Ch. 7
Rin ran from the dinning hall, up the stairs, and into her old chamber. Falling unto the bed she pressed her face into the 'pillow' Kagome had given her. Her tears fell not only for Toshie but for her shock of her own sudden mating. She loved Sesshoumaru but she knew of the problems his father's mortal mate had caused, she could not stand to hurt her mate that way. She also knew some of the life Inuyasha had growing up and did not wish her children to suffer the same torment as the young half youkai had in his life.
Mating her, she knew was bound to cause him many serious problems that she could not stop. If she had heard right then the mortal mate the great Inu no Taisho had taken had caused his death a short time after the mating. Despite all of her worries she loved Sesshoumaru desperately and would do all she could to make his life even a little bit easier. Such thoughts had been plaguing her mind ever since she had felt the pain of her love's mark. As her tears fell she had a small inkling that her beloved mate was on his way to her.
Sesshoumaru knew that Rin had been upset when she had rushed from the dinning room. He did not expect however to smell the foul tears that she was now crying. Of all the world's smells he hated that one most as it signified that his Rin was hurt or sad. Now that damned smell filled the air, there was almost no escaping it, she was crying hard. To his utter dismay his usually icy heart pained for his mate in a harsh way, a way that demanded he comfort her somehow.
As for the boy, his death would have to be moved up too at the latest a week from this day, his misdeed was far too great. He had NO right, nor did anyone else, to bring tears from those happy, loving brown eyes. As he drew closer to their bed chamber he realized that the stench was not coming from there. He had already passed her old bed chamber so he turned around and walked to the smaller wooden door with the flower carved into it. He did not knock on the door, she was his, she always had been, and he had the right to see her in any state she was in. This was right he had especially when he wanted only to help her. No matter what state of mind or dress his mate was in, he was going to see her when it pleased him, and it pleased him to do so now.
Stepping into the rather small room he found Rin laying face down on the bed, her tears made the room smell worse to him than the dead. Her kimono had become bunched around her slender hips exposing her long shapely legs to his instantly hungry gaze. As much as he wanted to take her then he knew that it would be better for the both of them if he calmed her raging tears first. He sat nearest her head and ran long fingers through the soft silken hair that he himself had always taken great pride in. Her hair had spoken of her over all health, it was always soft and silky, that alone showed some good reflection on him.
She did not seem to notice he had come and her head remained still on the pillow. After a minute or so she raised up a hand to touch his own long, pale fingers and draw them to her mouth. Having no idea of his Rin's intentions he sat and let her do with him as she pleased. Rin guided the much bigger hand to the pillow beside her head and laced her darker fingers with the pale ones on Sesshoumaru's hand. Sitting up she put her free hand up to her face. She knew that he hated the salty offensive stench of tears.
She dried her reluctant tears and looked over to him. "I do not mean to pry Sesshoumaru but did your father not die for his mortal love?" 'So that is what she has been worried about, she worries that I may become like my father'. Sesshoumaru thought as he looked into her eyes. "Yes Rin, he did indeed die protecting Inuyasha's mother from danger. He was however badly hurt from another youkai just an hour before."
He lightly squeezed her hand to show her some kind of emotion that he could not otherwise express. "Had it not been for those injuries he would still be alive. He wanted to find a safe and welcoming place for them to be together, one were their child could grow in peace. Rin I will not die, you will be safe, and our children will have all of the respect their title gives them. I give you my word now that all will be better for us, it already is. We have a place that is safe, the youkai here know and care for you, I can protect you from all dangers encountered. Trust me as you always have, I will not fail you now." She laughed and felt a good deal better; he had never lied to her before.
She trusted her mate with all she had. She had to believe he would keep her safe, after all he had yet to let her down. Thinking to hug him she moved forward only to have her mouth caught by his for a hot kiss. Shock made her rigid and unresponsive at first, she was unable to return his kiss. Soon however the shock was gone and she returned his kiss with long held love and a passion that surprised them both.
Sesshoumaru understood her fears, having a half breed lord did not appeal to most, if any, youkai. As a result of their small mindedness he would have to work very hard to see that Rin and their children were accepted in youkai society. As he kissed her he decided that this was no worry for his Rin. Her gentle nature simply did not need such a burden. He gently and rather reluctantly pushed her from him. His sudden brake of their kiss shocked her a little and she sat looking at him with noticeable confusion on her face.
He knew she was confused so he began to play with her hair before he spoke. "Rin, it is my place to think of such things. I would have you thinking of things that will trouble you so. That is the final word on the matter. I will allow no more worry from you." She nodded her understanding and he pulled her back to his chest, he needed her, a kiss found her mouth.
