Miley's POV
I performed at Nashville Star when my dad told me about this dude after the show.
"He is one of the young talents here and pretty nice. His name's Justin and you really should get to know him."
"Dad I'm really not in the mood to mingle."
"Miles, I know it's hard for you but you really have to go on with your life. Just see what you think about him. Make some new friends."
"Well alright dad, whatever. Just tell him to come to my dressing room in an hour."
"Alright Miles."
Dad left me and I turned on my iPod and listened to some music. I got changed and just got ready when I hears a knock on the door.
"Come in" I yelled.
There he stood. A good-looking guy, I guessed he was like 19 years old, brown, straight hair and he looked like he did lots of sports.
"Hey." I greeted him kinda smiling.
"Hi. I'm Justin."
"Oh, you're the boy my dad told me about."
"Yeah I guess I am." He smiled and I had to smile, too. But in fact I didn't really like him a lot.
"Well what do you think about hanging out anytime?" I wanted to be nice and asked. Not for me, but for my dad.
"Sure, why not. Here you have my number. Just call me when you want to hang out."
A few days later I really called him and we talked a lot. After a while we decided to meet and get some coffee and chill at my house later.
When the day came I got dressed real cute, like on a date. I wore a light blue dress and my black flip flops. I put on a bit make up, not too much, and also some lip gloss. I didn't dress like that a while.
At 3pm Justin was there to pick me up. I hugged him and we got a coffee at Starbucks. We sat down in a quiet corner so not so many people noticed us. We talked a lot and I got to know a lot about his life. He seemed to be nice. My first impression was so wrong.
Later at my house we sat in my room and watched a movie. We ended up cuddling. I couldn't help it but I felt safe. I liked to be there in his strong arms, my head on his chest. It was a romantic movie and when I looked up at Justin I knew there was a bit more than friendship.
He saw I was looking at him and before I could do anything he leaned in and kissed me. I immediately kissed back, I didn't know why but I did.
Wow. I thought. He's a good kisser. Maybe I really should try to like him. He's a nice guy.
"Omg what was that?" I said.
"I'm sorry. I didn't want to be like that. I know what happened with –"
I cut him off with another kiss.
"So does that mean it's official?"
"I guess so." I answered and we kissed again.
Nick has Sel, so why shouldn't I have someone else to love?!
Nick's POV
I couldn't handle it anymore. I broke up with Sel. For Miley.
The surprise was I wasn't even sad about it. She seemed to be sad but I don't know if she really was. She was the kind of girl who acted strange sometimes. But Joe still cared about me. When he heard I broke up he came in to talk though he tried to avoid me the past month.
"Hey Nick. Are you alright?"
"Yeah I definitely am."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah Joe, I am." I answered annoyed. "Anyway, why did you came here? You avoided me the past month and now you're suddenly here?! I don't really think you just came in to ask how I am after the break up."
"Well I really didn't. I also wanted to talk to you. And show you something."
"So what is it?"
"I avoided you 'cause of Miley."
"I thought you didn't talk to her like a month, too."
"That's right. But there's a reason I didn't. I found something under her pillow when I waited for her in her room after she gave this interview about her song. I took it before she went in. I bet she knows I took it but anyways, I avoided you, because what she wrote was for you. I didn't want to make you feel bad or break up with Sel but now that you did I can show you."
"What is it Joe?!"
"It's a song. Well read it by yourself. I'll leave you alone now."
Joe handed me the piece of paper and went out, closing the door quietly.
I hesitated and looked at it after what felt like hours.
For Nick
Goodbye
I can honestly say you've been on my mind I woke up this morning You remember when we kissed
since I woke up today, up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
When no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is Goodbye
And played are song
And throwing my tears, I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
Cause I know I'm waisting my time
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
When no music playing
I remember the simple things
I remember til I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up
With your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it anyway
You sound so alone
And I'm surprise to hear you say
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
When no music playing
You remember the simple things
We talked til we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying Goodbye
Saying Goodbye
oooh
Goodbye
I read it over and over again. It was awesome. And I really knew how she felt. What I thought she felt until I turned on my laptop. I was on yahoo and read the news when I read it:
Miley Cyrus and her new 20-year-old boyfriend: Isn't she too young for someone like him?
