AN:Mother of God!
I could knock myself over with a feather... This is a mighty long chapter fro me, but it's around my favourite episode.
Damn I am going to be hoping you love this, cos hell I love the episode with an X


Chapter seven
Foolish


Kelly pulled into the gates of the club house; she knew that Juice didn't come home. So she was hoping that he crashed here. Getting her helmet off, she could see the licence plate of a car she knew too well. "Shit!" She put her helmet back on, she couldn't see Juice's bike among others, so she knew they'd be at the warehouse.

Kelly had never ridden her bike this fast; she knew that her wrist was still weak from its break, but she didn't care pulling up to the warehouse as a shot went off. Getting off her bike she pulled her helmet off making a fast pace walk to the door pulling it open, she stepped in seeing George and Phil looking worried. "What's going on?"

"Something bad," George looked over Kelly, "You okay?" He asked seeing her face was pulled in an angry frown.

Phil avoided staring at Kelly, but he knew she must be upset about something. "You…"

"No I am not okay!" She snapped, but exhaled as both men took a step away from her, she looked to the door opening as the guys were stepping out with Juice and Tig being the last to leave the room.

Juice could see the anger all over Kelly's face; it only dawned on him then and there that he'd promised to be home that night, "You!" She growled making a run for Juice.

Chibs caught Kelly just before she charged at Juice; he grabbed her around the waist holding her back. Juice took a step back feeling worse about everything.

"Woah Darling!" Tig stood in front of her, he could tell she was struggling against Chibs's arms. "What's gotten your panties in a bunch?" He asked turning to Juice.

Chibs pulled Kelly closer to his chest, he wrapped his arms around her tighter, "Easy Lass…" He tried to calm her, "What's wrong?"

"I've no idea…" Juice felt panicked, he knew the guys were aware he wasn't at the club house, so he couldn't have them know he wasn't home either. "Can we talk about this alone Kelly?" He felt helpless, but he could tell by her face she was calming down.

"Let her go," Opie said, he could tell by the way Kelly's eyes shot at him she still wasn't happy with the way he treated her the other day. "Chibs," He said watching the man finally let Kelly go. She dropped her arms, "You two deal with your shit. We've got other stuff to deal with."

"Fine," Kelly turned around heading out of the warehouse, she kicked something on the way out catching every ones attention.

Tig looked to Juice, "You've must have done something wrong to piss her off that bad." He tapped his hand on Juice's chest. "Go cool her off; we've got a lot to deal with." He watched Juice walking outside.

Juice stepped out into the sun, he could tell Kelly was pissed because she was holding her wrist close to her chest, "What the hell did you do?" He rushed over trying to look at her hand.

"Fuck off!" Kelly snapped, she took a step back, "Going back on old habits." She laughed, "You think they say once a cheat always a cheat was harsh. You took the fucking cake."

"What are you talking about, I never…" He paused, "What makes you think I cheated?" He tried to get close to her again.

Kelly backed away, "That whore's car is at the club house, that bitch is at the club house." Her hand still holding her wrist, it felt like it was on fire, but that is what you get when you punch a tree.

Feeling frozen on the spot Juice felt sick, "I've not spoken to her, or had anything to do with her since." He stopped, "I told you I'd never do that shit again, so if she was at the club house, it wasn't with me." He pointed out.

"She wasn't with you, then where the fuck was you last night?" She finally stepped towards him, Kelly bit her lip feeling scared. "Why didn't you come home?"

"I had a lot at the weed shop, and I just…" He could feel her guard dropping as he held a hand, "Can you at least tell me what you did to your hand?" He watched her placing her hand in his.

Her eyes watching his hand touching her wrist she hissed, Kelly bit her lip harder, "I punched a god damn tree."

"You punched a tree," Juice laughed, "Well it's better than busting my bike," He moved her hand feeling her wince again. "I'm sorry Kelly, but you should know by now." He pulled her close holding her against his chest, "I'd never cheat on you like that again." He brushed his hand down her hair.

"You two not beating the crap out of each other," Chibs stepped out looking to Kelly in Juice's arms. "So what did he do to piss you off so much?"

