First of all thank you to all those who have sent me song suggestions.

Especially I wanna thank ChrisColfersKingdom for giving me a song which I needed for a later chapter.

I don't own anything (not even Amelia)

All rights go to: Glee, Avril Lavigne and Katy Perry


Three attempts but one success

'How about this?'

'No. It's too mainstream.'

'Alright. This one?'

'No Blaine. We are not going to do Katy Perry.'

Kurt sighed. Amelia, Blaine and he had spent the better part of the evening arguing about Blaine and his audition song. Each of them had their own ideas what their ideal song was like.

Amelia wanted something which rocked and was edgy. Blaine on the other hand wanted a Top 40 Popsong with meaning and the only solution for him was Katy Perry. And then there was Kurt. For him it did not matter if the song was from a musical or from a gangster rapper with criminal background. For him the lyrics were essential because he saw in this song his chance to tell Blaine how he felt about him.

With his father gone and having Amelia around the house 24/7, Blaine changed. He no longer wore bow ties or the other things his father forced him to wear. Instead he wore skin tight jeans and casual shirts but his curly hair stayed the same. Kurt had to muster all his willpower to not jump on him and kiss him senseless.

Kurt had spent today's school day fantasizing about how Blaine would taste against his lips, if Blaine was skilled with his tongue and he had imagined the moans Blaine would make when Kurt would press against him.

Halfway through his Geography class, Kurt had to excuse himself to take care of a little problem inside his trousers.

It was easy to say now that Kurt had completely fallen for Blaine and he had to tell him.

He no longer wanted to imagine.

He wanted to live it.

'Why not? Katy Perry has great songs' stated Blaine sulking, while he browsed his music collection.

'For the last time Blaine. I'm no alien, neither am I from California, nor am I a gambling addict' answered Kurt trying to stay patient. It was a little over 11 pm and he just wanted to find the damn song or stare at Blaine's ass a while longer.

'I'm a get your heart racing in my skin tight jeans. Be your teenage dream tonight' Amelia started, half singing half laughing, which earned her a pillow smack from Kurt.

'Stop singing' threatened Kurt her but she ignored him and kept singing.

'Let you put your hands on me in my skin tight jeans. Be your teenage dream tonight.'

'Yes! Let's do Teenage Dream' exclaimed Blaine happily.

'No. I won't sing Teenage Dream' said Kurt and shot a cold glare in Amelia's direction but she only laughed.

'You two would be so cute together' she said and Kurt could see how Blaine's cheeks turned pink.

In that moment the doorbell rang and saved both boys from answering Amelia.

'That would be the door' said Kurt in his best bitch voice to Amelia.

'I know' she said cheerfully.

'Are you not gonna open that?'

'Actually, no. I'm having way too much fun here.'

'Am, please' begged Blaine with a small and embarrassed voice.

'Alright I'm going Dwarf' sighed Amelia but before she walked out, she leant close to Kurt and whispered in his ear 'Would you like me to find you a bowl, so you can drool while looking at Blaine's butt without wetting yourself.'

She was out of the room before Kurt could even grab the pillow and throw it at her.

'One day I'm going to kill her' he growled.

'I'm sorry' he heard Blaine's muffed voice and he looked up. Blaine had his face in his hands and tried to make himself as small as possible.

'It's not your fault, Blaine' said Kurt softly, forgetting his anger.

'Now scoot over and let us find this song.'

Kurt got up and sat down next to Blaine and grabbed the Laptop.

'Let's see what we have here.'

'Oh you won't find anything in there. That's Amelia's music and she mostly listens to Green Day and other Punk bands' said Blaine and Kurt could feel him leaning against his shoulder to have a look at the screen. He tried to ignore Blaine's cheek on his shoulder and clicked on a song by Avril Lavigne to start it.

Within the first few seconds into the song Kurt knew that this was the song he wanted to sing. It described his feelings towards Blaine perfectly.

'This is our song' whispered Kurt to himself but Blaine answered 'Yes it is perfect.'

Kurt turned around and found Blaine's face mere inches from his. He could see the sparkle in Blaine's beautiful eyes and loved how a single lock was hanging in his face.

'Perfect' repeated Kurt softly and leant slowly closer to Blaine. Soon he could feel the warm faster breath from Blaine's slightly parted lips on his own.

'Pizza is here!' Amelia shouted from behind them and Kurt and Blaine jumped away from each other, blushing furiously.

'What were you guys doing?' she asked innocently but her voice left no room for them to doubt that she knew what they had been about to do.

Once Kurt had fought his urge to strangle Amelia, he simply said 'We found our song.'


Kurt was pacing the corridor in front of the choir room.

'It's gonna be fine, Kurt' said Blaine, trying to get Kurt to calm down but it wasn't working.

Kurt only growled in answer to Blaine. He really did not want to face Mercedes. Pretending like she did not exist was way easier than excepting the fact that she wanted to see him rot in one of the school dumpsters.

'If you are worrying about the song you really should not. You sound amazing' tried Blaine again. This time Kurt stopped pacing like a tiger in the zoo and walked over to Blaine.

'Thank you but it's not the song.' He sighed and laid his head against the locker.