This time no shock held her steadfast as she returned the kiss and met his lustful gaze. Love and a mutual attraction met to flame the white hot coals of mutual desire. Yes he would take her, and be as gentle as possible. It was very lucky for him that with the addition of his blood his mate would be able to take a much larger amount of force than she had before because he needed to apply some force to his actions. Both of their concerns dissipated for a time as they focused their full attention on the act at hand.
This time she was determined to please him as he had her, to learn what he wished from her. Their tongues darted in and out of the other's mouth with dizzying intent. Hands and fingers exploring the body of the other, tangling in hot and loving passion as they both fought for control of the situation. Sesshoumaru cut her obi with his claw and dropped it to the bed, he pulled her kimono away to reveal soft skin. His hand went on a soft breast, squeezing softly and holding her until a soft moan escaped her lips.
Rin arched to him, pushing herself into the firm but gentle grip of his hand, her own reaching boldly for the tie binding his hori. She untied it and placed her hand between the folds to move it off his shoulders. His eyes flashed dark red as her hand brushed his hardened nipple when it passed. With a low growl his hand left the soft breast to finish removing her kimono. They sat back, her on his lap now with no memory of how she had gotten there.
When she removed the hori she started to untie the stirrings that covered her mate's maleness. She remembered what it felt like when he put his mouth on her and wished to return the favor. She felt his maleness through his clothing and moved to adjust herself over him, hands still attempting to untie the strings. He then reached to retie his cloths in effort to keep his mate from thinking that the missing arm was odd. She had not seen that shoulder during their mating and he did not know what her reaction would be.
It was too late, Rin, who was completely naked, stopped his hand with hers. In an unusual move of boldness she pressed his hand to her soft breast, trying to draw his attention elsewhere. "Rin would like to return the feeling you gave her, just once, please." The look in her eyes, his body and blood of the Inuyoukai would not allow him to deny her request. His demon blood was boiling to learn how it felt to have her mouth wrapped around him in the most intimate way. He sat back and allowed her to do as she wanted.
Motioning for him to raise his hips she sat about removing the rest of his garments. While removing his cloths she pressed hot kisses to his skin. Upon finishing the removal of his clothing she silently asked him to put his hips back on the bed. Knowing her intent he sat ready, or so he thought, to feel her mouth around him. She knelt in front of him and took as much of his maleness as she could into her mouth.
She moved little at first as this was new and strange to her, but soon she found that his movements would increased if she moved in a certain way. She moved her head up and down while curling her tongue around the tip. His breath left his body as he watched her head sink onto him, filling his body with pleasure. His eyes went red with the massive pleasure now consuming him. His claws left gashes nearly a half a foot deep in the bed as he coped with the amazing torture of her mouth on him like that. Realizing the feeling was forcing him to loose control of himself he reached sown to pull her off.
Though it felt amazing, he had to make her stop, his calm demeanor could take no more. His blood boiled as his true self began coming to the surface for some face time with his mate. It occurred to him that he may harm her if he lost control. His mind screamed for the return of her mouth to his male part. He knew however that letting out his true nature would at least frighten her, if not kill her. He was going to find his pleasure long before her if he tried to take her now so he decided to address the position issue they had.
He bent her into the right position facing away from him and put a pillow where he would lay his head. Lying on the side with no arm he met Rin's questioning gaze, time to show her what he wanted her to do. "Do not move Rin, there is something I wish to teach you. Learn it well; you will do it quite often." With that he made sure he could easily reach into her tight opening.
He bit the sharp claws off the three largest fingers on his hand knowing that they would grow back in just over an hour. To begin his fingers reached down to tease the soft bud of nerves hidden by the curls, soon his mate was moving down against it. He quickly moved his fingers to her opening and slid them inside as deep as they would go. She cried out, too much pleasure to hold in. He started to move them in and out in hard rapid session. She soon began moving with his hand's rhythm back against the probing fingers seeking the pleasures provided there.
She hit his palm from time to time coating it in her sweet liquids. Her arousal filled the room giving it an intoxicating aroma to the youkai pleasuring her so. She pulled away from him having an idea that would pleasure them both. She centered her gaze on his erection she repositioned herself so both could do as they pleased with the other. Sesshoumaru nearly stopped her until she placed her mouth over his large erection. He understood, she realized his enjoyment when he moved his hips to put just a bit more of himself into her mouth. Realizing what was going on, she slowed down her ministrations to tease him.