Kelly opened her mouth, but felt it closed as Juice cut in, "I left her this morning; I kinda thought I was needed here, and I didn't tell her I was rushing off." He could tell Kelly was confused.

Chibs felt his eyes going to Kelly's face, "You rushed all the way up here because you woke up alone?" Chibs didn't understand, he knew that Kelly wasn't the type to rush up just to make a go over something so little as waking up alone.

"He left the hob on, nearly killed me…" Kelly added in, "I told him to be more careful in the kitchen." She gasped feeling her move her wrist wrong.

Chibs quickly stepped forward, "What's wrong," He looked to Juice worried.

"She thought a tree needed to be punished," Juice chimed in, he watched as Chibs took a look at her wrist. "You think she might have re broken it?"

"I don't think so, best have the doc take a look at it," He looked up seeing Happy pulling up in on his bike, "But now we've got shit to deal with." He's attention to Kelly, "You'll be alright riding home?"

"Yeah, I'll take it slow," Kelly looked up to Juice seeing a panic in his eyes, "I'll see you later?" She asked watching him holding her face in his hands.

Giving her a kiss Juice felt her relax more, "Be safe," He whispered kissing her once more. "We need to talk," He added letting her go.

"Okay." Kelly nodded, "I love you…" She whispered picking her helmet up from where she threw it.

Juice watched as Kelly got onto her bike riding away, he turned to look at Chibs, "I made something to eat. I thought I turned the gas off." He started to walk back to the warehouse.

"Good thing she didn't have her morning ciggy son." Chibs patted his shoulder walking with him into the warehouse.

Juice laughed nervously, "Yeah, good thing." He followed looking back outside feeling sick.


Tara pulled into the club house as Kelly was getting off her bike, she see the girl holding her wrist making her way over to the car. "Hey you okay?" Tara asked looking over Kelly's hand.

"I got into a fight with a tree, and the tree won." Kelly laughed, "I don't think it's broken, but it stings like a bitch!"

Tara exhaled getting Thomas out of the car, "Well punching a tree a few months after it being broken isn't smart," She watched as Kelly smiled, "But if you want I can take a look at it after my staff meeting."

"Cool, can we do it here; I mean if it's not broken then it's just a matter of…" Kelly turned to see Gemma walking out of the office, "Hi Gemma."

"What you done to yourself now?" Gemma glanced to Kelly's swollen looking hand.

Tara passed Thomas to Gemma with a smile, "She punched a tree, but it's not broken, just sprained so I'll being something back from the hospital for it."

Kelly nodded, "Thanks Tara," She now glanced to the car still parked. "Gemma you mind me hanging out in the office for a bit?" She watched as Gemma took Thomas off of Tara.

"Sure baby," Gemma felt in a good mood holding her grandson.

"Elyda took Abel with her for a Target run, and I'll pick Thomas up after my staff meeting." Tara said starting to walk to her to her car.

"How is Elyda working out?" Gemma asked watching Thomas playing with something in his hands.

"She's good," Tara kept in sync with Gemma and Kelly, "Abel likes her, she's teaching him Spanish."

"Better keep her away from Tig," Gemma said standing beside Tara's car.

Kelly laughed, "I'd say keep Tig away from most females of importance," She shrugged, "But then he's got a charm about him." Kelly watched as both Gemma and Tara turned to face her with equally crept out faces, "What I think he grows on ya…" Kelly now was seeing the cab pull up.

"Oh Christ," Gemma looked at Dawn sitting in the back of the cab smiling at her.

Tara's attention turned to the cab, she looked confused. "Who's that?" She said as Gemma was passing Thomas back to her.

"Half of Saintan's spawn…" Gemma whispered close to Tara, but her eyes going to Kelly, "Play nice." Her words were a low warning.

"If she plays nicer…" Kelly looked to the confusion on Tara's face, "Last time me and her crossed paths we busted each other open." Her face broke into a big smile.

"Momma Gemma," Dawn said getting out of the cab looking sickly sweet, but Dawn quickly glanced to Kelly, "And Kel."

Kelly rolled her eyes making a gagging face. "Hey Baby," Gemma gave Dawn a half hug, but her eyes glanced to Kelly still pulling a sour face, "Your daddy's not here Dawnie."