Miley was seen with Justin Gaston a few times now. They seemed to be real close, held hands, she hugged him and they giggled together a lot. They seem to be a couple. But is he really the right one for her?! She is 15, turning 16 in November and he's 20. We tried to find out more about him and found out he's an underwear model. He also was drunk a few times though he's under age. Not really the best commerce for such a young girl. We just hope she won't do a mistake..
I couldn't believe what I just read. Miley wrote this song and now she's dating someone who really is wrong for her. I needed to talk to her so I decided to call her the next day.
Miley's POV
It was Saturday and Justin was busy so I wanted to stay in bed or at least at home all day and relax a bit. Around 11am my cell rang, I thought it was Justin so I didn't check the caller ID. It was a big mistake.
"Hey." I said didn't think about anything bad to happen.
"Hey Miley.. it's me, Nick.." He muttered.
"Oh… Nick.. Why are you calling?"
"I… I think we need to talk."
"About what?" I tried to act like I didn't really care but he knew I did.
"There were a few misunderstandings the last time.. Well uhm could we just meet?"
"I don't know…"
"Miley, just to talk.. Please.."
"Sure.. Wanna come over at 2?"
"Alright. Thanks. See you."
"Yeah, see you."
We hung up and I took a shower and got ready. At 2pm he stood in my room, I guessed my parents let him in.
"Hey…" I said.
"Hey.."
"Wanna sit down?" I wanted to be nice.
"Sure."
"So what do you wanna talk about?"
"Well Joe showed me this.. this song.."
"So he really took it?"
"Yeah, he did. Sorry for that though."
"It isn't your fault. It shouldn't have been read by anyone. Especial not by you… But well not that you read it… Did you like it?"
"It's awesome, really."
"So what did your girl say about it? or did you keep it from her, too?"
"She isn't my girl anymore. We broke up 2 days ago."
"I'm sorry to hear that."
"It's alright. You know how I thought about her. And you know my feelings."
"Nick.. I've a boyfriend now."
"I know, I read it on yahoo. Why didn't you even tell me?!"
"We didn't talk, remember?! And Joe also didn't talk to me. So why should've I told you?"
"I know we didn't talk. But no need to act like I'm not here anymore. And who's the one who said who'd need time and never called after that?!"
"I called you lots of times and you know that. So don't blame this one on me."
"Sure I forgot you're miss perfect. I'm really tired of your moods."
"Nick, I don't need you, I've a boyfriend."
"Yeah kinda a male whore, a drinking guy who's too old for you."
"Oh shut up! You'Re just jealous!!"
"I'm not. Miley you really changed! And in fact, I don't like the new Miley. I love you but not the one you pretend to be. TELL ME WHEN THE OLD MILEY'S BACK! 'CAUSE THE NEW ONE REALLY ISN'T WORTH TO BE SAD FOR!"
"Nick.. I'm.. I'm sorry." I almost cried.
"No Miley, I'm sorry that we have to end like this. But it's best when we don't talk anymore. It just causes us too much pain. But never forget one thing: I love you. Always did, always will. Tell me when you're yourself again. Bye." He turned around and left my room.
I stood there shocked, tears streaming down my face not, when I suddenly ran after him, yelling his name.
"NICK!!! NICK WAIT!! PLEASE!!"
"What do you want?!"
"Please don't leave me alone. I need you."
"It really doesn't seem like you do. You were the one who told me you don't need me you have your boyfriend. So now you get what you want. I leave you alone."
"But…"
"No buts Miley. It's too late."
He kissed me, knowing that's what I needed now. But I didn't feel a lot better, 'cause he turned around and left without looking back.
Just when he drove out of the gate I realized it was raining. My clothes were wet, I didn't wear shoes and I was shivering. I knew I was about to break down soon so I ran inside, lay on my bed and cried as hard as I could without anyone noticing it.
No one should see me like that now. Not now that everyone thinks I'd be so happy. I really liked Justin but I couldn't get over Nick. Inside I still loved him and I knew he'll always be in my heart. But I had to stop crying. Justin was the last one who should see me like that.
I thought a lot when I fell asleep in the middle of the day. And I dreamed about him and our kiss earlier that day. When I woke up my eyes felt swollen and were red from crying. My face was still wet. I guess I cried while I was sleeping.