He nearly laughed, his innocent little Rin was teasing him. 'Two are capable of that Rin' he thought as his fingers decreased in speed and strength forcing her to arch harder against him. When he matched her nearly nonexistent speed he held the pace to allow her a chance to understand the rules of their new game. She moaned in a frustrated tone around him, his eyes reddened again, a growl escaped him. Forcing himself to calm down he sped up and slowed back down to help her understand what he wanted her to do.
After a minute or so she understood and again quickened her movements around him. He instantly returned the favor as he moved his hand faster than before, sinking his fingers deeper still. Soon she was withering against him, still keeping him deep in her mouth. She cried out and moved harshly back against his hand until she felt herself finishing the coiled passions within her. Her mouth involuntarily stilled on him as she lost coherency.
Shortly after she regained the ability to move she felt him explode into her mouth, he expected her to be upset about it. She was anything but. She seemed to enjoy the taste in her mouth and ingested it swiftly, swallowing it with a smile. He pulled her to him for a hot kiss, their lips met as she fell on top of his body. He broke their kiss to lick her juices from his fingers, wanting the taste in his mouth more than on his hand. She gave him a look of question and slight confusion to which he gave a near smile.
She gave up understanding his logic and laid her head on his shoulder as his arm wrapped around her waist. He gripped her chin to make her look at him. "I am not finished with you Rin, do not seek rest just yet." She nodded her understanding and moved to kiss him half thanking him for the amazing experience and half to banish her fears that had returned. When she broke the kiss and laid back down he replaced her arm round his waist and rested his head back on the pillow.
He wanted a pup with his mate as soon as one could be born however he did not wish to force Rin to carry one, he wanted her to be ready. He stroked the flesh of her arm, kissing her hair, taking in the sent, would she be willing to carry his child now? It could not upset her if he simply asked, could it? Fixing his resolve he turned her head forcing her to face him. Rin gave him that gentle smile that let him know she was happy and waiting for his next thought or question.
"Rin, at this moment you are as fertile as you can be. If we mate now you will most likely bare a pup in the months to come. Do you want a pup Rin? Do not ask what I want, the choice is yours, you will carry the pup not I so it is only fair for you to choose." After thinking for a long time and unknowingly tempting her mate with small movements in her legs and hips until he was stiff and ready again.
Then, without warning, she kissed him softly on the lips. The kissing thing would fast become a habit of hers, especially it times like this. "Rin would like a pup Sesshoumaru, very much. May Rin ask how long it would spend growing inside before it comes out?" To this he knew no answer opting instead to skip to the act at hand. They would soon have a pup in their family.
He coaxed her into the mating position again and placed his erection at her tight entrance. He tested her to be sure she was ready. When he found that she was, he wrapped his arm around her waist and quickly pushed himself into her tight wet cavern. She could feel him nudging the entrance to her womb with his maleness as a growl escaped his throat. His nature and demeanor fought for control, his blood and real self wanted to mate the one he loved in the open, wanted to be seen.
Yes he loved her, he had made her his mate, and was giving her his child. How could he not love her when she was everything to him? Rin turned as best she could to see his nearly useless fight for control of his outward features and inward thoughts, she smiled and moved back harder against him. After a few thrusts back she decided to tell him to let go and take what he wanted. "Rin has always known you are an inuyoukai, you need not hide yourself so." Her allowance for him to be himself forced out his last threads of control as his calm demeanor gave in.
His teeth enlarged, his eyes went red, and his markings became sharply defined on his face and wrists. He spoke in syllables to her now, "Co…me clo…ser Rin… co…me cl…os…er." She backed up a little and he now nearly penetrated her womb. She would indeed come out of this carrying his pup within her. His speech seemed slower now and his movements rougher, faster and harder than anything he had given her before.
She moved back and forward crying out in pleasure as he let it mount deep within her. His teeth toyed with the flesh of her neck, teasing it with gentle nibbles again and again on her mating marks. Her boundless energy served them well as he moved her for grater access. He moved harder and faster when he could tell that her peak coming. She cried out his name as he pushed deep inside her. He found the entrance to her womb and sent his seed deep inside. She would become pregnant when the seed and egg combined, he would have an heir to rule when he no longer desired it. His mind became unclouded and his features began to return to normal, but they always did so slowly.
He laid her down, taking the place next to her, worried that he hurt his dearest treasure with his passions. "Rin did I harm you?" She laughed and hugged herself tight to him, whispering her answer in his ear. "No Sesshoumaru, I am unharmed. I feel a great deal better than I did though. If our pup is a boy, what will you name him?" He held her tight "I am glad you are well" he said. He had already picked a name for his son, if that is what it should be, one that had lost and regained its honor in his eyes. It was the perfect name for his pup, their pup.
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Sess Rin Ch. 7