"It's Margo now with a x," She looked smug, but then she kept glancing to Kelly folding her arms looking pissed off. "He doesn't know I'm coming," She turned as the cab driver got their attention. "Sorry, you spare a twenty?"

Kelly rolled her eyes as Gemma finished into her pocket handing over the money, "Dawn's here." She said watching Kelly pulling a dirty face, "I mean it Kelly!"

"I'm going into the club house; I really am not having a good morning!" She gave Thomas a kiss on the forehead, "By little man." She watched him smiling at her.

"Put some ice on that wrist to take down the swelling," Tara pointed out as Dawn paid the cab driver.

Walking into the club house Kelly looked to Piney at the bar, "Really?" She asked looking to the Tequila; she picked up the shot glass knocking it back walking behind the bar.

"What's gotten into you?" He asked watching her getting a cloth with some ice; he studied over her face, "You did what I asked you?"

"Yes," She said bluntly looking around the bar getting another shot glass pouring another out, she knocked it back. "Also Dawn's here."

"Oh shit," He poured himself a drink, "You didn't hit her already?" He asked watching her sit with him holding the ice to her wrist.

Kelly snorted out a laugh, "I wish. This bad boy right here is Juice being a dick." Her eyes going to the door seeing Gemma was walking in with Dawn behind her, and then Chucky holding Dawn's bag. "I need that," She took another shot feeling light headed.

"Your dad's on the way, if you need anything just ask happy hands," Gemma said to Dawn after coming off the phone.

Dawn wrapped her arms around Gemma thanking her, her eyes going to Kelly, "What you staring at?"

"Your retarded dye job," Kelly snapped back, both girls locking into a death stare.

Gemma took a step away, "right," Her eyes going to Piney with the drink, and then Kelly. "It's nine am."

"Yes it is," Piney smiled ignoring the tone of her voice. "Kelly is drinking with me," He turned around to face her.

Kelly shrugged, "I am taking for medical reasons." She smiled holding the shot glass up knocking it back.

Tara walked in, "Okay I'm running late," She paused feeling her eyes go wide, her hands turning into fists seeing the woman she hated walking from the bedroom area.

"Good morning," Ima was wearing shorts and a fancy top; she wasn't wearing any shoes as she stood in front of everyone twirling her hair.

Kelly felt her hand gripping the bar, her eyes glaring at the woman just wanting to give her another beating, but Tara's voice snapped her attention. "What are you doing here?"

"I'd like to know!" Kelly felt her wrist go sore as she clenched it. "So what brings Slutzilla here?"

Ima looked from Tara to Kelly, two women who's boyfriend she'd slept with, two women who if had the chance would beat her, Kelly on the other hand would be the second time beating her. "I'm a guest." She said in a smug tone.

Tara's body felt tense, she was doing everything she could to not hit the woman, "Who's?" She took a step forward, and she could tell Kelly was watching Ima like a hawk.

"I don't feel like it's any of your business," Ima felt like she shouldn't be saying the things she was, but kept still.

Gemma turned around looking serious, "You should make it our business, who invited you?" She made an advance on Ima, Kelly now stepping up from the bar to join her aunt and Tara.

Ima took a small step back, "I was invited." She placed a hand on her hips, three women, one of her, but she wasn't going to be intimidated.

"Invitations over!" Tara stepped forward; she knew Kelly was by her side.

Gemma moved in front, "Now would be a good time to get your shit, and get out," Her voice sounded queen bitch; she knew Kelly was standing behind her with Tara, she could see Ima's eyes going from Kelly then sticking on Tara. "Bitch, she will rip your little titties off."

Ima looked smug still, but turned around walking away from them, Kelly felt her eyes glaring at her back wondering if it wasn't Juice who in hell would invite her in the club.

Kelly turned around just as Tara stormed out with Gemma behind her, but was faced with Dawn. "What did that bitch do to you?" Her voice was annoying to Kelly's ears.

"She fucked my boyfriend, and by the looks of it Jax too…" She folded her arms, "What are you doing here anyway?"

"Fawn, she's bad…" She pouted her lips out; she kept looking up to Kelly.

