A couple weeks later...their last night at the cabin. (sorry for the huge fast foward)
The Scotts' and the James' all went out to dinner together before the Lucas, Brooke, Nathan, and Haley went off alone together. They hung out for a while before breaking off into couples. They had a great last night together just hanging out. Haley was now alone in her room trying to sleep like she had been for the past two hours. It was almost two in the morning and she couldn't take it anymore she threw the blankets off of her. She was leaving tomorrow and all she wanted was to be with Nathan. She grabbed a sweatshirt from her closet and threw it on. She quietly opened her door and slipped out carefully making her way down the stairs. She slipped on her flip flops and quietly slipped out the door. She quickly walked the couple feet over the Scotts back porch. She thankfully knew where they kept their hide a key and took it out unlocking the door. She returned the key where she found it and made her way inside locking the door behind her. It was pitch black in the house but she knew her way around after all the years of coming here. She quietly made her way up up the stairs where both Nathan and Brooke's rooms where. She figured Brooke was at her house anyway so she walked right past her door to Nathan's. She quietly opened the door without bothering to knock. She saw him sit up in the little bit of light in the room.
"Hales?" Nathan whispered as she smiled making her way over to the bed.
"Hi." She whispered crawling into the bed.
"What are you doing here?" Nathan asked sitting up a little more to kiss her softly on the lips.
"I missed you." Haley whispered looking down. Nathan reached up and brushed her hair back behind her ear. "And I couldn't sleep. I just kept thinking it was our last night here and all I wanted to do was be here with you." Haley answered as Nathan leaned in quickly kissing her which she immediately responded too. They both pulled away breathless resting their foreheads against each other. "I don't want to leave tomorrow." Haley admitted.
"I don't want you to either but you have school and skating." Nathan reminded her as she nodded. She then took one of her legs swinging it over his hips so the she was now straddling him. He was slightly shocked at first by her boldness but then wrapped his arms around her waist. She reached her hand up and gently placed it on the side of his face running her thumb along his bottom lip.
"Make me forget." She whispered leaning in to kiss him deeply. She felt his tounge trace across her bottom lip and immediately opened her mouth for him. Nathan pulled away soon after and placed kisses across her jaw and down her neck sucking on it gently. She lifted his chin kissing him once more before pushing him back on the bed. She then unzipped her sweatshirt and took it off. She leaned down and placed another kiss on his lips before pulling back once more. Nathan looked at her a little confused as she stared down at him. She bit her lip softly giving him a grin as she reached down and pulled her shirt over her head. Nathan's eyes went wide in shock as Haley giggled.
"Hales..." Nathan said trailing off as Haley shock her head and leaned down to kiss him once again.
"It's okay." Haley said giving him a small smile as he smiled back before leaning up to kiss her again. She gently reached down and tugged at the hem of his shirt signaling that she wanted it off. He leaned up a little as she pulled it up and placed kissed across his chest as her hand gently rubbed his chiseled chest. As she got up closer to where she pushed the shirt up she pulled it over his head. Nathan reached up and placed his hand gently on her cheek pulling her down to kiss her. Nathan then sat up and flipped them over as they continued to kiss. Nathan then continued to kiss down Haley's neck before making his way down her chest kissing right above her bra. He then kissed his way down her stomach until her reached the top of her shorts. She then sat up a little to pull him towards her to kiss him again. One of his hands was now cupping her boob while the other reached down massaging her inner thigh. He slid his hand up a little further applying pressure between her legs. Haley moaned a little but was silenced by Nathan kissing her. He then brought his hand back up to waist band of her short but then stopped. He leaned his forehead again hers as they both steadied their breathing. "Why are you stopping?" Haley asked trying to steady her breathing.
"I just want to make sure your okay. I don't want to do anything you are going to regret." Nathan answered honestly.
"I will never regret anything with you." Haley answered honestly. Nathan kissed her instantly.
