Collision
Chapter Seven :)
Just a little update for my special Martha xx
We got back to the table and I tried my hardest to hide my guilt from Carl, but my face must have said it all as he immediately asked me what was wrong. I made out that I had a headache, not a very good excuse, but one that made Carl suggest that we head home. Maybe meeting up with Emmett wasn't such a good idea. My head felt all over the place and being around him and Claire wasn't helping me. I said my goodbyes to everyone and watched as Emmett winked at me. Sometimes that man is so cocky.
I could tell that Kieron wanted me just as much as I wanted him, but when we got back to the table he looked guilt ridden. I'm struggling to hold it all together right now and I'm struggling to ignore all these feelings for him. He makes out to Carl that he has a headache and I wonder if this is his way of backing out of us and when he says his goodbyes I give him a wink. I guess it's my way of letting him know that I still want tonight to happen, more than anything. He doesn't look impressed.
I hardly speak to Carl on the way home, I know none of this is fair on him, but I can't help it. I'm scared of saying the wrong thing, scared of confessing everything, scared of ruining my life. I know I'm playing with fire with Emmett, but I just can't help it. The more I tell myself to stay away, the more I want to be with him. It's not until were indoors that Carl asks me what my problem is and I hate what I'm thinking about doing to him. Right on cue I hear a message come through on my phone.
I feel bad for telling Claire that I have things to do, but I need to be somewhere else tonight. She doesn't mind though, tells me she has things to do herself. I guess that's why our relationship has always worked because we still do our own things without living in each other's pockets. I check into a hotel not too far from Kieron's place, a bit presumptuous I know, but I hoped that he meant what he said earlier when he told me needed to be with me. I text him telling him to make his excuses to Carl and then I forward him the address and room number.
I start a row with Carl on purpose, I know it's unforgivable, but this was the only way that I was going to get out and see Emmett. Everything inside me told me it was wrong, but nothing stops me from turning my back on my boyfriend and walking out of our home. Once outside the night air hits me and I check my phone knowing that it would be from Emmett. I text him back and tell him that I'm on my way, I get a reply almost immediately he can't wait and neither can I.
I'm feeling nervous now, he's just text me telling me that he is on his way and all of a sudden I'm filled with doubts. So far it's been lots of flirting and touching and of course the best blow job i've ever had, but I know that once he enters this room that both our lives will change forever. Can we really do this? Would we even be in this situation if it hadn't of been for Stendan on the show? I always felt an amazing connection with Kieron, but I just assumed it was because of working so closely with him. I pour myself a drink, sit on the edge of the bed and wait for Kieron to arrive.
It doesn't take me long to get to Emmett's hotel and my stomach is doing somersaults I look at his message again to check the room number and then I make my way to the door anxiously. I stand there for a while just looking at it and my head is spinning. I think about turning back and going home to Carl, but that's all it is just a thought. Instead I take a deep breath and knock firmly on the door numbered twelve and I wait for the gorgeous Emmett Scanlan to invite me inside.
The loud knock on the door almost makes me jump; I down my drink and quickly check myself out in the mirror that is hanging by the bed. I hope I look good enough for him. I make my way over to the door and open it. Kieron is stood there looking gorgeous and the sight of him makes my mouth water. I open the door wider and smile at him; he smiles back and enters the room, brushing past me as he goes by. He's such a tease. I close the door and watch him walk over to the bed with nothing but lust filled eyes.
I can feel his eyes burning into the back of me and I know what he is thinking because I am thinking the same. I stand right by the bed and with my back to him I start to take off my clothes. It seems strange not speaking to him, but right now I need the silence. This silence is definitely a comfortable one; I know that if we talk that it will only make me think about Carl and all I want do now is be close to him. Once I'm naked I feel a hand trail down my back and it makes me shiver all over.
I'm so glad that Kieron is here, I wondered if he would really come. He is now stood by my bed and he is taking his clothes off. I watch him undress, my eyes are intently looking at him and I feel slightly embarrassed because my dick is already growing hard. I don't think I've ever seen anyone more beautiful. Every inch of him is perfect, with his glowing skin that looks like velvet to touch. I let out an appreciate growl and I hope that he can't hear me. I wait until he is naked before I go over to him and touch the skin on his back, which is exactly, like velvet - and I can't wait to touch even more of him.
I turn around to face Emmett and watch as he clearly doesn't know what part of me to look at. I let him soak up every inch of me before I help him get out of his clothes. I'm pleased to see that his dick is very happy to see me, but I'm in exactly the same position as my dick is just as happy to see him. I can see the lust in his eyes and it makes me feel so good, it shows how much he wants me and that gives me such confidence. He tries to speak, but I silence him with my finger, pulling him in for a kiss with the intention of bringing him to his knees.
We are both naked, standing in front of each other and this want that I have for him is like nothing I've ever felt before. I try to speak, but his puts his finger to my mouth as if to shut me up and it works. He then yanks me to him and covers my mouth with his in a hungry kiss. I respond immediately, his mouth is so warm and inviting, the caress of his lips softer than all the other times. He tastes me tentatively with his tongue and I return the favour, ready and willing to give him anything that he wants.
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