How much he cared and loved me still. How it wasnt all over for us.

A small smile twisted on my lips.

And smirk appeared on his.

I smiled brightly. Rushing to jump into his arms.

Flinging us into the snow.

Our laughter filled the air.

The others forgotten on the porch shared brilliant smiles and returned inside.

"Oh babe. I'm so sorry i shouldve left when you did. I shouldve come with you." he whispered into our embrace.

"Their were alot of things that we both shouldve done. But it dosent matter now. Paul I love you. I wanna be with you, give you all of the love I have to give. i dont know if ill always do the right thing, or say the right thing but, I do know that I never want us to be apart ever again." I gushed and I meant every word of it.

He chuckled and pulled back to meet my eyes, and I gasped as I saw the love shining brightly back at me. More love than I'd ever seen aimed at me from anyone.

"I love you too Lee. More than anything. I cant give you anything else because you've had it all since the first I love you. But I'll always be there no matter what."

We kissed right there in the snow of Charlies from yard.

It was the start of a new year and new life for us.

We moved into Pauls house as a couple in February.

And durring one of our annual bonfires in March, Paul got down on one knee and proposed.

I said yes, of course. And by the next January we were being married in Charlies front yard, all planned by Alice and Rosalie.

It was simple and perfect.

If anyone had said 2 years ago that the rez's resident bitch and badboy would be getting married to eachother and were deeply in love. They wouldve had to have their head examined, for fear of being insane.

But it happened.

Turns out all we needed was a push.

And weve been falling together ever since.

Authors Note::: so that was the end, I positlivly loved it. and got forbid it took long enough, leave a review and tell me what you think if you want otherwise thanx for reading and for the support

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