Before either of them realized it they stripped off all of their clothes. Nathan pulled away from Haley for a minute and looked at her. "Are you sure about this?" Nathan whispered as Haley smiled and nodded.
"I'm positive." Haley answered giving him a kiss on the lips.
"It's going to make things harder tomorrow." Nathan reminded her. Haley just shook her head.
"It's okay. I want this." Haley answered. "I want you."
"I want you too." Nathan responded before kissing her. "This is probably going to hurt." Nathan whispered as she nodded. He carefully slid inside of her making Haley squeeze her eyes shut and wince in pain. "I'm sorry. Are you okay?" Nathan asked stilling his actions.
"Just go slow." Haley said nodded as a tear slipped down her cheek. Nathan immediately kissed it away. After a little while the pain dulled and it was amazing. Nathan had been with many girls before but none of them compared to being with Haley.
After Nathan pulled her to him and gently stroked her arm as they controlled their breathing.
"Are you okay?" Nathan asked looking down at her.
"Perfect." Haley said looking up at him with a smile. He leaned down to kiss her. She immediately responded before she started to giggle.
"What?" Nathan asked laughed pulling away. Haley blushed and shook her head.
"That's what I've been missing out on all these years?" Haley said smiling as Nathan smirked. She smirked back sitting up swinging her leg over him to straddle him once more. She leaned down to his ear. "Let's do it again." Haley whispered giggling as she nibbled on his ear lob. Nathan groaned flipping them over causing her to giggle even more.
Haley woke up the next morning wrapped up in Nathan's arms. She smiled as she idly dragged her finger over his cheek as he slept. She smiled even more as she remembered the events of last night. They made love for the first time and second. It was her first time and it was absolutely perfect. Her eyes soon began to fill with tears as she thought about it being their last day together. She didnt't want to say goodbye to him but she knew she had to. She leaned forward kissing the behind his ear. "Hey you, wake up." She whispered as she idly kissed his jaw. Nathan woke up instantly and kissed her. They pulled away a second later and opened his eyes.
"Why are you crying?" Nathan asked softly as he reached out to gently wipe her tears. Haley shook her head giving him a sad smile as more tears came.
"We have to say goodbye today." Haley said softly. Nathan gave her a sad smile as he kissed her forehead.
"We can still talk everyday." Nathan promised.
"It won't be the same." Haley whispered. "How am I suppose to say goodbye to you after the summer we had?"
"It's not a goodbye. It will never be a goodbye with us. We will see each other again." Nathan told her as she nodded. "I am going to miss you more than you know." Haley tried to smile but it turned into a sob. "I'm going to miss that smile." Nathan said pulled her closer to him. "You are the most beautiful, amazing girl that I've ever known. And I had the most amazing summer with you. I wish we lived closer so we didn't have to be like this."
"I had a great summer too. I am going to miss you so much." Haley whispered into his neck before Nathan pulled back slightly.
"Now let's enjoy the day. No more tears." Nathan said wiping her tears away. "I hate seeing you cry." Nathan said leaning in to kiss her. Before they knew it they were in a heated makeout seassion. They both pulled away breathlessly. Nathan stared into her eyes before speaking. "Are you okay about last night?"
"Yes." Haley answered with a smile.
"Even if the summers over?" Nathan questioned as Haley shook her head.
"I wouldn't change it for the world." Haley promised.
"Neither would I." Nathan agreed. He then glanced behind her to look at the clock it was only 7. "Now what are we going to do until everyone wakes up?" Nathan asked as Haley smirked at him.
"Oh, I think I have a few ideas." Haley said giggling as Nathan pinned her to the bed once more kissing her.
"I can't believe summers over." Brooke said pouting slightly. Brooke, Lucas, Haley, and Nathan were now sitting on the beach staring out into the lake.
"I'm not ready for summer to be over." Haley added still staring out into the lake.
"Since when is tutorgirl not excited to start school?" Brooke teased. "Usually your already packed and ready to go."
"Not this year." Haley answered still not looking at anyone.