'I know one of the lead singers. Mercedes Jones. I'm pretty sure you have seen her. She's black and has a bit of a Diva attitude.'

Blaine nodded so Kurt continued 'She was my best friend once but after I joined the cheerios I started ignoring her and I was mean to her.'

Kurt kept his eyes on the opposite locker wall, not daring to look at Blaine.

'I'm not proud of what I've done and I regret it. Deeply but I've never had the courage to tell her.'

'You miss her?' asked Blaine.

Kurt simply nodded as answer.

'Then you should tell her. You have changed Kurt. You are a good guy' said Blaine sincerely.

'Thank you Blaine. That means a lot coming from you. To you I was the worst. I don't know how I will ever make it up to you.'

'Hey' said Blaine and waved a hand in front of Kurt's face to get his attention. Puzzled Kurt looked into his golden defiant eyes.

'Could we make a deal? First we sing the song and after that you can get depressed?'

Blaine's comment actually brought a smile to Kurt's lips.

'Deal.'

Exactly in this moment the door to the choir room opened and Santana walked out.

'Lady Lips, Hobbit it's your turn.'

Kurt closed his eyes and took a deep breath to compose himself but Santana wasn't finished.

'By the way who was the hottie the other day? The one hobbit here nearly knocked over?'

'Amelia?' asked Blaine, slightly freaked out by the Latina girl. Kurt seeing it, moved so that he was between the smaller boy and the cheerleader.

'Her name is Amelia? Sounds hot' said Santana with a smirk.

'You stay away from her Satan! Why don't you just continue snogging Brittany?' said Kurt getting into Head Cheerio mode, but Santana simply smiled slyly.

'We will see Hummel.'

She walked back into the room with Kurt and Blaine behind her.

Apart from Mercedes and the other cheerios, Kurt knew nobody in Glee Club. There was a little brown haired girl who looked like she owned the whole room and several others who seemed to have the word 'Nerd' floating over their heads.

Kurt was looking at the teacher, Will Schuester and was ignoring the black girl in the first row.

'Everybody these are Kurt Hummel and Blaine Anderson. They asked to join us.' When nobody said anything against it Mr. Schuester said 'Let's see what you got.'

He then walked over to sit next to the bossy brown haired girl and left the floor to Kurt and Blaine.

The music started and Kurt gave Blaine an encouraging smile who nodded and started to sing.

I'm tuggin' at my hair

I'm pullin' at my clothes

I'm tryin' to keep my cool

I know it shows

I'm starin' at my feet

My cheeks are turnin' red

I'm searchin' for the words inside my head

Kurt tried to block out everybody and concentrate only on Blaine and that this song was for him and for him only before he started to sing.

I'm feelin' nervous

Tryin' to be so perfect

'Cause I know you're worth it

You're worth it

Yeah

Now they were singing together and only looked at each other.

If I could say what I want to say I say

I wanna blow you…away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

on one knee

Marry me today

Guess I'm wishin' my life away

With these things I'll never say

Now it was Kurt's turn again.

It don't do me any good

It's just a waste of time

What use is it to you

What's on my mind?

If it ain't comin' out,

We're not goin' anywhere

So why can't I just tell you that I care?

Blaine took over again and walked over to Kurt to stand right in front of him with little space between them.

'Cause I'm feelin' nervous

Tryin' to be so perfect

'Cause I know you're worth it

You're worth it

Yeah

They continued the song together, losing themselves in the eyes of the other.

If I could say what I want to say I say

I wanna blow you…away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight?

If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

Marry me today

Yes, I'm wishing my life away

And these things I'll never say

What is wrong with my tongue?

These words keep slippin' away

I stutter, I stumble

Like I've got nothin' to say

'Cause I'm feelin' nervous

Tryin' to be so perfect '

Cause I know you're worth it

You're worth it

Yeah

Yes, I'm wishing my life away

But these things I'll never say
If I could say what I want to say I say

I wanna blow you away

Be with you every night

Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see

I want to see you go down

On one knee

Marry me today

Yes, I'm wishing my life away

But these things I'll never say

These things I'll never say

With this last line Kurt leant down to Blaine to press his lips to the smaller boy but the room exploded into cheering so once again he had to back away. He could see Blaine's flushed cheeks and knew they resembled his.

The Glee Club teacher stood up and declared with a broad smile 'Welcome to the New Directions!'

Right after that the bell went off and the students were rushing out but not without personally welcoming Blaine and Kurt.

Soon only Mercedes was left.

She walked up to Kurt and said coldly 'I don't know what you are playing but I'm going to find out.'

'Mercedes' said Kurt with pain visible in his voice.

'If Sue Sylvester sent you to destroy Glee Club, I'm going to destroy you Hummel.' With that the diva left Kurt standing.

'I guess I deserved that' said Kurt and turned to Blaine, wanting to congratulate him but stopped in his tracks when he looked into teary painted golden orbs.

'Blaine? What's wrong?'

The curly haired boy simply shook his head and looked to the floor.

'Please' begged Kurt and laid his hands on Blaine's shoulders.

'Tell me what's wrong, please?'

But instead of answering, Blaine did something which Kurt wasn't prepared for.

He threw himself at Kurt and kissed him desperately.


Nice cliffhanger isn't it? :)

See you with the next chapter ;)