A/N I'm not going to lie this is one short but hopefully the next one will be longer please R&R

Riska,

I didn't mean for things to end the way they did..I hadn't felt feelings like the ones I've felt for you in the short amount of time with you in years. I knew you were trying to suppress hearing my thoughts but I still felt that you would know how I felt, it was foolish thinking assuming you would stay if our date went well. Knowing what people thought of you and how much you would hear just walking through the halls killed me because I know truly what lies beneath your exterior and the heart you hold inside. I knew there was something different about you the moment I met you. Although because of the stubbornness I hold within me to assume all to be a threat to the ones I care about but when we were at the gate and you sacrificed yourself for my team I saw what good you would bring to the universe. I'm sorry for how I acted prior to the date and even during, I wish I could go back and change how I treated you last night. Please with all I hold inside know I never meant to hurt you. With this letter I want you to know that if ever you need me I will be there.

With all I hold in my heart and soul

Ronon

Ronon,

I wasn't sure what to say at first..Your letter pulled on the strings of my heart. But I myself was foolish thinking that you or anyone else would be able to trust me with what powers I hold inside. Although I wish to turn around now and come back to you and the others I care for in Atlantis, yet I feel that it's best if I travel and learn new ways to block off the thoughts of others. I need to learn how to control my powers, I will come back when the time is right...If I ever do need anything I know where to go..

Ever yours

Riska

First days had past which led to months, although Riska kept in contact with the others she never sent any more letters to Ronon. Everyone was walking on eggshells around him and avoided talking about her or even mentioning her name around him. Mckay especially was having problems adjusting considering some of the information she was sending back. Today in particular marked a day where she sent an extremely boring tape. While Mckay was running around his lap he had the latest tape playing in the background.

"Seriously she needs to realize that not everything she finds is something special.." He huffed as he was walking around with a tablet in his hands shaking his head.

And this species seems to be able to ...be able to…

The tape ended abruptly it wasn't anything new because of course Riska was still trying to get use to the camcorder.

Tell us where Atlantis is and we'll let you go..It's that simple..

Mckay quickly turned around to find on the screen Riska tied to a chair with Kolya standing near her. She looked up at him with a smug smile, he quickly became angry and slapped her hard enough to knock the chair over, Mckay recoiled from the image of pain.

"Dr. Weir, Sheppard..Can you come to my lab immediately. There's something you need to see." He stated as he paused the tape to an image of Riska staring at the camera.