Without batting an eyelid Kelly rolled her eyes, "Bullshit!" She went to walk away, but felt Dawn's hand on her arm. "What!"

"Are we always going to be like this?" Dawn asked, she kept watching Kelly, the two girls meet once, and that once was when Kelly spent the summer here when she was sixteen, both girls fought over the same pool boy.

Kelly exhaled, "I think the fact you call me a two dime whore, and that I was a dirty Mexican." She shrugged her shoulders, "Last time I checked, I don't forgive so quickly."

"But you are a little Mexican?" Dawn asked looking over Kelly's face.

Kelly laughed, "I am not part Mexican, you dumb shit, with a bad hair do and your ink is so stupid!"

"Where is she?" Lyla said walking into the club house breaking Kelly and Dawn apart. Her eyes going around, she felt sick to her stomach.

Piney glanced up from holding Thomas, "Where's who Darling?" He didn't know what was going on.

But Kelly had an idea turning her head with Dawn to see Ima walking out with her stuff, "Rain check?" Dawn asked Kelly.

"Check," Kelly replied looking from Ima to Lyla, and it hit her who invited Ima to the club house, "Seriously!"

"What are you doing here?" Lyla snapped at the woman she thought was her friend, she felt like something was slowly pulling her insides out, but her eyes went to Kelly with a girl watching Ima.

"Nobody says good morning anymore," Ima kept walking, she worked with Lyla, but she was never really her friend anymore, not when she took the side of Kelly over her.

Lyla watched Ima, "You spend the night?"

Ima smirked, "You don't wanna know sweetie." She kept watching Lyla, her face lighting up enjoying the moment.

"You back stabbing," Lyla took a step hesitating, "Gash." Her voice shaking, it was easy to tell that she was no having a good morning either.

"Hey I was just following his lead," Ima kept giving Lyla dirty looks, "Married pussy's, is boring pussy." Her eyes were looking up and down Lyla.

Kelly jumped forward; Dawn jumped a side to let Kelly through, but stopped seeing Tig and Bobby walking into the club house with Gemma and Tara behind them. Seeing Lyla raise her fist, she jumped back as Ima pulled a gun from her purse. "Take one more step and I will blow a hole in that pretty little yamies of your."

Kelly took a step back standing beside Dawn, both girls looking to the gun; they could see Piney pulling Thomas behind him, everyone looking to the gun in Ima's hand. "Shit!" Kelly said feeling her eyes going to Tig stepping in front of her and Dawn.

"Just tell me why?" Lyla looked upset, but her eyes never left the gun pointed at her face.

Ima shrugged, "You shouldn't be asking me, but the cock that was inside me last night." She smirked.

"Okay out!" Tig pointed to the door.

Tara now glaring, "Better keep that thirty eight close bitch, you're gonna need it!" Tara said as Ima left.

"Daddy!" Dawn said pulling Tig into a hug. He smiled holding her close to him, but Dawn kept him close.

Kelly looked to Gemma talking to Bobby, "I'm gonna go," She pointed to the door, "I'll see you later tonight." Her hand was touching Gemma's shoulder.

"Okay, be safe," Gemma watched as Kelly walked out of the club house, she exhaled turning to look at Tara.

Kelly got to the parking lot where she was greeted by Ima; she paused in her tracks, "Guess we meet again."

"Guess you're making a tally on how many of the MC you can fuck before getting another broken nose." She leant forward placing her hand on the gun moving it out the way. "I guess I'm the reason for your new accessory?"

"I will blow your head open, but I won't. Mainly cos I heard you had the crap beaten out of you, too bad you didn't die." Ima gave Kelly a dark smile.

"Get the fuck away from me, stay the hell away from my family." Kelly stepped forward ignoring the gun, "Now!"

Ima laughed, "Well I better go, and I'm needed on set…" She put the gun back into the purse heading to her car.

Kelly exhaled heading to her bike, it had to be better at the warehouse than it was here.


Chibs was standing outside the warehouse when he saw Kelly's bike approaching, he sighed seeing her stop beside him. "What are you doing here again?" He asked looking her over.

Kelly bit her lip, "I've been driving around, needed to clear my head." She got off the bike taking her helmet off, "Hap let me through," She looked up to Chibs watching him put out a smoke. "What's going on?" She asked, "I thought it couldn't be worse than that Ima bitch pulling a gun on everyone."

