A/N: Hi, it had been a long time I post stories, really busy of my works, and the shift was so…uneven, so that I have no time to write stories, but now I am bringing a story toward all of you, even though it wasn't a happy story…
Disclaimer: I don't own Daa! Daa! Daa! And the character is not mine too.
Title: Drunk
Rate: T
Paring: Miyu Kouzuki / Kanata Saionji
Summary: He fell asleep; he wanted to be drunk, that he didn't need to think of the memory that hurt him so much.
It was a beautiful sunshine day, the skies were blue, and the wind blew slightly, it wasn't a bad weather, also not very hot or cold. The scent of the flesh grasses, the view that we could see all the places of the town, we could see the sun rise and the sun set there too. The sounds of the birds singing, it was a beautiful place with silence and peaceful.
A sound of an empty can roll on the ground, and near the can was a brunet, with amber orbs, he looked so terrible with mess hair, dirty face, but still looks so cool and good-looking. He looked up at the sky, wondering that why the Kami-Sama being so mean and unfair, he hated the fate, he hated the fact…he wanted to drink more and more, he wanted to be drunk, so that he didn't need to think about those memories…..
And there was another boy with black hair ran up of the stairs, without any rest, he knew that he was there, since when the day came, he was there always…..
Finally he reached the top, and seeing his childhood friend was really there, sat on the grass, and leaned a grave that surrounded with beautiful white lilies…
"I should've known that you would be here." The black hair boy said, and he tried to pull the brunet up. "Why you didn't go to work today, Kanata?" he said, they were colleagues, and he didn't see him at the day. No matter that he was really tired of working, no matter that he was sweating, and his breathing was increase since the running, he concerned his friend a lot, so he came here to find him.
"I dreamt of her last night…again…" The brunet said, and he caressed the stone so tenderly. "I know that she missed me, so I came up to see her."
"You should go now!" the boy said, and he tried to pull him up again but failed, he struggled out of his grabbed. "You are wasting your time! You are giving up yourself!" he seemed to get angry with Kanata's attitude, so cool and all he could see was just that stone…
"No, I won't leave. I am not giving up myself, where is the mistake that I want to be with her and don't want her to be alone?" Kanata knelt on the ground, looking at the grave; he grabbed the dirt under the grasses. "In the dream she told me that the fire was so scared, she felt hard to breath…she told me that she hates to be alone. I shouldn't leave her like this; I shouldn't let her being like this. Please understand me…Santa….." he add in his pleading voice, the tears from on his eyes…even the event had happened for a couple months, Kanata still in the pain and sorrow…
Santa just looked at Kanata, he had never seen his friend being like this, but when the things happened, he got change a lot.
"I understand you, but I know that she doesn't want you being like this…too…" Santa said, but his sound was so soft that Kanata couldn't hear it. Then he left Kanata alone, he knew that Kanata needed to be alone at once, being friend with him for a long time, how comes that he didn't know what Kanata wanted?
And Kanata, he said nothing but seeing that Santa left away, he turned his face toward the grave…He closed his eyes, remembered that the day…when he watched the TV at home, waiting for his beloved girlfriend, and they would be have a date after she worked, and he planned to proposed a marriage toward her that night.
A sudden new that broke his all hope, and destroyed all of his planning…those things were out of his planning, and that messed his life too…..
There was an explosion in her office building, it seemed so serious, when he got the news, and he ran to her building non-stoppable, he prayed to the god that there wasn't anything happened on her.
But the god didn't hear it…
Flashback
He ran over and over the building, he ran over and over the blocks, what he wanted to go was her office, he felt tired, but he couldn't take a rest…and when he reached the building, he saw the fire, he heard the sound that people cried for help, he heard the crying…he saw the fireman and the ambulance men were busy with helping the people who trapped in the building. The situation was so messy, but without any doubt, he ran into the crowd, and tried to find the girl he wanted to see, he prayed that he could find her, and she was safe and sound…but failed, no matter that the people that who escaped the building successful, or the people with suffering injury, he couldn't find her, and that means she was still in the building, knowing that the explosion was really serious, he knew that if she stayed there longer, and what she was being more dangerous too.
He took a deep breath, and rushed toward the entrance of the building, to try a way to go in and save her by him.
"What are you going to do?" the fireman saw that Kanata tried to go in to a place that very dangerous; he prevented him to do it and asked.
"I have to save her! She's still inside there!" Kanata was out of his control; he didn't mind that if it would affect his life, he didn't mind that he was so impolite, all he could think about was her…..
"Sir, you can't do it!" the fireman prevented him to go in again, and the others came and support the fireman, to prevent Kanata ran in to the building.
"Boom!" there was one more sound of explosion, and there was more fire there, and more sound of crying…
'Miyu…' Kanata couldn't do anything else; he could just look at the exit, hoped that Miyu would appear, safe and sound…
Then, one girl with her greenish hair came out, and those pigtails…it shouldn't be wrong, it was Aya, Miyu's one of best friends…without any hesitate, Kanata rushed to his former classmate.
And Aya saw Kanata, and more tears came out from her eyes, that told Kanata that Miyu was still in the building, and it seemed that she's in danger too.
"Konishi…don't tell me that…" Kanata asked, and he couldn't ask his question anymore, he was so worry that those things would happen.
Knowing what he was going to ask about, Aya nodded with her teary eyes.
