Ok First of all I don't own Twilight or any other recognizable thing person or idea in this story.

The purpose of this chapter is to basically give some background information.

Chapter 7: How It Was

Ok Mika.

You already figured this out.

Jake is an asshole.

Mika nodded to herself as she watched Bad Teacher with her mother.

"Mika sweetie do you want some more popcorn." Mika snapped out of her inner musings.

"Yea, sure mom." Her mother skipped into the kitchen to make more of the salty buttery heaven. Mika stretched across the couch she was seated on.

Stop thinking about him.

This is a day for you and your mother.

No stupid problems to interrupt.

Mika shook her head and focused on spending the rest of the day with her mother. When she was by herself in her room she let her mind wonder.

Why can't everything be how it used to?

*Flasback*

Mika stood behind her mother and her father as her dad talked to a man in a wheelchair.

"Is this little Mika?" Mika was pushed lightly in front of her parents. She stuck out her small hand.

"Hello Sir. My name is Mika Lanoir." Billy laughed as he shook her hand with his larger one.

"Hello Mika. I'm Billy Black. I'm your father's best friend." Mika looked at Billy with wide eyes.

"Really?" Billy nodded and lead them inside the house.

"Jake, Rachel, Rebecca. Come here for a second." A five-year old and two nine-year olds ran into the room. The 5-year-old was scowling at the giggling girls. "Mika this is my son Jacob and his sisters Rachel and Rebecca." A woman walked into the room.

"Well who do we have here?" Sarah Black walked out of the house. (Work with me idk how old Jake was when his mother died.) Mika walked to Jacob.

"I'm Mika and we're gonna be best friends." Jacob smiled and grabbed her hand pulling her to his room.

"Come on you'll be the princess and I'll be the prince." Mika giggled and curtsied to him. " Don't worry Princess I'll save you from the dragon." Jacob knocked over a fake Lego dragon and Mika clapped.

"Thank you my prince." She kissed his cheek making Jacob blush.

*Flashback End*

Mika sighed and finished the movie with her mother. She looked over and saw her asleep on the couch. SHe picked up her mother to carry her to her room.

Maybe it's because I'm like this.

Maybe he wants a human girl.

Being half really isn't enough.

*Flashback*

Mika looked to be about 15 she doubled over in pain. Billy dropped the bowl he was using and wheeled over to her.

"Mika! Mika what's wrong?" Mika started to shake and growl. Billy's eyes widened before he went to the phone and called Sam. He hung up and went to stay in the corner while Mika continued to shake and growl on the floor. Sam walked into the kitchen spotting Mika immediately he felt her temperature.

"How is this possible? She's almost as hot as we are. Billy isn't she only half?" Billy nodded.

"Yes her mother is French she shouldn't be going through the change." Sam and Jared snapped their heads to her.

"It hurts. It hurts. Make it stop."

"What's going on?" Sam rubbed her back and moved her to the couch.

"She spoke to us. In our heads. Jared go call the rest of the pack. Tell them to get here now." Mika convulsed one last time before she stopped moving. Sam and Billy watched her with baited breaths. Her eyes opened showing her stormy silver eyes. She groaned and tried to sit up.

"Billy. Ça fait mal. Ce qui m'est arrivé?" Billy rubbed her head.

"English sweetie. Everything's going to be ok. We called your mother. She should be here in a minute." Jake and the rest of the pack barged in. When Jake saw who was on the couch her rushed over.

"MiMi. Are you ok?" Mika looked into his eyes and they both gasped. Jake growled and ran out of the room leaving Mika confused and afraid. Billy sighed.

"I had a feelling it would be like this." Mika huffed.

"What's going on?" Billy patted her back and started to explain.

*Flashback*

I really am just a half-breed.

Half Quileute Half French.

Half Wolf Half Human.

Who would want me?

Mika cried she cried for Jacob. She cried for herself. She cried for the love she still had for him. She cried until the tears refused to fall before drifting off to sleep.

Ok so let's get something straight.

It may seem like Jake has no redeeming qualities but he does. YOu just have to know where to look. THink about his internal war and his love for Bella. Is it really all it seems to be. Read between the lines.

So yea Read, Review. Enjoy