"Darling, I don't think you want to know," Chibs rested a hand on her shoulder; he could tell she was still shaken up, "So this morning with Juice?"

Kelly smiled, "Must be my time of the month," She watched Chibs cringe, "Yeah, too much information. Where's is Juan?" She asked softly.

Chibs glanced around, "He went to take a leak," He could tell Kelly was following his eyes. "I've no idea where."

"Don't worry, I think I can find him," Kelly tapped Chibs arm walking away from him. Chibs watching her walking towards the wood area, he let out a long breath looking around the empty land.

Kelly had her hands in her pocket as she walked, she kept thinking of Ima and Opie, she thought Opie had more taste than that, but it was just her luck that she had to see that woman twice in one week.

In her own head Kelly was snapped out of her thoughts when she heard a gun go off, she rushed to the sound when she saw Juice and Miles, it seemed like they were fighting as Miles pulled a knife, but Kelly's eyes went huge as Juice pulled a gun shooting Miles in the face, the man going down as Kelly let out a scream.

Juice heard Kelly, his eyes looking up to her feeling Miles's blood on his face, he couldn't know how long she had been standing there, but she turned away from him, he could hear the sound of her vomiting. He had to use this time wisely, the pain in his leg was unbearable, but he grabbed the brick quickly placing it inside Miles's cut.

Kelly stood up seeing Chibs rushing over to her, "What's the…" He slowly looked over to Juice on the ground in pain. "Jesus Christ!"

Happy rushed over to Juice with Chibs, he stood and looked at the body trying to work out, but his eyes going to Kelly, "You see what happened?"

Juice grunted as Chibs was pulling him to his feet, his eyes staring at Miles, but looked back up to see Kelly looking pale, "I came out here to take a piss, and I see him take something out of the bushes, he freaked and tried to kill me." His eyes were going to Kelly again as she stood back from it all. "You saw it didn't you Kelly?"

"Is that what you saw Lass?" Chibs asked seeing her looking lost, "Kelly!" He shouted making her eyes stop staring at Miles's body.

Kelly felt her throat tighten, her heart felt like it was going to explode, "I caught the, I saw." She felt her hands shaking, "I see."

Juice didn't like this, he didn't know what Kelly saw, it all happened so fast, for all he knew she could have seen the whole thing, she might know that he was the one with the blow. "Kelly, just tell them you saw him try and kill me."

Happy stared at Kelly's face, he picked his gun out of his pocket, and Kelly held her hands up, "I saw it!" She blurted out, "I saw him with the coke, and I saw him going to Kill Juan, but they didn't know I was here." Her voice rough as Happy know shot into Miles's dead body.

"Lying bitch!" He now helped Chibs with Juice; he could see that Kelly had gone three shades lighter; he lightly tapped he shoulder making her walk away as Clay, Jax and Opie pulled up.

"What the hell happened here?" Clay snapped walking over to see Chibs and Happy holding Juice, his eyes then to Kelly looking like she was going to be sick.

Opie rushed to Kelly, for a second he couldn't hear anything else, but he touched her face, "Kelly, are you okay?" He asked, but Kelly pushed him away. "You know?"

"Yes I know about you and super slut!" Kelly hissed, but she felt Clay pulling her to one side, "I…"

Clay brushed her hair from her face, "I just need to know what you saw?" He asked. He knew she was in shock, but he couldn't afford shock, he needed answers.

Kelly swallowed, she could see Chibs still holding Juice, and he looked in serious pain, but his eyes never left her face. "I was looking for Juan, I needed to vent because of Ima at the club," Her voice still shaky, but she took some deep breathes, "I heard Miles shot Juan, and He must of, I don't know it was so quick, cos Miles was going to stab Juan, then…"

"I get the picture," He touched her face, and he kissed her forehead. Now getting back to business he glared to Opie and Jax, "I should shot you for patching him in," He glanced around giving out command.

Kelly felt Jax hand on her shoulder, "You go with Juice, make sure he gets patched up, Tara will meet you to fix his leg." He hugged her lightly.

