10.4.13 (3:00 PM)
I feel so stupid. I don't know why I would think that anyone would want to be my friend. Dean probably just felt awkward and didn't really want to be my friend.
I always get my hopes up. He probably hates me.
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I don't like how compulsive I am. I am starting to get it badly again.