"There was something block her way…and I can't help with it…Miyu just told me that ran away and I didn't need to worry about her…the situation was so messy and I couldn't look back…so I don't know that how's so…"Aya said, her voice was so tremble that seemed she was in frightened…
She will be okay, she will be okay…Kanata told himself to calm down his mind, even though his mind was in messy, and he knew that there was a possibility that Miyu was in danger…
Flashback end
Kanata looked up at the sky, Kami-san, why you have to take her away from me? She's so kind, selfless…and she had not done anything wrong, and me too…but why you have to torture me like that? Why you have to take away the one that means a lot with me? Why…can you tell me why… Kanata thought, and more tears rolled down, he caressed that grave so gently, so tenderly…
Flashback
The dead body was wheeling out of the building, and each dead body discovered, Kanata hoped that it wasn't Miyu…... he ran to the crowd to find his beloved girlfriend, fail…she had to safe and sound, she will alive…she had a lot of reason to live… Kanata thought, no matter he was so tired from running, so tired from searching…
"Saionji kun!" Aya rushed to Kanata, after she searched the dead bodies, and her tears was non-stoppable, it seemed that she brought a bad news… "I…I found her…over those bodies…" she pointed the crowd of the dead bodies. And Kanata's eyes got widen, what he pray to the Kami-san had never come true…
He fellow Aya to the dead body that she found, that blonde long hair, the clothes she wore that morning…it shouldn't be wrong, it was Miyu…
He knelt down on the floor, still couldn't believe that what had happen, still couldn't believe that the lady who lied before him was the girl that he wanted to find the most…...he wanted to find her, but not her dead body…
Everything was end…His world stopped spinning…right after he found her died body…
Flashback end
Kanata looked at the grave, stroked the stone, caressed that photo that on the stone, it was his girlfriend, no, she would be his wife if she hadn't died, but would it happened anymore?
"Why you left me so early?" Kanata choked, his voice was so tremble, his eyes were dried, he didn't have any tears to shed, and he was too tired to cry…
Flashback
He emerged of his room silently, with his black suit, and a tie, but he didn't know how to fix it… Hosho was so surprise that his son walked out of his room finally, it was the first time that he set his foot out of his room since the day, when the hospital confirm that the blonde dead body was Miyu…
"Old man, can you please help me with the tie?" he handed the black tie toward his father, wanting him to help with his tie.
His costume told Hosho that he was going to her funeral, and he looked at Kanata, but still help him with the tie.
"I am a BAKA! I am old enough to learn about it, but I am not smart enough to do with it…She…..helped me with the tie…always…"Kanata said while Hosho helped him with his tie silently, Hosho didn't know what to say anymore, Miyu was just like a daughter of him, and losing him made him felt painful too.
The past days were Miyu who help him with the tie, but now, she's gone, no one could help him anymore…
As the father, he cared Kanata a lot; he knew that Kanata was in painful, just like he lost his wife years ago, he understood the painful in his heart a lot, plus he was the monk to manage the funeral, that's all he could do for Miyu…
In the funeral, Kanata was silent, and he refused to see Miyu, he just like a man who attended a funeral of someone he knew, didn't like that the body who laid in the coffin was part of his life…
"Son, it was the last time you can see her face…" Hosho said after the funeral was almost done, after that, Miyu's body was going to be burned, and that made Kanata looked at him, yes…it's the last time he could see her, the last time he could touch her…
He knelt beside the coffin she laid, her face was pale, but her lips still red, he held her hands tight; he kissed her fingers but couldn't get any react.
"Baka, wake up please, it's getting late." Kanata mumbled, and his voice so clear that everyone could easily heard it. They sobbed at his sentence since they knew that she wouldn't wake anymore…
"Okay, if you don't wake, I will leave you alone. You will be late for work." Kanata said, and then he stood up and left the coffin.
"So it's time to burn the body." Hosho said, and the other monks put the coffin into the cremator.
Hearing that Miyu would be burn, Kanata looked back, and saw that the cremator was running, everything was the end for him.
"No! You can't burn her…she's just fell asleep, she will wake up soon!" Kanata shouted, and rushed to the coffin to prevent Hosho to burn Miyu's body…but the gangs prevent him, no matter that they still in pain, they knew that Kanata was the one suffered the most.
Finally the funeral was the end, the blonde became some bone ash, and there was nothing left, anymore…
"Put her into our family's grave." Kanata said without any hesitate, with hugging Miyu's bone ash, his voice was so serious.
"Son…" Hosho didn't know how to react; they hadn't married so that he shouldn't put her into their family's grave. "But you hadn't married with her…"
"If there was no accident, she would marry me!" Kanata said, the tears rolled down on his cheeks, he put out the velvet box, that pop out the ring, he supposed to give it toward her the day. "This is the only thing I can do for her. Old man, please put her into our family's grave, please give her our surname…" Kanata said in pleading, and showed Hosho the ring he planned to give toward Miyu.
With a sigh, Hosho couldn't do anything more, he just could nodded, gave him the permission to put Miyu in their family's grave.
Flashback end
Kanata looked up at the sky, it was blue. Just like the day of the funeral, he remembered that he put Miyu's bone ash inside of their family grave, finally she had his surname, and finally she was admitted that she was Mrs. Saionji…
If the explosion had never happened…We supposed to have a date that night; I supposed to kneel down and give her the ring; you supposed to say yes; and we supposed to get marry…
But those things could never happen anymore, she went to another world that day…
He fell asleep; he wanted to be drunk, that he didn't need to think of the memory that hurt him so much.
Like it? Hate it? it was not a happy story, but I promise next will be a sweet one, please Review and give me some comment of the story =D
