Brittany

(Author Note: Hey I'm sorry guys that whenever I post a new chapter you see one of the old chapters, but for some reason the fanfiction won't let me just work on the next chapter and let me save it without posting it. So please ignore if I put one of the old chapters on the new chapter that means I working on it, but please enjoy the rest of my story.)

When I arrived home from school I couldn't stop thinking about what Alex said to me before I ran away from him. (Sometimes I can see right through you Brittany.) Hearing him say that made me remember the dream I had about him, but then again I CAN NOT BELIEVE HE THREATHEN ME AND MADE ME BE HIS PRETEND GIRLFRIEND FOR A WHOLE FUCKING MONTH! He said he will tell the entire school that we had sex I can't believe he went there he definitely went too far on that I should really kick his ass for that, but I can't cause obviously it's no use either way he could tell the entire school that stupid ass lie. I went into my house and went straight up stairs to my room and closed the door. Mom and Dad and Shelley were gone for the rest of the day so I decided to relax for a while and try to clear my head as I was laying on the bed I decided to watch TV for a little bit and I turned to watch The Boy Next door with Jennifer Lopez and Ryan Guzman as I was watching it then I started to fall asleep and take a little nap.

(Brittany Dreaming again)

"Sometimes I can see right through you. . . .see right through you. . . . .see right through you. . . . .see right through you. . . ." (Alex's voice echoing in Brittany's head)

While I was still sleeping I was relaxing myself and trying not to think about Alex it really seems like he has been on my mind a lot lately, but he just won't leave. I was laying on bed when I felt a strange hand on my leg and shaking me to wake up. When I woke up I saw Alex sitting on the edge of my bed and looking at me with his sexy devil brown eyes. I was surprised to see him again in my room I raised up slowly from my bed and started to move away from him.

"Alex why are you here? Why will you not leave me alone?" I say looking into his eyes.

"Brittany. . . . you can run, but you can't hide from me. I see you Brittany and it's so simple and easy. You really have feelings for me, but you really are trying to hide them away from me." Alex says giving me a cute look on his face that makes want to cup his face and kiss him so damn bad.

"Okay fine say I did had feelings for you Alex, but that wouldn't change anything your gangbanger Alex I don't mess with gangbangers and that's why I'm trying to stay away from you. Your just like them Alex you kill, you deal and you cause trouble."

"Well it seems to me your scared of my looks. You really don't know what I could be like on the inside what if I told you that I'm not that person that you think I am Brittany what if I'm just a guy who is caring, nice and wouldn't harm anyone like you?" Alex says as he crawls up to me on my bed and getting close to me.

"Alex I've seen you do it. I saw you and your gang beat up Jasper the other day the day you called me a bitch. It's obvious Alex your bad and dangerous to me that's why I keep my distance from you." I say looking at his tattoos on his arms.

"Brittany. . . .I may look dangerous and bad, but I'm really not a bad person once you get to know me. Because deep down I'm actually a cool/nice person." Alex says raising his hand about to cup my cheek.

I look at his hand then started to breath a little heavy then I turn away from him then got off my bed and started to walk away, but Alex grabs me around my waist from behind. I pause and gasped a little like I was scared he was about to do something to me he wraps his arms around me and turns me around to face him. He puts his hand under my chin and lifts it up to make me look at him.

"Alex. . . . why do you this to me? Why? Why you do always get in my head no matter what you do?"

"Mamacita. . . .you. It's because of you Brittany. You have something else for me you just won't admit it to yourself. All of that sassiness and acting all fake with yourself that's not you. I can tell it's not you. When that incident happened after Chemistry the other day and when you looked at me I saw a whole new side of you Brittany I saw a beautiful Angel looking at me and who needed someone in her life to be with her and protect her that's what I saw Brittany. Your the apple of my eye Brittany I want you so much.

Hearing Alex tell me I was a beautiful Angel to him and how he sees right through me it made me feel warm inside I felt like I could trust him, but something was holding me back. Alex leans in and tries to kiss me, but I put my hands on his chest and push him away a little bit then walk away from him and start walking to my bed and sat on the edge of my bed.

"I'm no angel Alex."

"Yes you are Brittany. . . .to me you are." Alex says as he stands right in front of me then kneels down and brushing my hair back behind my ear then lifts my chin to look at him.

"Brittany tell me something."

"What is it Alex?"

"Are you hiding something from me?"

I look at Alex confused.

"No. . . no I'm not. What is there for me to hide?"

"Brittany quit trying to play fake with me it's just you and me in here and nobody else. Tell me what is it?" Alex says putting his hands on my thighs.

I start to tremble a little bit, but I try to distract Alex from noticing I look around my room trying to not have eye contact with him then out of nowhere I completely look at his face then I look down on my thighs where his hands are placed then I started to notice that I was sweating a little out of nervousness.

"Alex can you not uh. . . . .get me all sweaty please." I say not looking at him.

Alex chuckles a little then removes his hands away from my thighs then stands up right in front me. I raised my head up to look at him to see what he was going to do then he started to lift up his shirt and when it was completely off he tossed it to the side. I looked at him up and down then put my focus on his face. Alex gives me his you-can't-resist-me smile.

"Is this better?" he asks.

I stay silent for a moment.

"Brittany what are you hiding from me? Is there something you want to tell me or is there something you are not telling?" Alex says as he once again cups my cheek and kneels down right in front me.

"I-I-It's not that I'm hiding something from you Alex it's. . . . .s-s-s-something that I'm trying to not get myself to get a certain feeling for someone. I mean I'm scared." I say now officially trembling.

"Of what? Why are you scared Brittany?" Alex says leaning towards me at point the where we are close to kissing.

"Say it Brittany just. . . . .just please tell me."

I couldn't fight it anymore he was right in front of me and I wanted him so damn bad. I cup his face then slowly pulled him towards me then our lips connected and we started to kiss passionately he weave his fingers in my hair then starts to make his way around to the buttons on my shirt. As we continued to kiss he starts to unbutton them and once he got to the last button he open my shirt slowly then he gets me to lay back on my bed and get on top of me. I put my fingers through his hair then I let my hands explore his sexy body. Alex grabs my left thigh and makes me wrap it around his waist and he makes me hold it there and then he starts grinding against me hard. Our kissing was so magically it made me feel like I was somewhere far far away with him then later our kissing turned hungry and heavy I shift my body so I was on top of him then he shifts his body on me where he was back on top of me then he lifts up his head and looks at me.

"Brittany is it me?" Alex asks.

I don't say anything.

"Brittany are you scared of falling in love with me?" Alex asks as he brushes my lips with the tips of his fingers.

Before I could answer his question (RING! RING! RING!)

(Dream Ends Brittany wakes up)

I shot my eyes open seeing my TV was still on playing a random channel I looked at my phone and I saw that Sierra was calling me I ignored my phone then laied on my back and faced the ceiling. I was breathing very slowly and calmly I was trying to stay calm and then I was thinking about having second thoughts about Alex.

I shook my head.

"Oh no." I said to myself.

"Do I really have feelings for Alex?