Biting her lip Kelly studied over Jax, "Ima, She needs to be sorted, I can't deal with her in the club house, or anywhere near me." Her eyes focused on Jax, she couldn't believe everything that happened today. "You fix this."

"I will, you just take care of Juice," He left Kelly heading into the warehouse with Clay.

Kelly was now quickly jumping into the van; she sat close to Juice, her hands holding onto him burying her head into his chest.

Juice felt like crap, he was being praised a hero, he had Kelly crying into his cut, but all he felt like was scum, he brushed his hand into Kelly's hair trying to think of anything to say but the words wouldn't come.


Juice was lying on Jax's kitchen table; he could see Chibs watching as Tara was dealing with his gun shot. The look on Chibs face made Juice feel worse about what he'd done, but as he glanced up to see Kelly entering the kitchen with cloths he couldn't stop staring at her. "You didn't need to see this." Juice muttered putting his hands over his face.

Kelly knew Juice was feeling like crap, she picked up the bowl of warm water, she pulled a chair sitting in front of him with the bowl on her lap, she started to soak the cloths looking at him, "But I am here for you, like you was for me." She started to ring a cloth out, Kelly didn't like seeing Juice like this as she started to clean him up, and her eyes fixed on his. "I'm sorry I blew up on you this morning." She brushed the cloth over his face.

"Don't," He felt the warm water on his face, he couldn't believe this was happening, but he caught Chibs still watching with a puzzled expression, "I just wished you never had to see that." He added running a hand into her hair.

Kelly smiled, "Nothing can change that now," Her voice was sweet, Juice couldn't take how kind she was being, and he could feel Tara finish cleaning the gun shot.

"I'm going to give you a mild anaesthetic," Tara felt tired, today was just one big drama that she didn't need in her life, but her attention went to Kelly cleaning his face up, she knew just how it felt to be in love the way she was. "I shouldn't take long; it was a clean through and through."

"Cool," Kelly looked up to Tara, "Just let me know how to look after it," She brushed a hand over Juice.

Tara watched, but knew that Chibs was paying close attention to Juice now, "I'll give you everything you need." Her voice comforting, but she went back to stitching Juice's leg after giving him an injection.

"You did good lad," Chibs spoke up, "I'll take you two home, and tonight just look after each other." He got to his feet; he took out a pack of smokes offering one to Kelly and Juice.

Kelly took the smoke taking the bowl off her lap, "Thank Chibs," She lit up the smoke, but Chibs could tell her nerves were still fried.

Juice turned down the smoke, his hand resting on Kelly's thigh as he felt her leg tense for a second, "You going to be okay?" He asked, he could already feel the needle going through his skin, but the pain had subsided a lot.

"I'm good," Kelly bit her lip, but brought the smoke to her mouth inhaling, she exhaled looking over to Chibs, "Is everything okay with the Cartel?" She asked while playing with the smoke in her hand.

Chibs nodded, "Yes, it's fine." He exhaled watching Tara, "But you shouldn't have to worry about that shit right now, you just take care of your boy." He looked to Juice whose hand still covered his face, the other running up and down Kelly's thigh.

Kelly placed a hand over Juice's, "He's not a boy Chibs," She tapped Juice's hand looking down to him. "He's my man." Her voice gentle as her hand squeezed onto his.

Juice couldn't believe it, in all his life he'd never heard a woman call him that, and even if it was meant to fill him with great pride, all he felt was sick.


"I got him from here," Kelly said; Chibs was standing with Juice hanging off his shoulder. Putting the key in the lock Kelly opened the front door. "I've carried him here while he was blind ass drunk, and I had a broken wrist." She gave Chibs a reassuring smile, "I'll be fine, I promise."

"If you're sure," Chibs carefully passed Juice to Kelly, he watched as she wrapped her good arm around his waist holding him against her side, her other hand was in a splint holding the door open, "You look after him."

"I will," Kelly leant forward kissing Chibs cheek. "Goodnight," She watched him lighting up a smoke.

"You too," He took one last look at Juice, he looked completely defeated, but Chibs gave him a small smile. "Just take care Juicy boy." He walked away getting back into the truck driving off.

Kelly exhaled walking them into the apartment.