"Hales, are you okay?" Lucas asked looking at his sister concerned. Nathan rubbed her back but she still didn't look at any of them.
"Hey losers." Rachel said coming over. "Ready to start college?" Rachel asked cheerily as Haley got up and ran into the beach house.
"Was it something I said?" Rachel asked frowning.
"No, she's just upset." Nathan said standing. "I should go.."
"No, Nate let me." Brooke said getting up.
"But.." Nathan said unsure.
"No, it's fine. I'll go." Brooke said starting to walk away but turned back to look at Rachel. "Are you coming?" Brooke asked as Rachel immediately followed.
Brooke and Rachel wondered through the James' house until they found Haley curled up on her bed crying.
"Tutorgirl?" Brooke said as her and Rachel sat on the bed. "What's with the water works?" Haley just shrugged.
"Is this about leaving a certain boy toy?" Rachel asked. Haley just nodded holding her pillow tighter to her chest.
"I-I-I can't say g-g-goodbye." Haley stuttered out as the tears flowed down her cheeks. Brooke gave her a teary smile. She hated seeing her best friend in pain.
"I know. I remember the first year after Lucas and I got together it was the hardest year of my life." Brooke said sympathetically. "You just need to be strong."
"Nathan cares about you this isn't the end." Rachel added.
"How do I know for sure?" Haley whispered.
"You don't but you need to trust that everything will work out." Brooke said pulling Haley to her.
"Maybe I shouldn't-" Haley started but Rachel cut her off.
"I know what your going to say and you need to remember this is your life. Over this short summer I learned how important skating and teaching are to you don't start questioning whether you should give that up now." Rachel said shaking her head.
"You wouldn't want Nathan to give up his dream and neither should you." Brooke added. Haley nodded.
"It's just going to be really hard." Haley whispered.
"I know and I'm here for you." Brooke answered. "I'm only going to be a phone call away."
"And I will be right in Boston with you whenever you need." Rachel added as Haley nodded.
"Thanks guys." Haley said hugging them both.
After Haley cleaned herself up she headed back out to the beach. They didn't have much time left. Nathan looked up as soon as he saw her.
"Are you okay?" Nathan asked as she nodded kneeling down next him kissing him instantly. It was as if she was pouring all the passion and feelings she had for him into that one kiss. Nathan responded to it instantly. Everyone else let them have their moment because they knew they were leaving each other soon. Normally Lucas would make a comment about not wanting to see it but he simply looked again and gave them their privacy. "What was that for?" Nathan ask smirking as they pulled away.
"Just for being you." Haley said giving him a small smile before snuggling down beside him. Nathan kissed the top of her head as she leaned her head on his shoulder. They all sat their casually talking for about an hour before Rachel stood up.
"I hate to do this but I really need to leave. I have to help my parents pack since we are moving to Boston this week." Rachel said brushing the sand off her pants. Everyone else stood as well. Brooke pulled her into a tight hug.
"I'm really glad I got to know you this summer." Brooke said.
"So am I." Rachel agreed.
"Look out for Haley." Brooke whispered so no one else would hear.
"I will." Rachel promised as they pulled away. Haley stepped up next.
"I'm sure I will see you in a couple weeks." Haley said giving her hug.
"Definately." Rachel agreed. "Don't hesitate to call if you need anything." Rachel said, she meant it when she said she would be there for her earlier. And she knew Haley was going to need all the friends she could get once she got back to Boston. Lucas and Nathan each gave her a quick hug as well before she took off down the beach.
"Haley! Lucas!" Lydia called from their porch. "Its time to go." Haley could feel the tears coming again as soon as her mom said wrapped an arm around her shoulders and led her slowly to the beach house as Brooke and Lucas followed. Once they got in the house they noticed Deb and Dan saying goodbye to their parents. After Deb and Dan said bye to Lucas and Haley. More so Haley because they were going to see Lucas in a week. Lydia and Jimmy both said bye to Brooke and Nathan.
