Callie's Point of View
I can't open my eyes, yet. But I can hear everything. Mark, he's so worried! And Arizona… omg, Arizona! I miss you. I miss your smile, your face! I can't talk to her… I need to! I need to, come on! I was so selfish. I'm so worried about her. She has cancer! She. Has. Cancer. MY Arizona is sick. I need her to be okay. At least she forgave me! She understood! Now I just want to open my eyes and tell her how everything will be okay. Tell her how much I love her. Tell her that everything's going to be okay, that she'll be okay, because I'm here for her. Being able to listen her beautiful voice and not being able to see her face or reply… it kills me. ARIZONA! I try to speak but my mouth keeps closed and my eyes on the same position. I can feel her right here with me. She has told me she painted her nails with blue! And she also painted mine… with pink! I need my girlfriend. I need to hold her and tell her that I'm here for her! SHE HAS A FUCKING CANCER! I can't believe it yet. I wish this was a lie. I wish I was really here. I wish Arizona had me here. I love the way Arizona is, she's perfect! I need to hold her, I need to save her from the world. I need the world to save her. I need Her. How long will I stay like this? I want you to keep telling me things, Arizona! I really want to, but I can't tell her. It seems like she heard me! I can hear her cry and talking at the same time. She's talking to me. Callie, I need you to wake up, baby. My days are awful without you. I hope you can hear me. I need to tell you Callie… I love you. I really do. I love youlike I've never loved anyone. This is huge. I need you Callie, I need you like my body needs blood, too. You gave my life a purpose too. Callie, love, I need you! Please, wake up for me. You have no idea how happy I was when you told me all of that and how much I ran to catch you, but those jerks held me. I wanted to be there with you, because I want to do everything with you! Good or bad. Great or awful. You are so perfect, Calliope. You are perfect to my eyes. I was giving up on everything, you didn't let me! Because you held me so strongly and now you're here and doctors don't let me hold you. Please Callie, wake up. She finished, she is crying even more now. She is with her head on my arm. I can feel her tears. I can feel her pulse. I can feel Arizona! If I could send her a sign. I'm trying to move my finger with all my strength but I can't. I keep making all I can. Until the machines start to making sounds, and now Arizona is not over me anymore, she's screaming on the hallway. She's screaming for every doctor she sees. My doctor is here now, and he has stabled me now. I'm stable. That was a sign! You can hear me. Omg Callie! Thank you! I felt a kiss on my lips. Definitely Arizona! I know her lips. I know that was her. My beautiful Arizona. I LOVE YOU. I need to think what I am going to do now. The only thing I know I will do is stay here for my girlfriend. She will be cancer free and we'll live happily ever and after. I hope so. I need to sleep now, Arizona fell asleep. And so did Callie.
Callie woke up. She made the biggest and truest smile she had ever made. She could see Arizona! She saw Arizona's beautiful face when she woke up! "Arizona!"
"Omg, CALLIE! Baby!" She started to cry and hugging me.
"Hey, I heard every word you said. I didn't know you love me. I love you till the universe. The Universe and you. I'm in heaven, you're heaven, Arizona! I missed you so much. I was desperate. I could only listen to your voice, your beautiful voice. Thank you for talking to me. And thank you for being here for me, but I'm the one who will stay here for you! I need you. I will take care of you my love. I love you."
"I love you more."
"That's humanly impossible, but I'll agree."
Arizona was crying of joy. She kissed Callie.
I'm just about to be discharged and I haven't seen Arizona for what? Two days? Where has she been? I'm not allowed to use cell phones while I'm the hospital… but I want to talk to her. Am I on the same situation again? She wouldn't leave me… she wouldn't leave! Where's Arizona? Where is she? Come on! What happened with her? I need to talk with someone around here. ALEX! That jerk, i bet it was something he did! I'm pressing the button but I can't see a nurse here… what the hell? I kept pressing it until a nurse showed up.
"Have you seen Arizona?"
"No, miss."
"And…can you call Dr. Karev, please?"
"Of course, just a second."
She left the room. I hope that that bastard shows up. What the hell did he say to my girlfriend?
"Alex! Alex, what did you say to Arizona?"
"Hi Callie."
"Answer me! What did you say to her? You jerk!"
"She asked me if we were still married and I told her that we were. And she asked me if you were a lesbian and I said that you're not."
"What the hell, Alex? You freak, what the hell did you say to my GIRFRIEND? Tell me the truth." Callie was screaming.
"That's the truth, except the last part, she didn't ask, I said. And what the hell, calls? She's your girlfriend now? We're married!"
"You peace of crap, we're not married, I want the divorce papers signed today or I'll tell everyone that you're gay, and I'll tell them why you married me. And I'll tell everyone who you cheated me with! I will! And I want to know where's Arizona!"
"About that I don't know… I didn't talk to her like that, okay? She slapped me and left!"
"She did what?" Omg, Arizona slapped Alex! She rocks!
"yeah, that's right."
"You deserved. I will come to you as soon as I'm discharged from the hospital, which is today! Now, you better get going before I slap you too."
Alex left. Callie wanted to get out of there as soon as she could, so she called Mark.
"Mark, please discharge me!"
"Fine, I'll do it. How are you?"
"I'm terrible! I don't know where's Arizona and i haven't talked with her for two days! I need to see and talk to her! Do you know where she is?"
"Wel… not that much. I just saw her leaving chief's office the other day, that was the last time I saw her."
"Chief's office? Well…get your ass out of here and make me get out of this stupid hospital!"
"Okay… so bossy." Mark left and a nurse came in, he was fast! She was there to discharge Callie. She knew that nurse, that was one of the nurses Arizona had lunch with! She handed me the paper so I could get out of there and left, I could only say thank you. Now, where's the chief? Where's Arizona?
I knocked. The chief didn't say anything so I came in.
"I didn't say you could come in!" His face was mad.
"I'm sorry, but it's urgent." I said, as I looked around and saw a beautiful girl there, who could she be?
"April, you start working tomorrow! Don't be late, the kids need you!" And that redhead left.
The kids? Who is she? A peds girl? "Is she here to replace Arizona?"
"Yes. I had to."
"Whatever. I need to know where's Arizona, please." She had a mad voice.
"You don't know? She's working in another hospital now."
"Since when?!"
"Yesterday, she's working there since yesterday."
"What hospital? Where?"
"It's a little bit far, you know… she went to Europe. She's in Italy." OMG! Arizona went to Italy! No way she did that! I ran out of the office and kept running until home. I'm going to Italy! I opened the door and I saw a little paper on the floor.
I realized how much I love you and I realized that a while ago, but is it worth it?
You'll have to live with me and listen to me everyday, and than I'll get worse and I won't want you to see me like that. I left before you call me girlfriend.
I'm working far away now, you'll never have to think about me again! I can work here, they want me!
You'll always be my baby. You'll always be mine.
Arizona.