Juice didn't know why, but it felt different walking in, well more he was being held up by Kelly walking them through to the bedroom. "Kelly," He said feeling her placing him down on the bed; she started to take his boots off, followed by his socks. "I need to ask you."

"I really don't want to talk about it," Kelly glanced up to him, she gave a soft smile, "I told everyone what I saw, and I can't think of it again."

"Hey, hey…" Juice watched her taking off his pants, he tried to sit up, but he exhaled grabbing her hands. "I just need to know, how much you saw."

"I saw you on the ground, I saw him with a knife," Her voice was dull; Juice could see she was telling the truth, "I just want to get you ready for bed."

Juice watched her getting to her feet, he kept still as she took him out of his clothes, and she looked worn out going over to her draw getting out something to wear. "Juan," Kelly spoke finally.

"Yeah," He felt his throat was dry, it was like the air was being sucked from the room, but she turned to face him.

Kelly moved across the room, sitting on the bed her hands resting on his, she glanced over his chest, down to his leg, "If anything would have happened to you, if," She took a calming breathe, "I don't know what I'd do."

"Darling," He whispered pulling her close to him, he felt her head resting against his chest, for a moment feeling her hands wrap around him, it didn't change how he felt, he wasn't the hero, he couldn't even feel proud of himself now.

Pulling away Kelly lightly kissed him, her hands resting on his stomach. For a moment she felt his lips hesitant on her own, but his fingers worked their way into her hair, she was careful as she got closer, her hands moving over his boxer as she kissed deeper.

Juice moved his hands; he ran them up her back feeling the Goosebumps rise on her skin. Pulling her shirt off he kissed her neck slowly, her hand rubbing his against his hard on, he placed his hand on top of her stopping her. "Kelly…" He said breathless.

"Shh…" She looked into his eyes, "Don't talk." She purred getting up from the bed. Juice watching her as she kicked her boots off, she moved her hands to her belt buckle taking her jeans off.

Standing in front of him, Juice kept staring at her body, he'd seen it so many times before now, but some reason it was different now. It wasn't her being just naked, she was exposing herself to him, showing she trusted him with something others would never get to see.

Taking his boxers off, Kelly brushed a hand carefully against his wound, her eyes going back to his as she saddled herself on him, he felt her guiding him inside of her, and he let out a moan feeling her moving down on him. Juice could only hold onto her face kissing her slowly, the kiss didn't have any urgency, it was passionate, and he ran his hands down her back feeling her moving on him.

Kelly taking her time, she kissed his neck, his hands guiding her, doing all she could to avoid hurting him, but feeling herself building to a climax, they both took in the moment, her eyes meeting his. "I love you."

Juice bit his lip; he looked up to her with a smile that she could see was melancholy, "I love you too." He whispered feeling her getting off him, he rolled to his side feeling the sting of his wound, but he laid down feeling her head resting against his chest. "I love you so much." He inhaled the smell of her hair.

Kelly ran her hands up his chest, her eyes shifting to look up to him, "Juan," Her words wary, "What makes you think Miles took the coke?"

"I don't know," He replied feeling the stab of guilt again, his hand rubbing against her shoulder. "Maybe he was in between a rock and hard place." He closed his eyes trying to push the pain away.

Kelly sighed, "I think he shouldn't have done it, but it's hard to say." She moved on the bed watching Juice, "The club isn't so forgiving of thieves, but maybe that Roosevelt at had something to do with it." Her hands playing over his tattoos, "I doubt he was going to use or sell it, but I guess it doesn't matter now."

"Kelly," Juice said watching her reaction, "How do you feel about the rules of the club?" He kept looking into her eyes as she drifted off in thought.

"I don't know, I mean a lot are dated, but they made one exception for me, but I guess I was a joke gone wrong." She let out a yawn, "I'm having doubts of ever being patched in, rules are rules and it's all there." She carefully moved to get off the bed to turn out the light, "Maybe it's just for the best that curtain types are not allowed in the club."

As the light went out, Juice felt Kelly getting back into the bed, her head resting on his chest again, he could feel her drifting off to sleep, but in the back of his mind, he could feel if this ever got out, she'd leave him, he'd lose the club and will have nothing left to live for.