"We will meet you in the car." Lydia said wiping her eyes. She cried every year when they left. Brooke and Nathan walked Lucas and Haley to the taxi that was waiting outside.
"Tutorgirl." Brooke said pulling her into a bone crushing hug. "I am going to miss you so much. Promise me you will visit?" Brooke said still hugging her. She glanced over Brooke shoulder at Nathan.
"I promise." Haley answered. "Take care of my knucklehead of a brother will you." Haley said trying to force out a laugh.
"I will." Brooke promised. "Remember I'm only a phone call away." Brooke whispered. Haley just nodded stepping back.
"Love you Tigger." Haley said with a sad smile.
"Love you tutor girl." Brooke said stepping back so Nathan could say goodbye to her. Brooke went to say bye it Lucas but she knew she would see him in week. Haley looked up at Nathan and instantly broke down in tears. If Nathan wasn't standing so close she would have fallen. Nathan placed a kiss on top of her head.
"I can't..I can't..I can't." Haley kept whispering. "I can't say goodbye to you." Haley whispered looking up at him as tears streamed down her face. Nathan cupped her cheeks and tried to wipe away the tears.
"Then don't." Nathan said as his voice cracked. "Remember what I said this isn't goodbye, we will see each other."
"This was the best summer of my life." Haley told him as her lip trembled as she tried to hold back the tears.
"It was the best summer of my life too." Nathan promised as Haley choked back a sob. Nathan leaned down and kissed her deeply pouring as much passion as he could into the kiss. He didn't care who was watching everything else but Haley faded away. Nathan then pulled back, both of them breathless, and rested his head against hers.
"Haley." Lydia called softly feeling bad for ruining their moment. "We need to make our flight." Haley nodded choking back a sob.
"I-" Haley started to say but Nathan cut her off.
"Don't say goodbye." Nathan said keeping his eyes closed. Haley let a quiet sob escape her lips as she placed a hand on each of his cheeks and leaned up to kiss him on last time before slipping out of his grasp while she still had the strength. Brooke let a few tears fall as she watched the scene before her unfold. Lucas held the door open as Haley slipped into the cab next to her mother. Brooke blew Lucas a kiss as Lucas climbed in after her and shut the door. Their father was already in the front passenger seat. As the cab drove away Haley turned and waved one last time. Once Nathan and Brooke were out of view she broke down. Lucas pulled her to him trying to calm her down as her mother tried to comfort her from the other side.
"Haley you need to breathe." Lucas whispered. He was afriad she was going to hyperventalate.
"It's okay sweetie. Everything will be okay." Lydia soothed as Haley cried harder.
Haley cried the entire way home. When she got home she locked herself in her room for three days.
Meanwhile Brooke and Nathan stood on the curb watching the cab pull away. As soon as it was out of view Nathan took off.
"Nathan!" Brooke called but he kept walking. Once she made her way around the beach house the sight in front of her shocked her. Nathan was sitting on the ground against the back of the beach house with his head in his hands. She could tell his was crying because his shoulders and entire body was shaking. She had never seen her brother cry before. "Nate." She whispered sliding down next to him. He didn't answer her. "Are you okay?" She tried again as she gently rubbed his back. This time he shrugged. She pulled his to her and just held him as she cried. She knew he would do the same thing for her. She knew he must be really upset because Nathan Scott definately did not cry over just about any girl. Once he calmed down a bit he sat up. "Are you okay now?"
"I was stupid to think it could even be just a summer thing with Haley." Nathan said taking a deep breath. "Haley is so much more than that." Nathan said shaking his head standing up. "Saying goodbye to her was the worst thing I've ever had to do..I hate seeing her cry." Nathan said running his hand through his hair.
"I know but it will get better." Brooke said trying to comfort him but Nathan shook his head.
"She's it for me." Nathan said taking off into the house. Brooke just sat their stunned. She knew her brother cared about Haley but one now was she realizing exactly how much.
Author's note: Please review and let me know what you think.
