Violet:
After all, I didn't avoid from him, I was just didn't ready to talk. But I didn't run away when I saw him, I just smiled and went away. But after two weeks, I felt ready, ready to see him, ready to talk to him, but not exactly ready to control my feelings around him. Still, I need to know why he did those things, so I searched the rooms for him. Then there he was sitting at my dad's old office all alone, muttering something but I didn't get what he was saying so instead i just said "Hi." He immediately turned to me and said "Violet, I didn't expect to see you, any time soon." He was looking at me with those dark brown eyes. "I can go if you want" I said ironically. He got panicked and said "No, no what's not what I meant, please stay." "Relax Tate, I was just kidding. So what are you doing here alone?" He didn't look at me in the eye, turned to window and said "I am actually alone for two years so…" I felt this terrible urge running through my veins. I just want to cuddle him and say I'm sorry for leaving him but instead I looked through the door and said "Want to go outside, it's raining." And he nodded. We sat at the porch face to face. "I love the feeling when the raindrops fall to my face, it makes me feel… alive." He didn't look at me for a long time and then I decided to ask the question that we both avoiding to say, "I want you to tell me everything Tate, why did you kills those kids and all the other things."
Tate:
"Before telling you the whole story, you have to understand something Violet. I was born in this house and grew up in here. When you spent your all existence in a place like that, you don't actually know what is wrong and what is right you know. And there weren't anyone to show me that." I finally looked into her eyes and she was looking at me with all her attention. "I was pretty messed up at high school, I wasn't like those kids who bullied by popular kids, no, I was worse. I never scared of them in fact I always make fun of them you know, but every time they found a way to break me down. I can accept the fact that they are making fun of me but I never forgive them for what they did to Addie. Addie and I were more than brother and sister, she was the only reason why I didn't kill myself. We've already lost Beau and I didn't want her to be alone with Constance. When I first understood the existence of the ghost, I was just a little kid. I met Nora first, she protected me from Thaddeus and she was always a mother to me, a mother that I never had. For seventeen years, she was always there for me whenever I needed her. But there was also Thaddeus, at first I was terrified, he was scary but then I understood that all he wanted was to be loved, so I just played with him like I played with Beau. But I never understood the effects of Thaddeus on me, until I met you. I did everything he said without asking, he was simply controlling me. Of course it's not an excuse of what I did but still… Anyway, one day when I was going out from school, I saw Addie outside waiting for me. I told her a million times not to come there. When I was walking towards her, I saw those guys, laughing at her. She tried to hide her sadness but then I saw tears falling from her eyes. And one the girls told her look at the freak I think she is crying. And none of them did anything, they just watch and laugh, all of them. Even the teachers didn't say a thing. I took her to home and when we were at dinner, Larry was an asshole, he pretended like nothing happened. So I decided to talk Nora about it cause I was seriously furious. I went to the basement I couldn't find her but instead Thaddeus found me. And I swear to you Violet, I still cannot remember what he told me but the next morning I was on drugs and I went to Larry's office and I set him on fire and I shot those kids. But I was telling you the truth when I said I don't remember shooting them cause for a long time, I couldn't. Maybe because of Thaddeus, maybe other reasons, I don't know. I'm sorry for all the things I've done, I know they didn't deserve to die, I know that but there is nothing I can do about it." I took a deep breath and look at her. She was crying. And then she hold my hand and said…
To be continued.
