I had to go back home and I felt weird, like someone was watching us….

So when I got home my dad was on the porch.

I looked down and he grabbed my hair.

I screamed out and he brought me up stairs and stripped me.

He brought me to his bed and said: " so you gay! I saw you in the car with Carl!"

Carl?

"His name is Greg."

Right when I said that he smacked me, in a place that the sun doesn't shine.

My eyes widened and I went to grab myself but he caught my hand and tied them to the bed post and tied my legs down and I was trembling.

He walked out of the room and came back with whips and razor blades.

"PLEASE DADDY! DON'T! I PROMISE I WON'T DO ANYTHING ANYMOORE!" I screamed out.

He laughed and said: "We have to make this quick, I have to leave at 10."

Then he brought the whip down on my face.

I started crying immediately.

He laughed and brought it down again and again.

He then made the whip like a noose and choked me I almost fell unconscious but he poured booze on my face.

I jumped and he got on top of my knees.

"STOP JERKING BOY!" he screamed.

Then he grabbed the razor blades.

He dragged it up my legs and all the way up the side of my face.

It burned but he didn't car.

He stabbed my side and tore it out.

I cried and begged him to stop but he stabbed and slashed and then he went to my neck.

Then he groaned.

"I have to go, I'll be make to punish you more in about a week, if your still alive." He said laughing.

He walked out the door and I heard the car.

'I HAVE (I HAVE) YOU BREATHING DOWN MY NECK (BREATHING DOWN MY NECK) I DON'T (DON'T KNOW) WHAT YOU COULD POSSIBLY EXPECT UNDER THIS CONDITION SO I'LL WAIT (I'LL WAIT) FOR THE AMBULANCE TO COME (AMBULANCE TO COME) AND PICK US UP OFF THE FLOOR WHAT DID YOU POSSIBLY EXPECT UNDER THIS CONDITION.'

Dark Blue started playing.

I screamed out as the cuts burned.

I cried and cried.

GREG SAVE ME!

Day 1

Day 2

Day 3

Day 4

IT WAS PAINFUL!

I could not stand it anymore.

I'm at a loss of hope!

"JASPER! JASPER WHERE ARE YOU!" the familiar voice screamed.

GREG!

I was too weak.

I moaned and rattled the chains.

Then the door swung open.

Greg broke down crying and untied my.

He booked it down the hall into my room and got sweats and a tee-shirt.

He pulled them on and picked me up bridal style.

He kissed me on the lips and walked as fast as he could to his car and drove the way to the hospital.

"No." I croaked.

He sighed and made a U turn and drove to his house.

When we got there he laid me on the couch and ran to Jeremy's room he said something and ran to the bathroom.

SORRY I'M STOPPING IT NOW!

I HAVE TO GO SOMEWHERE!