A QUESTION OF LOYALTY
Year Seven
Reality can suck it can be painful and I know I'm about to have one of those times as I see the commander coming towards my office as the door is open. It has been a month since I made love to Asuka in this office but I've always had concerns that he might find out that he might know I broke the rules and this is one of those times as I can see the rage in his eyes the glasses hide nothing as he walks in slamming the door behind him as comes to stand closer to me speaking coldly. "Clearly your getting too big for your shoes Maya…I know what you did in this office with that red haired German bitch a month a go."
I stand up slowly keeping my distance from him. "I don't know what you mean commander." He steps closer and I can see the white streaks in his beard and the insanity in his gaze, he used to be so focused but as the years have gone by he's become more and more insane with his bullshit plans.
He also thinks eyes are watching him everywhere it's clear he's going mad maybe because he's keeping secrets from Seele he won't tell them what Rei's true purpose is that she is the switch that will destroy this world and bring about human instrumentality he told them she was for talking to angels but I think maybe they now know that, that's a lie and they're digging for the truth.
Gendo's mouth turns to a dark sneer. "Don't play dumb with me, you answer to me your loyal to me and you'd be nothing with out me, I saved you from your rotten little life on the streets as a teenager I brought you to Nerv and had my best people train you into something worth while."
Maya breathed in deeply she hated to be remaindered of this as this was why she was here to protect him from his enemies, his body guard and spy to move his secrets around so to speak they're there to take bullets for him, die for him and all because he had used her street life as a way to motivate her into loyalty and make her a killer.
It was not for her benefit though it was for his own and he had never felt like a father to her more a mentor who was just there to guide but had no love she realized that now but it had taken her years to realize it because it was only in the past few years that she had not felt real love and known what it truly was and realized that he had never loved her, he just liked her around like some lap dog and he saw her as a tool and she was tired of it she wanted out of this shit outfit so badly now and to have a normal life. "Regardless of that fact I have no idea what your talking about commander."
The next moments turned to agony as his hand wrapped around her throat as she was forced up against the opposite wall in a violent moment as he towered over her a part of her wanted to grab her gun which was always by her side on her gun belt but she knew better and she knew any threat would force him to target Asuka the grip tightened as he spoke in a cold voice. "Let me be clear so we understand each other I hate your relationship with that red head just as much as I hate my son screwing my angel toy and making her think she has the right to feelings and emotions I know you and your female friends are working against me just like my wife used to before I cleaved her head in and stuck her soul in 01."
He paused. "Unless you want to end up like her and I stick your soul in an Evangelion unit you will show me loyalty." He paused. "So tell me now Maya have you told your little red haired girlfriend any off my secrets?" His gaze narrowed. "Be very careful with your next words." Maya spoke though every word hurt due to his grip. "She knows nothing commander…I don't tell her anything!" Gendo's looked at her for a long moment searching desperately for some form of lie.
His grip suddenly freed causing her to cough as the air came back into her lungs as he spoke again. "If I find out your lying I'll kill you myself Maya." Maya put her hand to her throat feeling the pain there as she spoke calmly. "Was there anything else you wanted Commander?"
He eyed as he turned speaking coldly. "No there was nothing else." Maya watched as he left slamming the door behind him. She waited for a long painful moment before feeling a long breath come out as she sunk down the wall unable to stop the tears as she started to cry she only really learned to cry over these past few years while being with Asuka and only when they were alone yet now she couldn't stop them falling as she so wanted this nightmare to be over.
End of part 7
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